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Chapter 42 - What the Dead Cost

Serak did not die quietly.

Men like him never do.

Even after the blade had torn through him and his strength bled into the mud, he clung to life long enough to curse me, long enough to laugh once more through broken breath.

When it finally ended, it was not with dignity or drama. Just a body cooling in the rain, face half-buried in wet earth like any other corpse the war had produced.

The camp did not celebrate.

They watched.

I felt their eyes on my back as I walked away from the body, every step sending fire through my ribs and leg. No cheers followed me. No chants. That mattered more than noise ever could. These men were learning the weight of violence, not just its thrill.

Serak's body was dragged into the firelight before dawn.

Not as a trophy—but as proof.

Rethan stood beside me as the men gathered in a loose ring, rain still dripping from cloaks and helms.

"That's him?" someone asked.

"Yes," Rethan said. "Serak of the Black Reach."

A murmur passed through the crowd. Some crossed themselves. Others spat.

I stepped forward, ignoring the way my vision swam.

"He came for me," I said. "Not for you. Remember that."

A young spearman—barely old enough to shave—looked at Serak's corpse and swallowed. "If they send men like that… what happens to us?"

I didn't answer immediately.

"Then they send them one at a time," I said finally. "Because sending them together costs too much."

That settled in.

The body was burned before sunrise. No rites. No names spoken. Just fire and ash scattered to the wind. Serak had lived by erasing others. He would not be remembered any differently.

Morning brought more consequences.

Scouts returned breathless, boots caked in mud. Messages arrived from three directions at once. Rumors outran them all.

The realm knew now.

Not just that I had defied the Council—but that every blade they sent had failed. Halvek Darneth. Voss. Serak.

Names that had once frightened lords into obedience were now stories told around fires.

Dangerous stories.

By midday, a second envoy from the western holds arrived—this one with armed escort and less caution in his eyes. He didn't kneel.

"We will shelter your wounded," he said. "And we will feed your men. In return, you will not march through our lands unannounced."

"Agreed," I said.

"And if the Council orders us to turn on you?"

I looked at him steadily. "Then you'll decide whether their order is worth the blood."

He nodded once. "That's what I thought."

By evening, two more messages arrived. No seals. No signatures.

Just promises.

Horses. Grain. Smiths willing to work at night.

Not loyalty.

Alignment.

Rethan watched it all with a grim expression. "They're choosing sides."

"They're choosing survival," I replied. "Side comes later."

That night, exhaustion finally caught me.

I slept hard—and dreamed harder.

I dreamed of the ford again, but this time the river was dry. Bodies lay stacked along its banks, faces turned toward me, mouths opening and closing as if trying to speak.

When I stepped closer, the faces changed.

Halvek.

Voss.

Serak.

And behind them, others I hadn't met yet.

I woke drenched in sweat, hand already reaching for my sword.

The camp was quiet.

Too quiet.

I pushed myself upright, pain flaring, and stepped outside.

Rethan stood near the perimeter, staring into the dark.

"You feel it too," he said.

"Yes."

"They're not coming with armies anymore."

"No."

"They're changing tactics."

"So are we."

At dawn, the next test arrived—not in steel, but in choice.

A group of villagers approached under a white cloth. Men, women, children. Thin. Hungry. Afraid.

They knelt when they reached the edge of the camp.

"We were told you would kill us," their leader said, voice trembling. "That you take what you want."

I crouched so we were eye level. "Who told you that?"

"The Council's riders."

Of course they had.

"We will not harm you," I said. "But we cannot protect you if you stay."

The man hesitated. "If we go home, the riders will come again."

I straightened slowly.

"Then stay," I said. "For now."

Rethan frowned. "We can't take in everyone."

"No," I agreed. "But we can't let them be used against us either."

By nightfall, the camp had changed again.

Families huddled near the outer fires. Soldiers shared rations without being ordered. Someone repaired a child's broken shoe. Another carved a toy from scrap wood.

This was the most dangerous thing we had done yet.

Because once an army protects civilians, it stops being just an army.

It becomes something else.

Later that night, a blade found me again.

Not in open challenge.

Not with honor.

A man slipped into my tent while I slept, dagger raised, breath controlled, movements perfect.

I woke because pain taught me to.

I rolled as the dagger struck, felt it slice my shoulder instead of my throat, and slammed my elbow backward. The man grunted but didn't fall. He recovered fast—too fast.

We fought in the dark, knocking into poles and crates, breath loud, movements frantic and close. He cut my arm. I broke his nose.

He laughed through the blood.

"Too many eyes on you now," he whispered.

I drove my knee into his stomach and felt something give. He collapsed long enough for me to drive my blade down through his chest.

When Rethan burst in moments later, the man was already dead.

Another nameless killer.

Another message.

As they dragged the body away, I sat on my bedroll, shaking—not from fear, but from understanding.

They were no longer trying to defeat me.

They were trying to wear me down.

Rethan crouched beside me. "How many more like him?"

"As many as they can afford," I said. "Until they can't."

He was silent for a long time.

"You're building something," he said finally.

"Whether you mean to or not."

I looked out into the camp, at soldiers sharing food with civilians, at men who no longer looked away when they met my eyes.

"Yes," I said quietly. "And once it exists… it won't disappear just because they want it to."

Beyond the camp, far to the north, the capital slept.

And somewhere within it, the Council realized—too late—that every attempt to erase me had only carved my name deeper into the realm.

What the dead had cost them was no longer measured in bodies.

It was measured in control.

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