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Chapter 28 - A Smile Meant for Another

Chapter 27 — A Smile Meant for Another

The capital of Valemor glittered like a jeweled blade beautiful, sharp, and dangerous.

Elowen had never seen so much light in one place.

Sunfire lamps lined the high avenues, their enchanted flames hovering without smoke or heat. Silk banners streamed from marble balconies, each bearing the crest of a noble house that had ruled for generations. Music drifted through the air harps, viols, laughter layered over the steady murmur of power speaking to power.

She stood at the edge of it all, her gloved hands folded neatly before her, spine straight despite the familiar ache that came from being watched too closely.

Do not shrink, Mistress Virelle's voice echoed in her memory. They will try to make you small. Do not let them.

Elowen lifted her chin.

She wore deep midnight blue tonight, a gown chosen not for extravagance but for strength. The fabric hugged her frame without revealing too much, the neckline modest, the sleeves long. Silver embroidery traced the bodice in patterns that subtly echoed Blackspire's sigil void and flame entwined.

She looked every inch a noblewoman.

And yet, she could feel it the weight of knowing she had once scrubbed floors beneath these same people's boots.

Across the grand hall, Lord Kael Draven Blackspire stood unmoving.

He did not mingle. He never did.

Where other lords laughed too loudly and gestured too broadly, Kael was stillness incarnate a shadow anchored in flesh. His presence bent the space around him; conversations softened unconsciously, laughter died halfway, and no one dared approach without invitation.

He wore black, as always. Not the ostentatious black of court fashion, but something darker, deeper like the absence of light itself. His hair was tied back with a simple clasp of obsidian. No jewels. No ornament.

Power did not need decoration.

His eyes were on Elowen.

They always were.

She felt it like a touch at the nape of her neck not oppressive, not possessive, but steady. Protective. Watching.

It grounded her.

Until a voice interrupted.

"Lady Blackspire."

She turned.

The man before her was everything Kael was not bright where Kael was dark, warm where Kael was cold.

Lord Cedric Valenwood bowed with practiced elegance, one hand pressed to his chest. He wore gold and forest green, his blond hair catching the light, his smile gentle and sincere.

"You honor me with your attention," Elowen said, inclining her head just enough to be polite not submissive.

Cedric straightened, his blue eyes softening. "I had hoped I might steal a moment of your time. Court can be… overwhelming."

She almost laughed.

"Yes," she said honestly. "That is one word for it."

Something eased in his expression, as if relieved she had not donned the brittle mask of false nobility so many wore.

They spoke of small things at first the journey to the capital, the weather, the spectacle of the court. Cedric listened more than he spoke, his attention focused wholly on her, as though she were the most interesting thing in the room.

No one had ever done that before.

Elowen felt herself relax despite her caution. She did not speak freely years of discipline would not vanish in one evening but she found herself smiling. A real smile. One that reached her eyes before she could stop it.

Across the hall, the void stirred.

Kael watched the interaction with a stillness that belied the fracture spreading through his control.

The moment Elowen smiled at another man, something ancient and violent twisted in his chest.

It was not anger.

It was fear.

Fear he had no right to feel.

He had given her freedom. Had sworn she owed him nothing beyond the name she bore. He had promised himself he would never cage her, never claim what she did not offer willingly.

And yet

The void whispered.

Not words, but instincts older than reason.

She is mine.

Kael's fingers curled slowly at his side. The air around him darkened, imperceptibly at first. A noble two steps away shivered and excused himself without knowing why.

Across the room, Elowen laughed softly at something Cedric said.

The sound pierced Kael like a blade.

Cedric noticed the shift first not in Kael's expression, but in the room itself. The temperature dipped. The lamps flickered.

He followed Elowen's gaze.

And met the Warlord's eyes.

The weight of Kael's attention was suffocating.

Cedric swallowed.

"So," he said gently, turning back to Elowen, lowering his voice, "forgive me if this is forward, but… are you happy here?"

The question caught her off guard.

She hesitated.

Happy.

The word felt fragile. Dangerous.

"I am… safe," she said finally.

Cedric's brow creased. "That is not the same thing."

"No," she admitted. "But it is more than I have ever had."

