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Chapter 37 - Chapter 37 Alex learns what pull feels Like

POV ALEX:

I didn't know I was being watched until the watching stopped.

That was the first clue.

The hum...soft, constant, like a reminder that the world was paying attention, went quiet on my walk to school.

Not gone.

Just… respectfully distant. Like someone had stepped back to give me room.

I hated it.

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People think being calming is a compliment.

Like it means you're stable.

Safe

Normal

What it actually means is that things settle around you whether you want them to or not.

I felt it when I stepped onto Marrow Street and the breeze stilled.

When a traffic light hesitated between yellow and red, then chose red because I slowed down.

When my thoughts lined up too neatly, as if something was smoothing the edges for me.

I wasn't controlling it.

It was syncing.

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At school, I found Maya first.

She was sitting on the steps near the art room, sketchbook open but untouched.

"You feel it too?" she asked without looking up.

I sat beside her.

"Like gravity changed its mind."

She nodded. "It's leaning toward you."

I swallowed. "I don't want that."

"That's why it works," she said quietly.

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We didn't tell the others right away.

Because how do you explain that reality is starting to take your opinions personally?

It showed up in small ways.

Jordan's argument with a teacher ended peacefully when I stepped in...not because I said anything special, but because the tension resolved itself.

Sam's usual chaos fizzled into something almost… orderly when I stood too close.

"Stop doing that," Sam muttered at lunch.

"Doing what?"

"Whatever makes the universe behave," he said.

"It's creepy."

I wished I could stop.

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The pull got stronger after school.

I stood near the fence by the park and felt the ground settle beneath my feet, like it was bracing.

I closed my eyes.

I'm not your solution, I thought.

I'm not your anchor.

The hum answered...not with words, but with a sense of recognition.

Not ownership.

Relief.

That scared me more than any threat ever had.

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Jordan found me there.

"You're becoming a stabilizer," he said, not accusing.

Observing.

"I didn't agree to that," I replied.

Jordan adjusted his glasses.

"Neither did Maya Or Sam."

I clenched my hands.

"Then why us?"

Jordan hesitated.

"Because stability is rare

And kindness even more so."

I laughed bitterly.

"Kindness isn't enough."

"No," he agreed.

"But it's efficient."

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That night, I dreamed of the building again.

But this time, it wasn't asking.

It was offering.

A future where Marrow didn't fracture. Where people didn't disappear.

Where resets became unnecessary.

All it needed was alignment.

Stay, it suggested, Decide.

I woke with my heart racing.

On my phone was a single notification.

Unknown Number: You could make this permanent.

My fingers hovered over the screen.

Me: at what cost

The reply came instantly.

Unknown Number: Only yourself.

I stared at the words until they blurred.

Because that's the trick of offers like that...they never lie.

They just leave out who gets to decide what yourself includes.

I set the phone down without answering.

Outside my window, the night held its breath.

Somewhere deep beneath Marrow, something that had once learned to copy now waited to see if I would teach it something else entirely.

And for the first time since this began, I understood the real danger.

Not erasure.

Not control.

But becoming the thing that keeps everyone else safe...

At the cost of ever being free myself.

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