( The truth )
zhang wei frowned his browns while sitting upright the clapped of thunder made him realized he was still alive
" so this world is nothing but a book or should I call it another paranormal world and time enterally "
He chuckled at. Such words holding his head if it wasn't for the pain he had felt while in the process of the core transfer
he would have still be stuck in his own illusion
As a college student he was already in his twenties and studying in becoming a teacher however unfortunately an earthquake struck and he was among the unlucky ones who got buried
As far as he knew about this world since it was novel his friend had wrote and published ( when the lights dim )
It was a classical martial arts novel which was both entertaining and thrilling however the only he had was the setting of each of the characters
But then again that was his problem his friend became famous after the novel was acted
making it the top ten famous historical drama of the year
He was already unfortunate enough to had cross over into a book and what even made him more annoyed was that he been a character performing his role for over( 16 ) years without him even noticing
if it wasn't for the agonizing pain he had gone through which scattered the illusion on his mind he would have continued living as a passerby character who was meant to die and forgotten either way
" Zhang wei !! "
He was one of the few pitiful character who wasn't very important in any part of the story itself
In the main story Zhang wei mother ( noble lady A Ji ya ) Was forcefully married off to her husband at age 16 as his second concubine
As the elders believe the first wife (Zhang mi ) a very powerful martial artist among her time had strain her body and was unable to bear a child for her husband
Even though she was barrier she was still loved by (Zhang chaun,) her husband deeply
but the pressure of an heir pressure both couple that she decided to allowed her cousin to marry into her family
A ji ya was just a second plan B for their childless problem
because it was decided that the children she would bear was going to be given to the first wife
she was just there as an incubator for both couples
A Ji Ya soon born a son at 18 and was passed passed unto her cousin and wasn't allowed to even see him again
her second child a son was also taken away forcefully which made her depressed
After two years later zhang mi soon got pregnant and born her first child during difficulty (a daughter ) who was blind but was loved dearly by all
A Ji Ya soon found herself pregnant again with FEI FEI and was managed to raise her till she was Five (5 ) but yet again was taken by her so called husband
A Ji Ya life was sad and lowly even the maids didn't even respect her apart from her personal servant and maid , her courtyard wasn't grand and her family wasn't supportive
After a year after FEI FEI departure her husband came unto her and she once again became pregnant with zhang wei
when zhang wei was born he was extremely weak and couldn't be taken away from A Ji Ya who threatened to commit suicide
Seeing how serious she was some of the elders decided to let her be since she already bear two son's for Zhang mi
A Ji Ya had loved fang dearly and be always around him in fear of him being taken away
her husband never came leaving her in peace with her son
Zhang wei grown up without seeing his father face much just twice a month over some occasion and would be sent back to his manor
Unlike his siblings his rank was low since he wasn't adopted by the main wife but that didn't matter he had really loved his mom dearly as well
However at the age( 8 ) after falling into depression once again after having a miscarriage
Her eyes became dull and lifeless but would try to smile at him once a while
Being a concubine also affected him dearly since all kinds of rumors were spilling around making her more depressed day by day until she met a monk while visiting a temple
He didn't know how the story went but before he knew it he started seeing he smile genuinely once again and life went back to normal
After his 12 birthday A Ji Ya had decided to elope alongside with the monk leaving nothing but a letter explaining her reason and how she would always love him
When everyone found out it became a hot topic bringing shame upon the clan
His father who had never really interact with him soon banished him as punishment nor of his so called siblings didn't voice an option at such unfair treatment
But strangely he didn't dwell on it long since he was never close to the clan leader nor the rest of the family in the first place
Wei sighed in pity mostly for himself
" if I remember correctly Zhang wei in the novel had died while transferring his core to his son I did the same then how come am still alive ? "
He paused thinking
" is it because I regain my memories if so am extremely lucky "
He smiles gently while tapping his chest
Now thinking he didn't know how to feel about everything
before everything felt right but now it felt both strange and right at the same time
Zhang wei tapped his chin lost in thoughts just thinking about the child which was clearly his blood and wanted to laugh mock fully at his self
He had always tend to avoid kids but strangely he was blessed with a boy at age 16