I woke up knowing something was wrong.
The bed was too soft, sinking under me in a way my old mattress never did.
The air smelled faintly sweet, like flowers I didn't own.
For a few seconds, I just lay there, staring up, my mind foggy and slow.
This wasn't how my mornings usually started.
I opened my eyes.
White fabric hung above me, drifting slightly as if caught by a breeze. Sunlight spilled in from tall windows I definitely did not have in my apartment. The room was big—too big—and painfully elegant.
My heart skipped.
"…Where am I?"
I pushed myself up and felt silk slide against my skin. I looked down and froze.
A deep red nightgown. Soft. Expensive. Not mine.
My hands didn't look like mine either. Slimmer. Paler. When I flexed my fingers, they moved easily, like they were used to being admired.
A dull ache throbbed behind my eyes, and then—memories crashed in all at once.
My life.
Staying up too late. Lying in bed with my phone inches from my face. Reading the last chapter of a fantasy novel I couldn't put down.
The Saintess's Promise.
I remembered thinking the villainess deserved better, even if I didn't like her.
Then I remembered the rain.
The crosswalk.
The sound of a horn.
Headlights.
My breath caught in my throat.
I closed my eyes not wanting to relive that moment.
The realization settled heavily in my chest. There was no panic at first—just a strange, hollow certainty. I knew that moment. The impact. The sudden nothing afterward.
I swung my legs off the bed, my movements unsteady, and crossed the room on instinct alone. A tall mirror stood against the wall.
I stopped in front of it.
The woman staring back wasn't me.
She was beautiful in a sharp, intimidating way. Long dark hair. Cold, confident eyes. A face I recognized instantly, even though I'd only ever seen it described in words.
"Elara Viremont," I said quietly.
The villainess.
My stomach dropped.
"No," I muttered. "No way."
But the floor was cold beneath my feet. The reflection didn't change no matter how hard I stared.
A knock sounded at the door.
"My lady?" someone called gently.
I didn't answer.
In the book, this was the beginning. The calm before everything fell apart. The point where the villainess started making choices that led straight to her execution.
I pressed a hand to my chest, feeling my heart race.
I'd already died once.
I wasn't planning to do it again.
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By the third day, it became clear that Elara Viremont had lived a life very different from mine.
I learned this in small, uncomfortable ways.
For example, no one knocked twice.
Servants entered my rooms the moment I called, sometimes even before.
They bowed deeply, eyes lowered, hands folded like they were afraid to do something wrong. When I thanked one of them out of habit, she froze as if I'd slapped her.
"My lady…?" she said, confused.
"Right," I muttered. "Never mind."
That was mistake number one: being polite.
Mistake number two came when I tried to dress myself.
I'd barely managed to pull a sleeve over my arm before three maids rushed forward, gently but firmly taking over.
Apparently, Lady Elara did not dress herself. She stood still while others handled ribbons, clasps, and jewelry that probably cost more than my old rent.
I felt ridiculous just standing there.
As they worked, I listened.
Most of what they said was harmless weather talk, schedules, gossip whispered too quietly for me to fully hear.
But every so often, I caught my own name spoken carefully, like it might bite.
"She hasn't shouted once," one maid whispered, thinking I couldn't hear.
"Do you think she's ill?" another replied.
I pretended not to notice, staring at my reflection instead.
The girl in the mirror looked calm.
Confident.
Someone used to being obeyed.
I wasn't her. Not really.
But I was stuck with her face, her body, and her life, so I needed to learn how she lived it.
After breakfast, I finally left my room.
The Viremont estate was enormous.
Calling it a "house" felt wrong—it was more like a private palace.
Long hallways stretched in every direction, lined with paintings of stern-looking ancestors.
Tall windows let in so much light it almost hurt my eyes.
People stepped aside as I passed.
Some bowed. Some stiffened.
Some watched me with open dislike.
That last one surprised me the most.
I caught a noblewoman whispering behind her fan, her eyes sharp as knives.
A young lord looked away the moment I noticed him staring.
Elara Viremont was not loved.
That, at least, matched the book.
I headed toward the gardens, hoping for space to think.
The air outside was cool and smelled like fresh grass and roses.
A fountain sparkled in the center, its soft sound calming my nerves.
I sat on a stone bench and let out a slow breath.
"Okay," I said to myself. "Let's get organized."
First: family.
Elara was the duke's only daughter. Her mother had died young—something tragic and romanticized in the book, though it barely mattered to the plot. Her father was powerful, distant, and rarely home.
I hadn't seen him yet.
That worried me more than I liked to admit.
Second: reputation.
She was known for her temper. For cruelty. For never forgiving a slight. That explained the servants' fear and the nobles' looks.
Fixable, maybe—but not quickly.
Third: obligations.
This one hit me hard.
Apparently, my schedule was full.
Afternoon tea with noble daughters. A fitting for a new gown. Letters to answer. Events to attend. I was expected to smile, judge, and remember names I'd never heard before.
And looming over everything was the academy.
I winced.
The Royal Academy was where the story really began. Where the saintess appeared. Where the prince noticed her. Where Elara started making mistakes she couldn't undo.
Classes would begin in less than a month.
I leaned back on the bench, staring up at the sky.
"So I'm rich," I murmured. "Feared. And doomed."
Great.
A soft voice interrupted my thoughts.
"My lady?"
I turned and saw an older woman standing a few steps away. She wore a simple but neat dress and held herself with quiet authority.
"I am Marianne," she said. "Your personal attendant."
That explained why she didn't look terrified.
"Yes," I said carefully. "What is it?"
She studied my face for a moment. Not rudely. Thoughtfully.
"You have been… different lately," she said.
My heart skipped.
"I was ill," I said quickly. "For a few days."
Marianne nodded slowly. "So I heard."
She didn't sound convinced, but she didn't press. Instead, she gestured toward the path.
"Your father has returned," she said. "He wishes to see you."
There it was.
The duke.
My stomach twisted as I followed her back inside. We walked through halls that felt colder the closer we got to his study. Guards stood outside the door, straight-backed and silent.
Marianne knocked once.
"Enter," a deep voice called.
The study smelled like ink and old books. A tall man stood by the window, his back to me. Broad shoulders. Dark hair streaked with gray.
"Elara," he said without turning. "You're late."
"I was in the gardens," I replied, trying to keep my voice steady.
He turned then, and I finally saw him properly.
Duke Viremont looked at me like a general inspecting a soldier. Sharp eyes. No warmth. No softness.
"You survived your illness," he said. "Good."
That was it.
No hug. No concern.
I swallowed. "Yes, Father."
He nodded and turned back to the window, as if the matter were settled.
"You will attend the academy this year," he continued. "I expect no scandals. The Viremont name will not be dragged through gossip."
I almost laughed at that.
"I understand," I said.
His gaze flicked back to me, lingering longer this time.
"You have changed," he said.
There it was again.
"Maybe I was never who you thought I was," I replied, choosing my words carefully.
Something unreadable crossed his face. Then he looked away.
"You can leave,"
I left the study with my legs shaking.
That night, alone in my room, I finally let myself sit on the floor and breathe.
This life was heavy.
Power.
Expectations.
Fear.
A future already written for me.
I pressed my forehead against my knees.
"I'll learn," I whispered to the quiet room. "Step by step."
I would learn her habits. Her mistakes. Her enemies.
And when the story tried to push me toward the ending it wanted—
I would be ready.