Freya's Gaze
I pulled the rough hoodie tighter over my face.
Cheap fabric. Too big. Smelled faintly of airplane dust and panic.
(Stolen. Yes. From where I landed. No regrets.)
Babel's interior was a maze of marble and noise. I'd clawed my way up from floors I didn't even have names for yet, through that impossible tower, past adventurers who didn't look twice at someone keeping their head down.
Getting out was the hard part.
I stepped out of the Guild entrance and into the open air beneath Babel.
And instantly—
Nope.
My instincts screamed louder than the Dungeon ever had.
"I can't go in," I muttered, keeping my head down as adventurers passed. "I absolutely cannot go in."
The Guild wasn't stupid.
No god.
No Familia.
No registered falna.
If I walked up to the counter and said "Hi, I killed a kobold but my status is… vibes?" I'd be escorted out politely at best.
At worst?
Banned.
Watched.
Dissected socially by gods with too much free time.
Or disappeared like a stolen pig.
No one to search for me.
Chills. Chills. Chills.
I shivered.
"At least Level 4," I whispered to myself. "That's the minimum to be interesting enough to tolerate… not enough to be poked."
Anything lower and I wasn't an asset.
I was a problem.
I edged away from the entrance, circling Babel like I was avoiding eye contact with destiny itself.
Then—
I felt it.
That pressure.
That warm, terrifying, affectionate gaze.
"…No."
Slowly—very slowly—I glanced upward.
High above. A balcony. Draped in moonlight and arrogance.
Silver hair.
Bewitching eyes.
A smile that said I see you even when she wasn't looking.
Freya.
My soul folded in half.
"…She already saw me," I whispered in horror.
"My wify. My darling. My problem."
To be fair—this one was fine.
Dangerous. Catastrophic. World-ending.
But fine.
If Freya noticed me, that meant one thing.
I was interesting.
And interesting people didn't get quiet lives.
"Okay," I breathed. "New plan."
I turned sharply away from Babel, blending into the evening crowd.
No Guild.
No Familia.
No gods.
What I needed was:
• Valis without registration
• Strength without witnesses
• Anonymity
Which meant only one thing.
Back-alley work.
Unofficial monster cleanups.
Selling magic stones quietly.
The kind of jobs people didn't ask questions about.
I smirked faintly under the hoodie.
"So I grind," I said to myself. "Low floors. Solo. No names."
I glanced once more toward Babel—toward that balcony.
Freya's silhouette hadn't moved.
"…Please don't fall in love yet," I muttered. "I'm not ready."
Then I disappeared into Orario's side streets, heart pounding, future uncertain.
Unregistered.
Unclaimed.
Unwise.
But alive.
And for now?
That was enough.
