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Chapter 10 - Chapter Nine:The Weight Of Nearness

Morning came without ceremony.

The estate woke the way it always did—footsteps echoing through stone corridors, doors opening and closing with muted precision—but something in Mila felt newly alert, as if the quiet gravity of the previous night had followed her into daylight.

She carried it with her as she worked.

Every task felt sharpened, more deliberate. Folding linens. Polishing silver. Moving through halls she knew by heart. And beneath it all, a steady awareness that did not fade with distance.

She knew, without being told, that Alessandro had returned from the east wing earlier than expected.

It wasn't fear that tightened her chest. Not anymore. It was anticipation, unwelcome and undeniable.

Their paths crossed just past the courtyard.

He was speaking to one of his men when she emerged from the servants' corridor, her hands full, her attention carefully lowered. She would have passed unnoticed—she had done so a hundred times before—if his voice had not paused mid-sentence.

The silence that followed was brief, but complete.

Mila felt it like a hand at her back.

She stopped.

Alessandro dismissed the man with a quiet word and turned toward her. There was no urgency in his steps as he approached, no command in his posture. Only that same measured calm she had begun to associate with restraint rather than dominance.

"You're carrying too much," he said.

It took her a moment to understand he meant the stack of folded cloth in her arms.

"I can manage," she replied, instinctively tightening her grip.

"I know," he said. "But you shouldn't have to."

The words unsettled her more than any order ever had. She hesitated, then slowly allowed him to take half the weight from her arms. His fingers brushed hers in the exchange—brief, accidental, unmistakable.

The contact sent a shock through her, sharp and immediate.

He felt it too.

For a fraction of a second, neither of them moved. The world narrowed to that single point of connection, to breath and stillness and the unspoken recognition of how easily the moment could tip into something else.

Alessandro withdrew first.

Not abruptly. Carefully.

"Go," he said, his voice lower now. "Finish your duties."

"Yes," she answered, though her voice wavered despite her effort.

She walked away without looking back, her pulse loud in her ears. She did not need to turn to know he was watching—not with possession, not with command, but with something far more dangerous.

Attention.

Later, in the privacy of her room, Mila pressed her palms to the edge of the small desk and tried to steady herself. She told herself it was nothing. A misunderstanding of tone. Of gesture. Of her own fragile sense of balance in a place where power shifted without warning.

And yet.

He had noticed the weight she carried.

Across the estate, Alessandro stood alone in the study, the afternoon light cutting clean lines across the floor. He replayed the moment with a precision that unsettled him—not the touch itself, but his decision to let it end.

It would have been easy to let his hand linger. Easier still to assert control and call it clarity.

He had done neither.

Because somewhere between the library and the courtyard, Mila had stopped being a question to solve and become a presence he adjusted himself around.

That realization sat heavy in his chest.

He had built his life on certainty. On clean edges and deliberate distance. On never mistaking proximity for permission.

And yet, when he thought of her walking away, shoulders squared, dignity intact, he felt the unfamiliar ache of restraint—not as loss, but as choice.

That night, neither of them slept easily.

Mila lay awake listening to the estate breathe, replaying the warmth of his fingers, the way he had looked at her not as something owned, but as something considered.

Alessandro stood once more at his window, the city lights distant and dim, confronting a truth he had spent years avoiding.

Control was not the same as strength.

And connection—real connection—required a courage he had never needed before.

Between them, nothing had been promised. Nothing declared.

But the space they shared was no longer empty.

It was charged.

Waiting.

And for the first time, the bridge between them did not feel theoretical.

It felt close enough to step onto.

If either of them dared.

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