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Chapter 44 - Chapter 44: Almost

Aria woke to the soft hum of the city outside her apartment, the pale morning light filtering through the blinds and settling gently across her face.

For a few seconds, she stayed still.

Not because she was tired but because she was thinking.

Her mind replayed fragments of the night before: the drive, the skyline, the way Liam's voice had softened when he said her name, the way his hands had held her like he was afraid she might disappear if he loosened his grip.

She exhaled slowly and sat up.

This was exactly why she needed to be careful.

Aria had learned slowly, painfully that moments could feel real without being permanent. That affection didn't always mean safety. That closeness could quietly turn into control if she wasn't paying attention.

She pushed the thought away and swung her legs off the bed.

The morning routine grounded her. A shower. Clean clothes. Simple makeup. She dressed neatly nothing that screamed for attention, nothing careless either. By the time she grabbed her bag and stepped outside, she felt composed again.

At school, the day unfolded with an unsettling normalcy.

Students laughed in clusters. Lockers slammed. Teachers hurried down hallways with coffee cups and clipped expressions. Life moved forward whether her emotions were settled or not.

And then she saw Chloe.

It happened near the east hallway, where the windows caught the light just right. Aria noticed her first not because she was looking, but because she always noticed Chloe, even when she pretended she didn't.

Chloe stood near the lockers, phone in hand.

She hadn't changed much on the outside. Same posture. Same careful expression. Same way of holding herself like she didn't need anyone. But something was different.

Her shoulders were tense.

Her gaze flicked upnand met Aria's.

For half a second, neither of them moved.

Then Chloe looked away.

Aria kept walking, her steps steady, her face neutral. She didn't slow down. Didn't speed up. She'd learned that pausing too long could make things worse.

Behind her, Chloe stared at her phone.

Her thumb hovered over Aria's name.

She unlocked the screen. Typed one word.

Hey.

She stared at it.

Her chest tightened.

What would she even say after that?

She deleted it.

Locked the phone.

Shoved it back into her pocket like it had burned her.

Chloe turned away from the hallway just as Aria disappeared around the corner.

Almost.

The rest of the school day passed quietly.

Liam appeared briefly during lunch, leaning against a table, offering her a smile that lingered a second too long. Aria smiled back but she noticed the way his eyes followed her when she spoke to someone else, the way his jaw tightened when another guy laughed too close.

She didn't comment on it.

She stored it away.

That evening, Aria packed an overnight bag and headed home to her parents' house.

It had been a while since she'd spent more than a few hours there, and the familiarity of it hit her the moment she stepped inside the scent of home, the quiet order, the way everything felt rooted.

Arabella looked up from the kitchen when Aria entered. "You didn't tell us you were coming today."

"I wanted to surprise you," Aria said lightly.

Charles glanced over from the dining table, glasses perched low on his nose. "You look thinner."

"I'm fine," Aria replied quickly.

Dinner was calm at first. Polite conversation. Updates about neighbors. A comment about the weather.

Then Arabella set her fork down.

"Your last report came in," she said carefully.

Aria felt it immediately the shift in the air.

"And?" she asked, though she already knew.

Charles cleared his throat. "Your grades are slipping. Not drastically, but enough for us to notice."

"I've been busy," Aria said.

"With what?" Arabella asked. Not accusatory. Just… concerned.

Aria hesitated. "School. Life."

"That's vague," Charles said gently.

"I'm managing," Aria insisted. "It's temporary."

Arabella shook her head. "Temporary habits become permanent patterns if you're not careful."

The words stung more than Aria expected.

"I'm not failing," she said, a defensive edge creeping into her voice. "I'm still doing well."

"That's not the point," Charles replied. "You've always been disciplined. Focused. This isn't like you."

Aria pushed her chair back slightly. "People change."

"Yes," Arabella said. "But not without reason."

Silence fell between them.

Aria stood. "I think I need some air."

She retreated to her room, closing the door behind her. The walls still held memories posters she never took down, books stacked the way she used to organize them.

She sat on the bed and pressed her palms against her eyes.

She hated disappointing them.

That night, sleep came slowly.

The next morning, sunlight filtered into her room, softer than the night before. Aria sat up, the heaviness still there but quieter.

She knew what she needed to do.

She walked down the hall and stopped outside her parents' bedroom. Hesitated. Then knocked.

"Come in," Arabella said.

They were both awake.

Aria stepped inside and stood at the foot of the bed. "I owe you an apology."

Arabella sat up slightly. Charles removed his glasses.

"I shouldn't have snapped," Aria continued. "You were right to be concerned."

Charles studied her. "What's going on with you, Aria?"

She took a breath. "I let things distract me. But I won't let it happen again."

Arabella reached for her hand. "We're not trying to control you. We just want you grounded."

"I know," Aria said quietly. "And I promise my grades will improve. I won't lose focus."

Charles nodded. "That's all we needed to hear."

Relief loosened something in her chest.

As Aria left the room, she didn't realize that this, this moment of accountability, of emotional recalibration was shaping the woman she would become.

Stronger.

More guarded.

More intentional.

Because somewhere deep inside her, a quiet realization was forming: love, when unexamined, could blur priorities. And she would never let herself lose control like that again.

Not for anyone.

And across the city, Chloe sat at her desk, phone face-down.

Still thinking about a message she never sent.

Still missing someone she wasn't ready to admit mattered more than pride.

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