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Chapter 289 - Chapter 134: A Distorted Emotion, Controller and Controlled

Late May. 

​The matter of the special exam had passed. 

​The first-years seemed to be undergoing a second special exam, but the second-years had returned to tranquility. 

​At this time. 

​In the girl's dormitory. 

​Hikigaya curled up like a corpse, lying on the bed with eyes of dead silence, completely withdrawn. 

​During this period of time. 

​Movie theaters, public restrooms, special teaching buildings without surveillance, the rooftop of the dormitory building. 

​He had been dragged by Kamuro Masumi to do all sorts of things. 

​Hikigaya's heart was as cold as ash. 

​Anyone else might have found it exciting or stimulating, but Hikigaya only felt like vomiting, yet he couldn't even manage to refuse. 

​Watching this scene, Kamuro Masumi's expression was unpleasant. 

​She didn't feel good inside either. 

​Though she wouldn't call herself a good person, Kamuro Masumi couldn't be purely evil like Sakayanagi Arisu. 

​Seeing Hikigaya become like this, 

​she naturally felt some guilt. 

​Back when the rumors about Ichinose were circulating, Kamuro Masumi had learned of Hikigaya's character and felt a faint sense of envy. 

​It wasn't love, of course. 

​Kamuro Masumi just really hoped 

​that she could have someone who would be willing to take the blame for her when she shoplifted. 

​Therefore, 

​Kamuro Masumi didn't dislike Hikigaya. 

​She even felt a bit of a desire to steal Hikigaya away from Ichinose. 

​Aside from seeking excitement, there was also a sliver of hidden jealousy deep in her heart. 

​Clearly, they both shoplifted. 

​Moreover, the price of what Ichinose stole was much more expensive than hers; she usually just stole a bottle of beer. 

​Why was Ichinose able to live happily while she could only continue being sneaky? 

​Of course, 

​this was all her own choice. 

​But seeing Ichinose just made her feel annoyed. 

​Precisely because of this, she agreed to Sakayanagi Arisu's plan; otherwise, Sakayanagi wouldn't have been able to force her to do this. 

​However, now. 

​Hikigaya was just lying on the bed like a salted fish. 

​Letting her do whatever she wanted. 

​Whatever she did. 

​Aside from physiological reactions, Hikigaya had no reaction whatsoever. 

​With this, 

​even if it wasn't this large, she might as well have bought a vibrator. 

​"Get up." 

​Kamuro Masumi stood by the bed and spoke coldly; Hikigaya got up with a dull expression and no response. 

​Watching this, Kamuro Masumi became even more frustrated. 

​"I mean, is it really necessary? I'm not ugly, okay? I don't even know how many guys are chasing me." 

​It was a fact. 

​Her appearance was at least in the top ten of the school. 

​And because she exercised frequently, she had abs on her belly and a top-tier figure, earning her the favor of many boys. 

​But Kamuro Masumi knew very well. 

​With her kleptomania, it was impossible to find a suitable boyfriend, so she never had thoughts in that direction. 

​Now, 

​she had finally found someone as easy to control as Hikigaya. 

​What was the point of playing with someone who was like a dead fish? 

​"..." 

​Seeing Hikigaya remain silent, Kamuro Masumi said with some annoyance: 

​"Stop pretending. You've already dated two girls, so what's wrong with having sex with me? It's not like I'm asking you to take responsibility! Do you hate me that much?" 

​"Yes." 

​Hikigaya finally looked up at her, his gaze icy: "If I didn't have a shred of sanity left, I'd really want to beat you to death." 

​No matter how beautiful Kamuro Masumi was. 

​Hikigaya felt disgusted just looking at her face. 

​Even though Himeno Yuki also disregarded his feelings, Hikigaya only felt slightly uncomfortable. 

​After all, 

​Himeno Yuki's intention was love. 

​Hikigaya truly didn't know how to deal with it. 

​But Kamuro Masumi. 

​She didn't have a shred of emotion; it was just for the sake of seeking excitement. She didn't even cherish her own body. 

​It was purely for the sake of enjoyment. 

​The "first time" or whatever. 

​To Kamuro Masumi, it was just a trivial matter. 

​This snake-hearted woman was just like Sakayanagi Arisu. 

​Both were bitches. 

