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Chapter 209 - CHAPTER–210 — Shapes, Silence, and the Fear of Calm

Laddu's voice dropped.

Not angry. Not loud.

Just… tired. 😔

"You don't smile," he said.

"You don't make faces." 😶

He rubbed his forehead, frustration leaking out.

"I feel so stupid," he continued.

"Did you even know what I was trying to do?" 🤦‍♂️

Mochi stayed quiet.

Still. Grounded.

Watching him instead of reacting. 👁️

"And then you say you're this way," Laddu went on, words tangling,

"so one of us is stupid."

The sentence hung there.

Sharp. Dangerous.

Unfinished on purpose. ⚠️

Maya inhaled sharply.

"…Careful." 😬

Mochi finally spoke.

Her voice wasn't loud.

But it didn't shake. 🧊

"Don't finish that sentence like that."

Laddu looked at her.

Eyes searching.

"Then help me understand." 🫤

She stood up.

Slowly.

Deliberately. 🧍‍♀️

"I don't smile on command," Mochi said.

"I don't perform emotion to prove it exists." 🎭

She touched her chest lightly.

Just once.

Like marking a truth. 🤍

"But I felt everything you were doing."

Laddu shook his head.

Confused, not dismissive.

"Then why did it look like nothing?" ❓

"Because," Mochi said, voice steady but shaking underneath,

"I thought if I stayed neutral, you'd feel safe."

She looked him straight in the eyes.

No blinking.

No escape. 👁️👁️

"I didn't know you were watching my face for permission."

Silence.

Thick. Heavy.

But honest. 🫢

Laddu swallowed.

"So when I joked… flirted… tried to get a reaction…" 😐

"I was taking it in," Mochi said.

"Not rejecting it."

Maya muttered from the side,

"This is two introverts arguing with opposite wiring." 🧠⚡

Laddu ran a hand through his hair.

Breathing out.

"So I wasn't stupid." 😮‍💨

"No," Mochi said immediately.

"You were reaching." 🤲

He nodded once.

"And I made you uncomfortable."

"No," she corrected gently.

"You confused me." 🔄

A beat passed.

Then another.

Time doing its work. ⏳

"One of us isn't stupid," Mochi said softly.

"We just learned different ways to speak." 🗣️

Laddu sat down heavily.

The weight finally landing.

"…I needed feedback." 📡

Mochi nodded.

"And I need time to show it." 🌱

Candy whispered, eyes wide,

"They're fixing it." 🧩

Laddu looked up at Mochi, exhausted.

"So next time?"

She answered clearly.

"I'll smile. I'll say it.

I won't disappear behind calm." 🙂

He nodded.

"And I'll stop assuming silence means rejection."

They didn't touch.

They didn't apologize dramatically.

But the sharp edge dulled. ✂️

Not because the hurt vanished.

But because it finally had a name. 🏷️

Laddu looked at her for a long second.

Then spoke again.

Slower. Heavier. 🐢

"What if I become neutral?"

"No jokes. No smile. No flirting." 😐

The words weren't sharp.

They were tired.

Worn thin. 🪫

"What if I do what you did?" he asked.

"Just… flat." 📉

Mochi didn't answer immediately.

Laddu continued, voice lower now.

"I don't feel safe when everything is calm."

"I feel safe when I'm in danger." ⚠️

The room stiffened.

Even the air noticed.

Something old had surfaced. 🌫️

Maya whispered,

"That's… not normal."

Laddu shook his head.

"I know." 😞

He looked straight at Mochi.

"When things are risky," he said,

"when I have to push, joke, test, survive—" 🔥

"That's when I know who I am."

He tapped his chest lightly.

Once.

Twice. 💓

"If everything goes quiet," he added,

"I lose my shape." 🫥

Silence spread.

Heavy but clean.

No panic. No denial. 🧘

Mochi finally spoke.

"So neutrality didn't make you safe,"

"it erased you." 🧩❌

Laddu nodded.

"Yes."

Mochi took a step closer.

Careful.

Intentional. 👣

"I thought calm was protection," she said.

"But for you… movement is." 🌊

Laddu gave a small, broken smile.

"Danger tells me I exist."

Mother spoke gently from the table.

"That's a man who learned love through survival." 🛡️

Father nodded.

"He needs friction to feel real." ⚙️

Mochi's voice softened.

"I don't want you to disappear," she said.

"And I don't want to scare you into staying." 🤍

She met his eyes.

No fear.

No retreat. 👁️

"So don't go neutral," she said.

"And I won't either." ⚖️

Laddu frowned.

"Then what?"

"Then," Mochi replied,

"I'll meet you halfway." 🫱🫲

She paused.

"I won't be loud," she said.

"But I won't be silent." 🔔

Laddu exhaled.

Like someone setting down armor.

"…That works." 🧎‍♂️

Maya muttered,

"This is the most intense negotiation I've ever witnessed." 🤯

Candy smiled softly.

"He got his shape back." 🧩

Laddu looked at Mochi one more time.

"If I stop joking," he said quietly,

"it doesn't mean I'm okay." ⚠️

Mochi nodded.

"And if I go quiet," she replied,

"it doesn't mean I don't care." 🤍

They didn't hug.

They didn't promise forever.

But something important locked into place. 🔒

Neither of them needed to disappear

for the other to feel safe.

They just needed to stay visible.

Even when it felt risky. 🌤️

Laddu stepped back.

The energy draining out of him.

"If you only show love internally," he said quietly,

"and not externally…"

He looked at her once.

"Then couples fight." 💥

No accusation.

Just a rule learned the hard way. 📜

Mochi opened her mouth to respond.

But Laddu had already turned.

He walked to his room.

And closed the door behind him. 🚪

Not slammed.

Not angry.

Just… final for the night. 🌙

After 🌌

The house stayed still.

Maya whispered,

"That wasn't anger."

The cousin nodded.

"That was resignation." 😔

Candy hugged her knees.

"He went to think." 🧸

Mother spoke softly.

"He didn't want to hurt her further." 🤍

Mochi stood where she was.

Still.

Listening to echoes. 👂

She replayed his words.

If you only show love internally… couples fight.

Not shouted.

Not dramatic.

Said like a scar. 🩹

Father sighed.

"He's not wrong."

Mochi sat down slowly.

"I thought calm would protect us."

Mother placed a hand on her shoulder.

"Calm protects homes." 🏠

She paused.

"But relationships also need signs." ✨

Mochi looked toward the closed door.

Not with panic.

With clarity. 🌅

For the first time, she didn't think, I am wrong.

She thought:

I need to learn how to be seen. 👁️

And somewhere behind that door,

Laddu wasn't plotting an escape.

He was doing what he always did

when things hurt too much.

Giving space.

Before the damage became permanent. 🌱

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