KAIZA'S POV :-
I was a distance, in the car, seeing her cry. I can't bare to see her like this, but i can't do anything, even if I want to. I want to run to her and hug her so tight, but I can't.
I know that kevin had already told her something that she shouldn't have known Or maybe she should.
Kevin is her brother, or we can say step brother, I'm sure he will try to tell her about her past.
It's better if she knows about that as soon as possible, maybe it will help me continue my plan.
But seeing her hurt...
I can't. I can't just see her like this. It feels like a sharp knife stabbed in my heart, it won't kill me but won't let me live too.
FLASHBACK
I woke up with her by my side. She was wearing my shirt, with her shorts.
Finally everything again starting get on line. A simple life, where no one is trying to chase after me...for now, I don't know about the future.
Sunlight falling on her face, glossy black hair, looking brown in bright sunlight.
Her face seems so soft, again she still looks as young as she was in high school.
Suddenly, a phone call broke the moment, why every morning, these fucking calls.
Even on vacation?
It was some number, not an already saved one.
I picked it up, for a few moments there was no response. I kept calling "Hello", but no one answered.
Suddenly a deep voice came from that side.
XX- Hotel western place, room number 1113, am I right?
Kaiza - who are you?
XX- January 11, she'll die. Do whatever you can.
Kaiza- what are you talking about?
XX- you choose, her death or leave her.
Kaiza- why? You can't even do anything to her! Or I'll kill you. Who the hell are you? I won't let anything happen.
XX- ha! ha! Let's see. If you leave her, I won't do anything.
XX- Bye see you soon, in LA.
Kaiza- wait! Hey! Hey!!!
Before I could continue, call ended.
What's this? Whose that? I have to leave her? This isn't loris, he just want my property, why would he needs me to leave her?
This is someone I need to know.
I instantly called kris, and the team to find the owner of this number as soon as possible.
If pushing her away is the only option left for now, I'll continue it.
Until I find out who this person really is.
Soon she woke up.
I rushed to pack my back, and booked a flight back to LA.
"Good morning." She muttered in her sleepy voice.
"Wait, what are you doing? Are we going somewhere?" She asked in confusion, looking at my luggage all packed.
"We're leaving." I said with rudeness.
"Why? We just came here yesterday! Why now? I didn't even visit many places ye-"
"Do as I said, pack your bag, or I can leave alone." I cutted her off and moved out the room with my suitcase.
She stood up from the bed and took my hand stopping me to go.
I turned back, looked at her. She was wearing my shirt, upper bottons open.
I ignored that, but I can't ignore the fact that she looked really beautiful that morning.
"Why are you talking to me that way?" She asked, frustration ran over her face.
How do I tell her? I can't.
I want to punch myself for talking to her like that. It's so fucking hurting me already.
I ignored and just went out the room.
After a few minutes she also came downatirs, we went back to LA.
The whole trip, she was trying to talk with me, but I ignored, making her feel more awful.
We reached home.
After that day, I never talked to her with the same way again, the way of love and care.
Later somedays, my manager came to me, it was the lunch hour, and told me something.
"Sir...umm.." he muttered.
"What? Just say it.." i said. While my focus was still in lunch, until now they still aren't able to find that person, the number he used was a private number, and when we finally got that number's owner, it was someone else.
My mind was still repeating those things, i didn't even hear what the manager said.
"Sir..are you listening?" He said, trying to make my focus on him.
"Umm, yeah, go on." I ordered.
"Sir...actually, I've heard a rumor in the management area." He said, with hesitation.
"Leave it! Focus on work, not on rumors." I said, and went back to eating.
END OF FLASHBACK
The rain almost stopped. She again stood up, but fell.
I wanted to run to her, and pick her up. But i can't.
She stood up by herself. She's strong. But only i know her pain, she's carring along with herself all these years.
I couldn't see her like that anymore. I came out of the car and went straight to her.
"Leave!" She instructed.
I went to help her up, but she resisted with all her force.
"I Said LEAVE!" she again yelled.
"I won't!" I replied back.
"Why? What do you even want from me? Why do you care for me? What am I to you? For a moment, you care for me, but the next moment you have someone else. Why? Do you even know, how hurt I feel to be ignored and then getting to know that my trusted ones have been keeping secrets from me?" She saidcrying continuously.
"Do you even know the reality?" I replied, without even realising.
"No! Right! You don't know! That's the point! I promise, when everything gets fine, I'll tell you everything! Can you just listen to me for no-"
"No, I won't!! You know what, you just leave myself to me!" She shot back and started to walk off.
She took only a single step and fell on the wet road.
I rushed to her, she tried to resist me, but she was week.
I took her in my arms, and took her to the car.
I sat her on the passenger seat. She fell unconscious.
I just went to the driver seat, and drove to the home, it was around 12:30 Am.
ASTHERIEN'S POV :-
I woke up, while he was right beside me, sleeping, holding me hand.
I stood up from the bed, I don't want to feel those feelings again, and to get hurt because of the same reason.
And also, I don't want to be the third person in someone's relationship, if I had already known about his relationship, I would've never fallen for him.
For now, I need to find the truth, I don't want to fall in this trap again.
I went to the kitchen. Drank some fresh water, to calm myself.
I went to the couch to sleep, but only I could do was to cry, I just don't wanna believe what I just got to know today.
If they weren't my own, why they did care for me? Why did they help me? Why did they always love me? Why did they never even told me about that?
All those questions flooded through my head. I needed answers!
I have to find the answers!