​This kind of pure carnal lust, 

​Hikigaya didn't know what there was to enjoy about it; he only felt a wave of disgust. 

​Hearing his words, 

​Kamuro Masumi's face remained calm. 

​For some reason, her heart felt a pang of pain. 

​It made sense. 

​To use such despicable means to threaten someone, it was only natural for Hikigaya to hate her like this. 

​However. 

​Kamuro Masumi didn't consider herself a loose woman. 

​Otherwise, 

​with so many men pursuing her, 

​there would have been someone who could accept a kleptomaniac. 

​Kamuro Masumi could have kept trying long ago; she would have eventually found someone, so why would she have saved her first time until now. 

​And given it to the man in front of her in such a way. 

​Was it not because she didn't hate him. 

​She even felt a little envious that Ichinose could get such a good man. 

​She agreed to Sakayanagi Arisu's plan to seek excitement from Hikigaya, but now Hikigaya seemed like a dead fish who had lost his soul. 

​She originally thought Hikigaya was a scumbag. 

​So she could do it without any burden. 

​But now she discovered he wasn't that kind of person. 

​Kamuro Masumi also felt unpleasant inside. 

​However, 

​if she had known beforehand that Hikigaya was this kind of person, Kamuro Masumi didn't know if she would still have used such a method. 

​After all, 

​it really was very exciting. 

​During this time, in movie theaters, in various public places... and Hikigaya's "crime tool" was simply a violation. 

​It felt incredibly good. 

​Or maybe it was as that female writer surnamed Zhang said. 

​Kamuro Masumi was truly a bit reluctant to let go. 

​But now, 

​things had reached this point. 

​There was no regret medicine in the world. 

​Trying to change Hikigaya's opinion of her now was probably impossible. 

​"Phew." 

​Kamuro Masumi lifted her white pleated skirt to her waist and knelt on the low table, pouting her pretty bottom, looking somewhat eager: 

​"Come on, hit me." 

​"???" 

​Hikigaya looked up at the bright white scene before him, doubting if he had misheard, and didn't snap out of it for a moment. 

​"Don't you hate me?" 

​"Don't you want to hit me?" 

​"Come on, hit me." 

​Kamuro Masumi tilted her bottom a bit higher to make it easier for Hikigaya behind her to do it, her tone becoming more excited. 

​This kind of thing. 

​She had only heard of it but never tried it. 

​She didn't know what it would actually feel like. 

​"You..." 

​Hikigaya frowned and said, "What do you mean?" 

​"Stop talking nonsense, if I tell you to hit me, hit me! Hurry up!" 

​"..." 

​Hearing Kamuro Masumi's words, Hikigaya finally looked directly at that expanse of white, his fingers unable to stop trembling. 

​To be honest, 

​during this period of time, 

​he felt sick just seeing Kamuro Masumi, and when he returned to the dorm to face Ichinose, he felt waves of guilt. 

​However, 

​these things couldn't be told to anyone. 

​Hikigaya was already nearing the edge of a breakdown. 

​Gritting his teeth, 

​Hikigaya slapped Kamuro Masumi's bottom directly. 

​There was a crisp sound. 

​Looking at the ripple of flesh, Hikigaya only felt his palm go numb, but his heart was pounding. 

​His pent-up emotions finally found an outlet. 

​Seeing that Kamuro Masumi only cried out and didn't stop him, Hikigaya's expression turned grim and he hardened his heart, delivering another slap. 

​"Smack." 

​"Bitch, I'll teach you to threaten me, I'll teach you to be so despicable and low." 

​"Smack." 

​Hikigaya slapped Kamuro Masumi's body over and over. 

​Constantly venting his inner dissatisfaction and frustration. 

​And in front of him. 

​"Oh~" 

​Like a white swan, Kamuro Masumi's face was flushed as she arched her head high. 

​The stinging pain was mixed with a trace of pleasure. 

​It swept through her entire body. 

​The guilt in her heart seemed to weaken a bit. 

​She seemed to love this feeling, and quickly spoke in a flirtatious voice. 

​"Keep going, keep hitting me, don't be polite, hit me hard~" 

​"Smack..." 

​Hikigaya naturally wasn't polite at all. 

​The two of them seemed to have found the "correct" way to interact. 

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