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Chapter 66 - 66 The Rain That Isn’t Mine

The moment I step through—

The world shifts.

Not violently.

Not like before.

This time… it slides.

Like slipping between layers that were always there, just slightly out of alignment.

The rain feels different.

Colder.

Sharper.

It hits my skin with a weight that isn't just water—it carries something else. Something heavy. Something… unresolved.

I open my eyes.

I'm no longer in the alley.

This place is wider. Open.

A street.

But not mine.

The buildings are unfamiliar—older, dimmer, their lights flickering as if they're struggling to stay on. The neon glow is weaker here, washed out by a grey haze that hangs in the air like fog.

And the silence—

It's wrong.

No traffic.

No voices.

Just rain.

Endless, steady rain.

"…So this is their world," I murmur.

The pearl pulses softly against my chest.

Not warning.

Observing.

I take a step forward.

The ground feels real. Solid. But there's a slight delay in the sound of my footsteps, like the world is just a fraction behind me.

Like it's not fully… stable.

I glance down.

My reflection stares back from the puddle.

Still me.

But—

For a split second—

It doesn't blink when I do.

I freeze.

Then it corrects itself.

Normal again.

"…Yeah," I whisper. "Definitely not my world."

A faint sound reaches me.

Footsteps.

Fast.

Uneven.

I turn toward it.

And there—

At the far end of the street—

Someone is running.

A girl.

About my age.

Maybe younger.

Her clothes are soaked, clinging to her frame. Her hair sticks to her face, her breathing ragged even from this distance.

She looks terrified.

My chest tightens.

"…There you are."

The same moment.

The same fear.

The same beginning.

She stumbles.

Almost falls.

Catches herself.

Keeps running.

But she's not running toward shelter.

She's running without direction.

Just like I did.

I start moving toward her.

Slow at first.

Then faster.

"Hey!" I call out.

She doesn't respond.

Of course she doesn't.

Not yet.

She hasn't reached that point.

The moment where everything breaks.

The rain grows heavier.

Louder.

And then—

I feel it.

That presence.

Not in front of me.

Not behind me.

Everywhere.

Watching.

Waiting.

The same thing that watched me.

"…You're here too," I say under my breath.

The pearl warms slightly.

Confirming it.

The system.

The cycle.

Still active.

Still feeding.

Still waiting for her to choose.

I push forward.

"Hey!" I shout again, louder.

This time—

She hears me.

She stops abruptly, turning toward my voice.

Her eyes widen.

"…Who—?"

She freezes when she sees me.

Confusion.

Fear.

Suspicion.

All at once.

I slow down, raising my hands slightly.

"I'm not here to hurt you," I say quickly.

Her breathing is uneven.

Her gaze flickers around, like she's trying to figure out if I'm real.

"…How did you—where did you come from?" she asks.

"…That's complicated."

Not helpful.

I take another step closer.

She steps back.

Right.

Trust issues.

Fair.

"Listen," I say, steadying my voice. "You don't have much time."

Her expression shifts.

"What do you mean?"

I glance around.

The shadows are moving.

Subtly.

But I see it.

The streetlights flicker.

The reflections in the puddles… stretch.

"They're watching," I say.

Her face pales.

"…Who is?"

I hesitate.

How do I explain this?

How do I tell her she's about to break reality itself with a single choice?

"…Something that responds to what you're about to do," I say finally.

Her brows furrow.

"That doesn't make any sense."

"I know," I reply. "It didn't to me either."

A pause.

Then—

"…What am I about to do?" she asks.

There it is.

The moment.

I look at her.

Really look.

And I see it.

The same thing I had.

Not just fear.

Guilt.

Something already happened.

Something she's trying to outrun.

"…You're going to choose," I say quietly.

Her breath catches.

"Choose what?"

"Whether you face what just happened… or bury it."

The rain intensifies.

The world around us distorts slightly.

She shakes her head.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

But her voice—

It cracks.

She knows.

Of course she knows.

"I didn't mean to—" she starts.

Then stops.

Her hands tremble.

"…I didn't mean to," she repeats, softer.

My chest tightens.

Exactly the same.

I take a step closer.

She doesn't move this time.

"…I know," I say.

She looks up at me.

Tears mix with rain on her face.

"…Then tell me what to do," she whispers.

And suddenly—

I understand.

This is the difference.

When I stood there—

No one answered.

No one stopped me.

No one told me what it would cost.

But now—

I'm here.

I could change it.

I could tell her to walk away.

To forget.

To survive the way I did.

I could save her from everything I went through.

The tower.

The trials.

The pain.

The truth.

The pearl pulses.

Slow.

Heavy.

Waiting.

"…You have two choices," I say carefully.

Her eyes lock onto mine.

"You can walk away," I continue. "Let the rain take it. Let yourself forget. You'll live. You'll keep going. But eventually…"

My voice trails off.

She waits.

"…Eventually what?"

I swallow.

"You'll come back to it. One way or another."

Silence.

"And the other choice?" she asks.

"You face it," I say.

"Right now. Even if it hurts. Even if it breaks you."

The shadows around us grow darker.

Closer.

Listening.

"You don't run," I continue. "You don't bury it. You accept what happened."

Her breathing becomes uneven again.

"That sounds worse," she says weakly.

"…It is."

A pause.

Then—

"But it's real."

The rain falls harder.

The world trembles slightly.

Waiting for her answer.

For her choice.

She looks down at her hands.

Shaking.

Then at me.

"…What did you choose?" she asks.

The question hits harder than anything else.

I don't answer immediately.

Because the truth—

Matters.

"I ran," I say finally.

Her expression softens slightly.

"…And?"

"…And I paid for it."

Silence.

Then—

"…Do you regret it?" she asks.

I think about it.

Everything.

The pain.

The truth.

The weight.

The second chance.

"…No," I say.

Her eyes widen slightly.

"Because I came back," I add. "And I faced it eventually."

A pause.

"But if I had the choice again…"

I step closer.

Close enough that she can see everything in my eyes.

"I wouldn't run."

The world stills.

Completely.

The shadows freeze.

The rain hangs in the air.

The system…

Waiting.

She closes her eyes.

For a moment—

I think she'll break.

Then—

She takes a breath.

And nods.

"…Okay."

My chest tightens.

Okay?

"That's it?" I ask.

A faint, shaky smile.

"…I'm tired of running."

The pearl flares.

Bright.

Warm.

Alive.

The shadows recoil.

The rain shifts.

And the world—

Changes.

The street stabilizes.

The flickering lights steady.

The distortions fade.

The pressure lifts.

The system—

Releases.

She exhales slowly.

"…What happens now?" she asks.

I smile faintly.

"…Now you live with it."

She laughs weakly.

"That doesn't sound comforting."

"It's not," I admit.

A pause.

Then—

"But it's yours."

She nods.

"…Thank you."

The world around her begins to fade.

Not collapse.

Not break.

Just… separate.

Her path continues.

Without me.

Before she disappears completely—

"…Will I see you again?" she asks.

I shake my head gently.

"…No."

A small pause.

Then—

"…That's okay."

And just like that—

She's gone.

The rain stops.

The world dissolves.

And I feel it again—

The pull.

Stronger this time.

Deeper.

Not just one path.

Many.

Endless.

I close my eyes.

The pearl pulses.

Steady.

And somewhere—

Far away—

I feel it.

EG.

Watching.

Waiting.

"…Yeah," I whisper.

"I get it now."

This isn't just a journey.

It's a role.

A responsibility.

A cycle.

And I'm part of it.

The world reforms around me—

But this time—

I don't hesitate.

I step forward.

Into the next reflection.

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