HAHA! GET BAITED! THIS ISNT A CHAPTER!
Alright alright sorry, but I'm gonna have to rewrite my story. Yes yes... You might say, it's another one of my reasons to slack of but genuinely no. I have been thinking about a rewrite for a while, now. And you might say that the story is good enough, but for me... Nah. There are three main problems I found in my story.
1. How hard to make it a more wholesome story!:
Once upon a time and in the beginning, this was just a self-fulfillment writing. Because there are barely any good Umamusume fanfic here, I decided to write one, and since I have mental disorder called "Short Term Memory Loss" I decided to finish this fanfic, wait a couple of months, and then read it, just for my own amusement. So of course, a lot of shit here, are tailored for my tastes.
For example, the dark undertone of the story. Don't let the cheerfulness of the MC fool you. I made it deliberately to so that it can be those type of story where it is all fun and games at the start, and then it suddenly becomes a drama-fest, and suffocating fanfic. The Abusive father of Rudolf, the Complex of MC where he doesn't feel like he belongs to this world, Karen's supposed feelings for Minami and I haven't even gotten to the Higher ups of the JURA. This was, from the start and from what I planned it to be, supposed to be a drama heavy fanfic. I plan to make this as sad, and drama at the middle and then make a satisfying and fun ending. That's just the type of person I am!
Though truth be told. I really did everything to try and salvage the situation. Seeing the increasing popularity of this fanfic and how nicely the audience received the dynamics of the story. I hesitated. That's when I went into my first hiatus. Although, I was indeed busy. I was also struggling on how to continue the story. After picking this fanfic back up. I then began to make it more wholesome, and after my poll to y'all, I finally went full on Wholesome lovey dovey.
But really, having these dark undertones really makes it hard to me to continue the story, oof~~.
2nd! My father is gonna buy me a laptop.
I have been waiting for half a month, and my father still didn't give me the laptop he promised. After he'll give me one, then I will start the rewrite.
3rd. I didnt have inspiration to continue.
Again, stemmed from the 1st problem. But this one, is different. Because the problems in this fanfic are so glaring that I don't even wanna continue, if you know what I mean.
Like I really tried to push myself, and indeed, I pushed myself. I made 4 chapters that are unreleased. But I have done a ton of rewriting and editing on it. And man, rewriting a lot of things and making another story from the start really is demotivating. And not to mention, those 4 chapters for me are unsatisfactory, so I didn't release it. Yikes.
So that's that. My reasons. Hopefully my father finally gives me a laptop. Then I'll continue writing ts. I promise, I'll rewrite this. I swear on everyone yo. Just wait for a bit. Since I'm going to college and my dad promised me, i hope it is a matter of time.