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Chapter 21 - Chapter 21: After Choosing a Side

The morning after No Neutral Ground did not feel like clarity.

Leo woke before dawn, the room still wrapped in that uneasy blue darkness where night hadn't fully released its grip. His phone lay face-down on the bedside table, silent for once, but his mind was already awake—replaying the choice he had made, the words he had spoken, the line he had crossed without ceremony or applause.

There was no neutral ground anymore.

That was the truth he had accepted last night, standing in the quiet after the decision had been made. But knowing something and feeling it were different things entirely.

He sat up slowly, elbows resting on his knees, hands clasped together. His palms were rough, stained faintly with grease that never fully washed out no matter how hard he scrubbed. Proof of work. Proof of where he came from.

Proof of what he was still carrying.

The city outside was beginning to stir. Somewhere below, a bus honked. A generator coughed to life. Normal sounds. Ordinary life continuing, indifferent to the internal shift that had taken place inside him.

Leo exhaled.

He had chosen a side—but sides came with expectations. And consequences.

By the time he reached the workshop, the sun had climbed higher, heat already pressing down on the corrugated roof. The smell of oil, metal, and sweat hit him like muscle memory. This place had shaped him long before ambition ever did.

Today, it felt different.

Not hostile. Just watchful.

Men looked up when he walked in. Conversations dipped, then resumed. No one congratulated him. No one mocked him either. It was the kind of silence that followed a decision people weren't sure how to read yet.

Leo didn't blame them.

He dropped his bag, pulled on his overalls, and got to work without waiting for instruction. If there was one thing he had learned recently, it was that explanations drained energy faster than effort ever did.

Mid-morning, Foreman Ade approached him, clipboard tucked under his arm, expression unreadable.

"You know this isn't neutral territory anymore," Ade said quietly, eyes scanning the floor as if checking bolts that didn't need checking.

Leo nodded. "I know."

Ade studied him for a moment longer than necessary. "Then understand this—every mistake you make now will be louder."

"I understand," Leo replied.

And he meant it.

The illusion that effort alone was enough had died a long time ago. Visibility changed the rules. Choosing a side meant your flaws no longer stayed private.

During lunch break, Leo sat alone on an upturned crate near the back, food untouched in his hands. His phone buzzed.

A new message.

Unknown Contact:

Mr. Kola expects weekly progress updates. Transparency is not optional.

Leo stared at the screen.

There it was—the cost of alignment.

He typed back a single word:

Understood.

No arguments. No questions. He had asked for access. This was the price.

As he slipped the phone back into his pocket, a bitter thought crossed his mind: So this is what opportunity feels like when it isn't romanticized.

Not freedom.

Not relief.

Structure. Surveillance. Pressure dressed up as trust.

Still, he didn't regret it.

Regret required imagining a better alternative—and there was none.

The afternoon dragged, heavy and unforgiving. Leo worked through it anyway, muscles burning, sweat streaking down his back. With each tightened bolt and cleaned engine part, a strange calm settled into his chest.

This, at least, made sense.

Machines responded to attention. Effort produced results. No politics. No hidden clauses.

It was only when his mind wandered—when he thought about where this path might lead—that tension crept back in.

He found himself thinking about the people he had disappointed before. Not in self-pity, but in accounting. He was learning to measure the weight of broken trust, and it was heavier than he had ever admitted.

By the time closing time arrived, his body ached in that honest way that told him he had given the day what it demanded.

As he washed his hands at the sink, grease swirling down the drain, he stared at his reflection in the cracked mirror.

He didn't look triumphant.

He looked committed.

That scared him more than fear ever had.

That evening, Leo sat in his apartment with the contract folder on the table in front of him. He hadn't opened it since last night. It felt unnecessary. The signature had already done its damage—and its work.

Instead, he reached for an old notebook, one he had kept since his apprenticeship days. Most of its pages were filled with sketches, measurements, half-formed plans that never made it past ambition.

He flipped to a blank page and wrote:

There is no neutral ground. There is only what you stand for when it costs you something.

He paused, pen hovering.

Then he added another line.

And who you become when no one is clapping.

Leo closed the notebook.

For the first time since everything began spiraling months ago, he didn't feel the urge to run from the weight on his chest. He didn't look for distractions. He didn't reach for old habits that once made the nights easier and the mornings harder.

He simply sat there, listening to the hum of the city, letting the consequences settle where they belonged.

Tomorrow would ask something of him again.

And the day after that.

He wasn't chasing redemption anymore.

He was choosing consistency.

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There is no neutral ground—

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