***
A sudden wave of heat fell on my face,the dream was so good. It felt wistful being able to see in the dreams, too bad I didn't know how he looked like.
I moved my body a little, feeling something heavy blocking me.
A warm human body, no clothes or fabric could be felt. It is at this time I noticed that I also am not wearing anything, completely bare and naked.
I moved my hand over his skin, from up to down. I grabbed onto something, something hard but also soft, like skin.
"You're awake~~" A manly voice sighed as he asked. A voice I knew very well.
"S-Sunny?" I could barely believe it. So, we really did it?
The excitement and feeling, including the memories of how I've been used came rushing back.
"Were you not satisfied last night?" He asked suddenly.
"What? Why would you think that?" I am confused.
"You are stroking me, It's making me hard again~" He teased me, making me realize what I am playing with now.
I quickly let go, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.
"W-We should dress up and get down for breakfast." I quickly tried to finish this.
"W-We also have to get to class." I couldn't see him through the darkness, but I felt him sitting up as his voice reached my ears
"Yeah. Can you get dressed?" He asked. I can, but I can't just not use the boyfriend perks.
"I can't~, dress me just like you undressed me~" I whined, trying to act as sweetly as I could with my hands raising towards him. My spoiled childhood nature came to an use at least.
"I don't know what kind of expression he is making, but he said, "Let's take a bath first. Unless, you want everyone to know we had se-"
"O-Okay! L-Let's Go!" He's saying embarrassing stuff! Just like last night!
I suddenly felt my body being lifted, He's carrying me.
But wait, is something poking me from below?
As soon as I realized, I understood why he suggested the bath.
Last night repeated once again, but this time in the shower and both of us completely conscious and sober.
And it...
Feels so Great~~
***
After the bath, He got dressed first. Then, He slowly dressed me, following my wish.
His hands were all over me before, and even now. But this time, I am conscious enough to feel and enjoy his every touch.
Now I understand why women in those porn video's were mostly submissive. It's either to fulfill the male desire for dominate in bed, or they weren't strong willed and enjoyed being dominated.
I found out to be the later. Why? Cause I can barely keep myself from moaning as he uses his hands to put my underwear on me, then the other clothes.
I can clearly feel I am wet below.
Today is going to be hell isn't it?
***
Both of us walked downstairs, mostly he lead me. I asked him to take me to his class today, and told Marie, my caretaker whom my parents hired within the academy, that she can take a day off.
It's a good thing she didn't question this strange thing.
After sitting me down in a table, Sunny left to bring us food.
After some time, another presence sat next to me. After looking at her runes, I smiled.
"Hey, Neph. How're you doing?"
"Fine. You seem much more lively today, anything special happened?" She asked, thinking back on my and sunny's 'activities', my cheeks burned.
"Y-Yeah. Something special indeed." I replied softly.
I felt her gaze at my face. Thank goodness she didn't pry further and replied with a "Hmm, I see."
I really wouldn't have been able to reveal mine and sunny's new relationship.
She then began to eat her meal. Soon, Sunny also brought our meals.
He brought mostly the food I liked, which he did normally, but today, I felt a sudden warmth filling my heart.
"Open your mouth~" He said, and I followed.
He fed me just like usual, so Nephis didn't find anything odd and continued eating.
But I would feel various gazes on me from time to time.
I am enjoying this, a lot. But I should also feed him, shouldn't I?
I asked him to give me the spoon, he asked why but eventually handed it to me.
After I took a spoonful of rice on the spoon, I raised it towards him and said, "Let me feed you as well."
He didn't move for a second, did he not like it? Or would it waste too much time? Maybe I shouldn't have done this, No, I should not have done this.
Then I felt him biting the spoon, and mumble with food in his mouth.
"It tastes better when you feed it."
"Huh? W-What are you saying!? D-Don't talk like this! I-It's embarrassing!" I felt embarrassed, enough to make my whole face burn.
But he just laughed, which deepened my embarrassment.
"s-stop laughing...." I said, my voice barely above a whisper. Which made him laugh harder.
"W-wait...A-Are you two?" I head Nephis speak, her voice hesitating a lot.
"Huh? What is it Neph?" I asked, suddenly realizing she might be suspecting it.
"Are you two...together?" She asked, her voice choked for a second.
I don't understand her reaction.
"Yes." Sunny replied without hesitation.
"Don't be so hasty!" I still feel embarrassed.
"But it is true."
"...." I don't have any counter to that. We've done too much to just call it friendship, there is another name for only that, Friends with Benefits.
But....Well, I am too much emotionally attached to him for even that.
These two weeks with him, felt...normal.
I can tell by seeing his runes that he's strong, but he still hung out with me.
At first, I didn't understand why, but over time, I realized it.
He...liked me. Me...a cripple whose chance of survival would not exceed a finger, someone whose days are numbered.
He liked me.
It's a fact, I hardly believed. Some boys did say they like me in school, when I was sill a normal girl.
But their words felt hollow, and they gave me a weird feeling.
But him...his feelings, the subtle act like remembering my favorite food, color and so many minor details I talked about during casual talk.
They felt...genuine, pure and...warm. A feeling I couldn't find myself to hate.
I talked to my mom about it, she had laughed with emotions, saying that I have fallen in love.
But It felt surreal. Falling in Love in barely 10 days. She told me to follow my heart, saying love is complicated.
I knew, they had also given up hope. So, now they wanted me to enjoy these few days to my hearts content, they wanted to see me happy one last time.
"I..." Nephis suddenly started to speak.
"I-I'll leave you two alone..." She said and left.
It is at this moment that a sudden realization hit me.
'D-don't tell me...'
***
To be continued...
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I Heard Thee!!
So this is the last mention of sex between them (Until Forgotten Shore is finished). I would try to write 'normal' romantic activities (With no Experience😢)[I really wish I did]