Change didn't arrive loudly.
It didn't slam doors or raise voices or demand attention.
It crept in the way habits did slow, unnoticed, almost gentle.
Aria realized this on a Wednesday afternoon when she caught herself checking her phone before answering a question in class. Not because the message was urgent, but because she needed to be sure Liam hadn't texted.
He hadn't.
And the absence of his name on her screen made her stomach tighten anyway.
She frowned slightly, annoyed at herself, and forced her attention back to the lecture. But the feeling lingered, like an itch she couldn't reach.
After class, Liam was waiting for her near the steps outside the building. He leaned casually against the railing, phone in hand, posture relaxed enough that anyone passing by would think he was simply killing time.
But Aria noticed the way his eyes tracked movement.
She always did.
"Hey," she said, approaching.
His face softened immediately. "Hey."
He leaned in and kissed her cheek, his hand settling at the small of her back familiar, possessive in a way that didn't look possessive at all.
"How was class?" he asked.
"Fine," she replied. "Long."
"Who was that guy sitting next to you?" he asked lightly.
Aria blinked. "What guy?"
"The one in the blue hoodie," Liam said, tone casual. "You were talking to him."
She thought for a moment. "Oh. That's Marcus. He asked for notes."
Liam nodded, still relaxed. "Does he do that often?"
"No," she said slowly. "It was just today."
"Okay," he replied, smiling. "Just curious."
The word just hung there.
She told herself it was nothing.
They walked together across campus, his hand finding hers easily. As they passed the quad, Aria noticed how Liam subtly guided her path steering her slightly away from groups of students, positioning himself between her and people who greeted her.
None of it was obvious.
That was the problem.
At one point, a guy from her department waved at her. Aria lifted her hand in response, smiling briefly.
Liam's grip tightened not enough to hurt, just enough to register.
"Do you know him?" Liam asked.
"Yes," she said. "We worked on a group project last semester."
"Oh," Liam replied. "He seems friendly."
There it was again.
That edge disguised as neutrality.
Later that day, Aria met Chloe in the library.
It wasn't planned.
She had gone there to study, needing quiet, and Chloe was already seated at one of the long tables, books spread neatly in front of her. She looked up as Aria approached, surprise flickering briefly across her face before being replaced by something more controlled.
"Hey," Chloe said.
"Hey," Aria replied, hesitating before sitting across from her.
They studied in silence for a while. The kind of silence that used to be comfortable between them but now felt fragile, like it might crack if either of them spoke too honestly.
"You've been… busy lately," Chloe said finally, eyes still on her notes.
Aria nodded. "Yeah."
"With Liam," Chloe added.
It wasn't a question.
Aria shifted slightly in her chair. "Yeah."
Chloe's pen paused. "He treats you well?"
Aria opened her mouth to answer immediately.
Then stopped.
"Well," she said instead.
Chloe looked up then, really looked at her. "That wasn't the answer I expected."
Aria frowned. "What do you mean?"
"You usually don't hesitate," Chloe said. "Not when something feels right."
Aria swallowed. "Things don't have to be perfect to be good."
"No," Chloe agreed. "But you used to know the difference."
The words weren't sharp. They weren't accusatory.
That somehow made them worse.
"I'm fine," Aria said quietly.
Chloe studied her for another moment, then nodded. "Okay."
She didn't push.
That was new.
As Aria packed up her books to leave, Chloe spoke again. "If you ever need space real space you know where to find me."
Aria paused, her back still turned. "I know."
She didn't trust herself to say more.
That evening, Liam came over.
They ordered food, sat on the couch, legs tangled together. He rested his head on her shoulder, scrolling through his phone.
"You didn't tell me you were with Chloe today," he said casually.
Aria stiffened. "I didn't think it mattered."
"It doesn't," he replied quickly. "I just like knowing where you are."
She glanced down at him. "Why?"
He smiled up at her. "Because I care."
The answer should have satisfied her.
Instead, it left her restless.
Later, when she mentioned going out with classmates over the weekend, Liam's expression shiftedjust slightly.
"Do I know them?" he asked.
"Some of them," Aria said. "Not all."
He nodded slowly. "I don't love the idea of people I don't know being around you."
She sat up straighter. "Liam"
"I'm not saying no," he interrupted gently. "I just worry."
"I can take care of myself," she said.
"I know," he replied. "I just feel better when I'm there."
She agreed to let him come.
Without thinking.
That night, lying in bed after he left, Aria stared at the ceiling.
She replayed the day in her mind the questions, the subtle shifts, the way she had explained herself without being asked to.
She realized something then.
She had started editing herself.
Not dramatically. Not consciously.
But enough.
She chose her words more carefully. Thought twice before mentioning people. Adjusted plans before they became problems.
When had that started?
Her phone buzzed.
Liam:
Did you get home safe?
She replied immediately.
Aria:
Yes.
Another message followed.
Liam:
Good. I hate not knowing.
She stared at the screen longer this time.
Across town, Chloe sat on her balcony, legs pulled up beneath her, phone in hand.
She hovered over Aria's contact.
Then put the phone down.
She has to see it herself, Chloe thought. Otherwise she'll resent me.
Still, her chest ached with the effort of staying away.
The next morning, Aria caught her reflection in the mirror and paused.
She looked the same.
But something behind her eyes felt different quieter, guarded.
She pressed her palm flat against the glass.
"I'm still me," she whispered.
The words didn't feel as solid as she wanted them to.
And somewhere deep inside, a part of her the part that had once sworn never to bend again stirred uneasily.
Not broken.
Not yet.
But awake.