His expression softened, something earnest and painful crossing his features. "You deserve more than survival, Lady Blackspire."

She did not answer.

Because part of her small, wounded, foolish wondered if he was right.

The void surged.

Kael moved.

He crossed the hall in long, measured strides, each step deliberate, controlled, though the power beneath his skin roared for release. Conversations died in his wake. The musicians faltered, then stopped entirely.

By the time he reached them, the entire hall was watching.

Kael stopped beside Elowen.

He did not touch her.

But his presence was unmistakable solid, unyielding, a wall at her back.

"My wife," he said, voice low, calm, lethal. "You are needed."

The words were not a command.

They were a statement of fact.

Elowen felt the shift immediately the subtle withdrawal of Cedric's proximity, the way the space around her realigned itself around Kael.

She should have bristled.

Instead, her breath eased.

"Yes, my lord," she said, because it was expected and because she wanted to.

Cedric bowed quickly, color rising in his cheeks. "Forgive me. I did not mean to overstep."

Kael's gaze never left him.

"See that you do not," he replied.

Cedric retreated.

When they were alone again at least as alone as one could be under a thousand watching eyes Elowen turned to Kael.

"You did not need to interrupt," she said softly.

"I did," Kael replied.

She studied him, noting the tension in his jaw, the unnatural stillness of his shoulders. "Why?"

For a long moment, he did not answer.

Then, quietly, "Because the void does not like competition."

Her breath caught.

"That is not fair," she said, though her voice trembled.

"No," Kael agreed. "It is not."

He finally looked at her really looked and the intensity there stole the air from her lungs.

"You smiled at him," he said, not accusing, simply stating the truth. "You rarely smile at all."

Elowen swallowed. "I am allowed to smile."

"I know," he said. "And I would never forbid it."

"Then why does it feel as though the world might break if I do?"

Because it already is, he thought.

Instead, he said, "Because I am failing."

Her eyes widened. "Failing?"

"To protect you from me."

The words hung between them, raw and unguarded.

Elowen reached out before she could stop herself her gloved fingers brushing the back of his hand.

The void recoiled.

Not violently. Not in anger.

In relief.

Kael exhaled sharply, his control snapping back into place like a shield reforged.

"Kael," she whispered, using his name for the first time in public. "You are not a monster for feeling."

The hall gasped.

Kael froze.

Slowly, deliberately, he turned his hand and closed his fingers around hers not tightly, not possessively, but enough that she could feel the tremor he had hidden from the world.

"I do not know how to feel without destroying," he said.

"Then learn," she replied. "With me."

For the first time in centuries, the void did not hunger.

It listened.

And the court of Valemor understood one thing with perfect clarity:

The Warlord of Blackspire had found something worth losing the world for.

The courtyard of Blackspire had always been a place of discipline.

Soldiers trained there from dawn until dusk, blades flashing in rigid formations, boots striking stone in perfect unison. It was a place of sweat, blood, and obedience a place where weakness was stripped away and only resolve remained.

Kael Draven had designed it that way.

So when laughter echoed across the stone for the first time in years, it felt like an intrusion.

He paused at the balcony overlooking the courtyard, black cloak stirring in the cold wind. Below, a small gathering had formed near the fountain servants, a few off duty guards, and at the center of it all

Elowen.

She stood with her hands clasped in front of her, cheeks flushed, eyes bright with something Kael had never seen on her face before. Not fear. Not caution.

Joy.

Across from her stood a man Kael recognized instantly.

Lord Cedric Valenwood.

Golden haired, well dressed even in travel leathers, his posture relaxed in a way that suggested the world had always bent kindly for him. He leaned slightly toward Elowen as he spoke, his smile easy, practiced.

And Elowen smiled back.

It was not wide. Not improper. Barely more than a soft curve of her lips.

But it was not meant for Kael.

Something cold and sharp twisted in his chest.

He did not move. Did not breathe. The void within him stirred, restless, as if sensing his displeasure. Shadows along the edges of the courtyard stretched unnaturally, responding to a master who was losing his balance.

Kael forced them back.

Below, Cedric gestured toward the fountain, saying something that made the nearby servants laugh. Elowen lifted a hand to her mouth, surprised, then laughed too quietly, as if unsure she was allowed.

