It's already been a day since i arrived in this small town,
I slept soundly in a mana filled VIP room that had everything like TV, AC, and an Internet hundred times faster than i knew of on earth.
I'm in the park opposite the Hotel i slept in at the moment, and I am sitting on a bench under a tree.
it is a beautiful day and there are a lot of people here.
Some of them are walking and talking quietly and some of them are jogging around the lake.
Are those adventurers?
The two Adventurer are feeding the ducks....!
No those things aren't ducks, they must be there magic pets they have tamed, they only some what resemble ducks.
The magic beasts are fighting to get the food, they are making alot of noise! It is so funny that everybody are laughing.
They must be the weakest magic beasts ever born, Afterall the ones i have read about in a book can casually destroy this small town.
Look! An old looking Adventurer is throwing some Mana exuding monster meat into the lake, too! because of that the fight between those magic beasts has grown much fierce now and there's much more noise.
The Magic beasts are having a great time today!
"Sir! Excuse me! Mr. RONIN?
The moment i heard the familiar name, my mind went blank and i hurriedly turned around to look at the one who called me!
AH Its just her, the Receptioner from Yesterday!
"Hmmm" I hummed,
"A Are you alright Sir?" She said
"I miss my HOME"
I don't know why i said that, but the moment i walkup, I have been feeling down, Its as if i have lost something never to get back!
YES I have lost "MY FAMILY"
It has been confirmed, that i have truly been transmigrated.
I can not go back. we Faught, we argued, we even cursed at each other too, But i still loved them.
I have nothing in this world that i care about, or anything that i like to do in this world, HAHA I am truly without a goal.
SO this is what true loneliness fells like, MY Heart hurts, this feeling, I don't like it.
"I truly am ALONE"
"I'M sorry Sir" She said
I composed myself and replied " OH Its nothing just the rambling of an OLDMAN" "Anyway what are you hear for?"
She looked now confused and deep in thought about what i just murmured,
She didn't ask any questions just handed me few cards and the keys in her hands saying!
"B Rank ADVENTURER Card, exclusive reissued VIP Bank CARD, AND THE Keys for the custom made mana powered Motorbike"
I took those things from her, A Completely black card with a name ZEUS on it,
i can tell this is just a temporary card since they don't have any facility that can create a VIP CARD that a real owner, the one called ZEUS used to have.
Anyway the real ZEUS is already dead, And since I'm the only one who knows his personal secrets, so I'll be the new ZEUS now, there's no danger in using a dead persons belongings.
The Adventurer card has my name, photo and fake information about me, But since its issued by Adventurer Guild itself, This fake information is now legitimately real.
Let's see
Name : RONIN ROY
AGE : 17
Rank : B
Affiliation : Adventurer Guild
Permanent Address : Titan Town
It has been confirmed by the international adventurer guild that the individual in this card is now a certified B Rank Adventurer.
I know what you are thinking, why did i use my real name from earth? it is already shown in status window that this body's name is Seejgar Han,
Its simple i don't want to play the roll of someone else, I'm not him, not SEEJGAR and not that Skinwalker Prince or whatever, I don't posses the memories of anyone except my own, And i don't want to gain there memories too! If i do i will end up becoming them. I don't want to forgot who i am, What i was, gaining there memories means gaining there connections, relations and letting my own go. I'm not ready yet, I'll never be.
"ASTILBE" She said
"HMM" confused i hummed
"My name is Astilbe" she introduced
The moment i heard it i new what it meant, This lady can some what feel my loneliness, and is exchanging her heart with me, so that i do not break down.
I didn't introduced myself but said!
"ASTILBE! Also known as the feather flower, It is said to mean (I will be waiting for you or I'll still be waiting) It symbolizes dedication and patience."
She was visibly surprised now and didn't say anything but left smiling,
As if she never once thought that someone else beside her knows the meaning of her name.
She just wanted to decrease my pain by making a connection with me, Astilbe, She never meant to tell me her name, but meant to say "even if i dont acknowledge, there will still be someone waiting for me, like she will till the day i introduce myself to her."
"So this is how it feels to make a connection, my pain has some what decreased"
No one was there to listen to me, there was a saying that people without a goal are nothing more then a dead one, so now i have a goal too!
It doesn't matter who i am anymore, I just want to get rid of this pain, this loneliness that i feel, and there's only one way to do it, by regaining the memories of these two personas,
"I don't want to except this pain" So i will get myself drunk in there connections, I'll decrease this pain by overwhelming emotions that i will gain from there connections.
But i didn't know where to find them, those connections, I can't bare this pain any longer, The most surest and fastest way is to make myself known to the world, but there are too many A rankers that it is common for them to not gain fame allover the world.
Then there's only one place who can except me A seventeen year old boy who is at the pinnacle of the B Rank, even the protagonist is nothing but a D Rank nobody but was still called a genius and became famous allover the world just by getting admitted in it.
"The Academy"
If someone like me who looks no more than sixteen years old boy,
Enter the Academy as A B Rank student, Then even the outside species will learn about me,
And there's no way the ones who recognize my face wont contact me like family, and friends of this face called SEEJGAR HAN.
With that i contacted Amy Again, and ordered her to fill the admission form of the worlds greatest academy for me,
Cause i myself will enter as a student,
After doing that and getting food supplies, i left for a nearest teleportation gate, who's apparently three hundred miles away from my current location.
.......
Faraway in the SKY, The same being with a same Diary in his hand half written, Sorrowfully looked at the sixteen to seventeen year old Boy And Wrote Yet another Sentence at the end of the page!
He walked toward his end, Just like that.