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Chapter 5 - Traces

Morning arrived quietly.

Not gently—but without warning.

Light slipped through the narrow gap in the curtains, pale and thin, settling over the room like it didn't belong to anyone. The machines beside my bed continued their steady rhythm, indifferent to time, to thoughts, to the way my chest felt heavier than it should.

I lay still, replaying the same fragments over and over.

Hands on my face.The warmth.The certainty of care.

It hadn't faded with sleep. If anything, it felt clearer now—more deliberate.

Someone had been there.

I pressed my palm lightly against my forehead, half-expecting to feel the echo of that touch again. Nothing. Just skin. Just quiet.

A nurse entered a little later, checking the drip, adjusting the sheets. She smiled at me, asked how I was feeling. I answered automatically, my thoughts elsewhere.

"Do you remember who brought me in?" I asked, trying to sound casual.

She paused—just briefly.

"Someone found you on the road," she said. "They brought you straight here."

"Did they stay?"

Her smile softened. "Not long. Just until you were stable."

That was all she said.

But it was enough to unsettle me.

If they hadn't stayed long, how did they know when I was stable?

The thought followed me long after she left.

The day moved slowly, measured in visits and silences. My aunt came by in the afternoon, fussing over the tray on my table, reminding me to finish everything. My uncle spoke to the doctor again, asking practical questions—how soon I could leave, what precautions were needed, when things would return to normal.

Normal.

The word felt strange in my mouth.

Later, my boyfriend visited. This time alone.

He brought fruit, sat close, talked about classes, about how worried everyone had been, about how careless I had scared them all. His voice was gentle. Familiar. Safe.

He brushed a strand of hair away from my face.

I thanked him.

I meant it.

And yet, my thoughts drifted elsewhere.

I wondered if the person who had saved me knew I was awake now. If they had come back and seen the lights dimmed, the bed occupied by someone who no longer needed them.

The idea made something ache quietly inside me.

That evening, my mother came.

I heard her before I saw her—her voice low, hurried, asking the nurse questions she already knew the answers to. When she entered the room, her eyes found me immediately.

She didn't cry.

She just crossed the space between us and held my hand, both of hers wrapping around it tightly, as if she needed to confirm I was real.

"You scared me," she said softly.

"I'm okay," I whispered.

She nodded, but her grip didn't loosen. She brushed my hair back gently, the way she used to when I was younger, when words weren't enough.

For a moment, the room felt smaller. Safer.

"I should have been here sooner," she murmured, more to herself than to me.

I didn't respond. There was no comfort in correcting her.

She stayed only a short while. Work, responsibilities, distance—things we both understood without saying them out loud. Before leaving, she pressed a kiss to my forehead.

The same place.

After she left, the room felt quieter than before.

That night, sleep came in pieces. I drifted in and out, caught between awareness and memory. At one point, I thought I heard footsteps outside the room—soft, unhurried. I held my breath, listening.

Nothing followed.

Just the hum of machines.Just silence.

By the second day, the doctor confirmed what I already felt. My injuries were healing, but my body was weak. Dehydration. Exhaustion. Neglect disguised as routine.

"You need to take better care of yourself," he said gently. "Your body has limits."

I nodded.

Limits. I knew them well.

That afternoon, as the ward grew quieter, I noticed something that made my heart still.

A chair near the corner of the room had been moved.

Not much—just slightly angled, closer to the bed than before.

I stared at it longer than necessary, trying to convince myself I was imagining things.

But I hadn't moved it.

No one else had mentioned it.

I lay back slowly, watching the doorway. Waiting for a presence I couldn't name.

None came.

The chair remained empty.

On the third morning, I was told I could leave soon. My aunt seemed relieved. My uncle made a call, already arranging what needed to be done next. My boyfriend promised to walk me home once I was discharged.

Everything was being planned for me.

And yet, the one thing I wanted—clarity—remained out of reach.

Before leaving the room for the final checkup, I asked the nurse one last question.

"Did he say anything?" I asked softly.

"Who?"

"The person who brought me in."

She shook her head. "No."

Then, after a pause, she added quietly, "But he stayed longer than most would."

That stayed with me.

Longer than most would.

As I was wheeled toward the exit later that day, I looked back once—at the room, the bed, the empty chair.

At the place where something had changed without asking my permission.

I still didn't know his name.I still didn't know his face.

But I knew this:

Whoever he was, he had stepped into my life when I was breaking—and walked away without expecting anything in return.

And somehow, that absence felt heavier than any presence I had known before.

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