Kael's fingers curled against the stone railing.

She had never laughed like that with him.

Not because she did not wish to.

But because she was still afraid.

And Cedric Valenwood, with his gentle voice and harmless smiles, had slipped into a space Kael had not yet earned.

Elowen had not meant to linger.

She had only come to the courtyard to deliver fresh linens, but Cedric had been there, speaking with Captain Ryn about trade routes. When he noticed her, he had bowed actually bowed and thanked her for the kindness she'd shown his escort upon arrival.

"You don't look like a servant," he'd said lightly.

She had stiffened, ready for insult.

But then he'd added, "You look like someone who was never given a choice."

It had startled her into honesty.

Now, standing beneath the open sky, she felt something unfamiliar blooming in her chest: ease.

Cedric did not stare at her scars. Did not lower his voice as if she were fragile. He spoke to her as though she belonged in the same space he did.

"You smile more easily here than at court," he said.

Elowen nodded. "Blackspire is… quieter."

"Safer?" he offered.

She hesitated.

"Yes."

Cedric glanced around. "Then perhaps the stories are wrong."

Before she could answer, the air shifted.

A pressure rolled across the courtyard heavy, unmistakable. Conversations died mid-sentence. Soldiers straightened. Servants stepped back instinctively.

Kael had arrived.

He descended the stone steps with unhurried precision, each footfall deliberate. His presence swallowed the space, shadows bending toward him like loyal hounds.

Cedric turned, surprised, then smiled politely. "Lord Blackspire."

Kael did not return the smile.

His gaze went straight to Elowen.

She felt it like a touch.

Her breath caught, heart thudding not with fear, but with something deeper. Something that made her straighten despite herself.

"My lord," Cedric continued smoothly, "I was just admiring your fortress. And your wife's kindness."

Kael's eyes flicked back to him.

"My wife," he repeated.

The words landed with quiet finality.

Elowen's pulse fluttered.

Kael stepped closer, stopping just beside her not touching, but near enough that she could feel the heat of him, the restrained power coiled beneath his stillness.

"You are dismissed," he said to the servants.

They scattered immediately.

Cedric inclined his head. "If I've overstepped"

"You have not," Kael said flatly. "But this conversation is finished."

Cedric studied him for a long moment, then glanced at Elowen. Something unreadable crossed his expression regret, perhaps. Or calculation.

"Lady Elowen," he said softly, "it was a pleasure."

She nodded, unsure what to say.

When he was gone, silence settled like a held breath.

Elowen turned toward Kael. "I didn't mean"

"I know," he interrupted.

She blinked.

"I know you did nothing wrong," he said, more quietly.

The admission seemed to cost him something.

They walked together back toward the inner halls, their steps echoing. Elowen could feel the tension in him, tight and controlled, like a blade sheathed too long.

When they reached her chambers, Kael stopped.

"You smiled at him," he said.

Her heart sank. "I'm sorry. I didn't realize "

"I am not angry," he said sharply. Then, after a pause, more honestly, "I am… unsettled."

She looked up at him.

His eyes were dark, searching, stripped of their usual cold distance.

"He made you laugh," Kael said. "I have never done that."

Elowen's throat tightened.

"That isn't true," she said softly. "You just don't see it."

He frowned.

"I laugh," she continued, "when you leave blankets outside my door because you think I'm cold. When you slow your steps so I can keep up. When you pretend not to notice that I still flinch."

His breath hitched.

"You are not invisible to me," she whispered. "You just don't know how much space you take up in my world."

Something broke.

Kael reached out not to claim, not to command but to rest his hand against the door beside her, caging her in without touching.

"Do not smile for him again," he said, voice rough. "Not because I own you. But because I want to be the one who earns it."

Her pulse raced.

"I want that too," she admitted.

For a moment, they stood on the edge of something dangerous.

Then Kael leaned in, forehead resting lightly against hers.

"Not yet," he murmured. "If I cross that line now… I will not stop."

Her breath shuddered.

"Then," she said softly, "when I'm ready… don't hold back."

His hand trembled.

He stepped away.

And the smile Elowen wore as she closed the door behind her was meant only for him.

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