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Chapter 15 - The spirit of Suffication

Do not say that we have freedom

when everything is foretold, scribbled

by the actions of those who came before.

Who is God in the face of Consequentialism?

or has God been the face of it all? 

An outreach of cruel fingertips from fog prodding at a constellation-like brightness of path,

his witchcraft written above, manifesting in the heat below

I did not commit a crime in the womb

for me to reach for the stars

and land in hell

So this is what i am thinking:

was there was never much thought, any care since the origins, ever at all?

But the wind's air is still as sour as it has ever been

and the bitterness of my heart has calmed into an state of rotted continuity.

Does no one understand? 

In a world of repetition we are all hypocritical beings

mockers will go on in their slander until understanding is gained, they say

but do people not already know what they are doing?

so when the oppressed oppress the oppressors 

there is no such thing as mercy

and consensus will never end the onslaughts of humanity

Human nature is a crooked thing

as is fickle Consequentialism

But not God

and i should be grateful for this

waiting patiently with scraps in my hands for one that sees my lifetime as a fraction of a second

i cannot remember a time where the wind was truly calm in my empire.

The air is as sour as it has ever been 

yet i wait, expecting 

patience gnaws at my heart and strains my body

yet i wait

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