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Chapter 14 - Chapter 14: Ashes of The Past

The room was silent, but the silence was heavy, pressing against Adeline's chest like a weight she couldn't shake. She sank onto the edge of the balcony, the city lights below flickering in distorted patterns, as if mocking the turmoil inside her. The confrontation with Lucia still replayed in her mind—every word, every glance, every tremor of regret that had passed over Lucia's face.

Her hands trembled slightly, though she tried to still them, clutching at the railing like it could anchor her to reality. Shadows of the past had always haunted her, but tonight, they were more alive than ever. Lucia's confession, her broken voice, the way she had faltered when Adeline's gaze cut through her defenses—Adeline had expected anger, maybe even hatred—but instead… she had felt something else. Something she hadn't expected.

Adeline's chest tightened. She hated herself for it. For the flicker of empathy, the pang of understanding that had snuck past her carefully built walls. How could she forgive? How could she even consider it, when Lucia had ended her? When she had destroyed everything she had worked for, the person she thought she could trust most?

The fire within her stirred, responding to her conflicting emotions. A soft curl of flame flickered at the edge of the balcony, unnoticed by anyone but her. It was subtle at first, almost timid, then it pulsed stronger, coiling as if mirroring her racing heart. Anger, sorrow, betrayal, and a whisper of relief all tangled together, demanding release.

Adeline closed her eyes, taking a shuddering breath. Memories of what Lucia had done washed over her—the quiet nights of fear, the moments when she had doubted herself, when she had wondered if she would ever rise again. And yet… there had also been moments of clarity tonight, moments where Lucia's eyes had shown her regret, and the ghost of the person she once trusted peeked through the cracks of a hardened façade.

She wondered, not for the first time, if people ever truly changed. Could someone who had ended her, who had betrayed her in ways so deep, truly carry the weight of remorse? Could they be trusted again? Her mind fought itself, and the fire responded. A sharp flicker, almost angry, brushed her palms as if warning her to be careful. To hold fast.

Lucien's presence was felt before it was seen. She hadn't noticed him step onto the balcony, silent as a shadow. But now he was there, leaning casually against the railing, eyes scanning the city below, though his attention was solely on her.

"You've been quiet," he said softly, voice steady but carrying a concern that made her heart skip.

"I'm… thinking," she murmured, not trusting herself to say more.

He didn't press. He simply stepped closer, the faint heat of him brushing against her arm. "The fire responds to what you feel, not what you show," he said. "It knows what you can't admit, even to yourself."

Adeline swallowed hard. "And what if I don't want it to know? What if I don't want it to remind me that I still feel… anything for her?"

Lucien didn't answer immediately. He only reached out, brushing a strand of hair from her face, and for a moment, the world narrowed to just the two of them. "Feelings aren't weaknesses," he said quietly. "They're proof you're still alive, still human. Even in the ashes, you can choose what to build next."

Her chest ached. His words were simple, but they carried the weight of understanding she hadn't realized she craved. She wanted to scream, to cry, to laugh, to break....

somewhere in the tangle of emotions, she wanted to feel everything at once. But the fire within reminded her of the danger in losing control. Its tendrils curled protectively, waiting, watching, reflecting the storm inside her.

"I don't know if I can forgive her," she whispered finally, voice trembling. "Not yet. Maybe not ever. But… I don't know if I can hate her either. Not after seeing…"

She trailed off, unable to finish the thought.

Lucien didn't push her. He didn't need to. The fire flickered in response to her hesitation, coiling higher, almost eager to burn, almost eager to release. But it didn't. It waited, patient, like he was.

Adeline pressed her forehead to the railing, taking a deep breath. The night air was cool, but it did nothing to calm the heat of her thoughts. Shadows of regret weren't easily banished. But maybe… maybe they could be understood. Maybe that was the first step toward reclaiming herself from the past, toward shaping the future she wanted.

"You will forgive, in your own time," Lucien said, voice low, almost a promise. "But until then… let the fire remind you that you survived. That you are stronger than the pain she caused."

Her eyes rose to meet his. The intensity of his gaze, the quiet assurance, grounded her in a way she hadn't realized she needed. For the first time since the confrontation, a part of her felt free—not completely, not yet—but free enough to breathe, to feel, to plan, to live.

And as the city lights shimmered below and the fire coiled softly around her, Adeline realized that endings weren't always final. Shadows of regret could linger, yes—but even in darkness, she could choose to step forward, even if slowly, even if painfully, into the light of what remained.

The night stretched ahead, uncertain but promising, and Adeline knew this: the past could haunt her, the fire could test her, and the world could challenge her—but she had survived, and survival was the beginning of something else.

But then… a cold wind swept across the balcony, brushing against her skin like a warning. The flames flickered violently, responding not to her, but to something else—something unseen.

Her heart skipped. A whisper carried on the wind, faint, almost imperceptible, yet unmistakable:

"You can't hide from what's coming."

Adeline's breath caught. She spun, scanning the shadows, but the balcony was empty. The city sprawled below, quiet and indifferent, yet the unease lingered. Somewhere out there, something—someone—was watching.

Lucien stepped closer, sensing her tension, but even his presence couldn't dispel the chill crawling along her spine.

The fire pulsed, uneasy, like it too had sensed the warning.

Adeline swallowed hard, gripping the railing. Whatever had whispered through the night… it was only the beginning.

And for the first time, she wondered if the past had truly let her go—or if it had been holding something far more dangerous… waiting.

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