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Chapter 22 - The Expert

The professor lived in a quiet university town. The streets were clean, the buildings old but meticulously maintained. Everything suggested order, continuity, and systems that worked.

The moment I stepped into this environment, I didn't feel repelled; instead, I felt a long-lost sense of security. Amidst these orderly buildings and inside Professor Keller's study, filled with evidence and archives, I felt for the first time that there truly might be a solution here.

His study was bright and deliberate. Wide windows let the afternoon light move freely across shelves of academic volumes and rows of neatly labeled folders. The desk was cleared down to its surface, holding only a lamp, a notebook, and a monitor angled slightly aside.

Professor Keller was in his sixties. His hair was gray, his posture upright, his eyes alert and precise.

"Hello, Professor Keller," Nathan said. "I'm Nathan. We exchanged emails about our situation." Keller nodded once. His gaze shifted briefly between us. "Show me what you brought," he said.

Nathan opened his folder. When he placed the photocopy on the desk, I leaned forward without realizing it. The paper had softened with age, the image slightly blurred, but the name and photograph were still unmistakable. Mine.

Keller studied it in silence. "This is a reproduction," he said at last. "Yes," Nathan replied. "From years ago."

Keller lifted the paper with both hands and stood. "I'm going to verify it," he said. "It won't damage the document." He crossed to a machine set against the side table and fed the sheet into the tray. The device emitted a low, steady hum as it scanned. Nathan didn't move. Neither did I.

When the machine stopped, Keller removed the paper and examined the numbers on the display. He straightened. "That's consistent. The paper stock and toner composition match the period you described. Carbon-12 ratios are within range. This record was created years ago."

He looked up at us. "You could not have fabricated this retroactively," he said. "That simplifies matters."

He sat back down. "What you're experiencing is not duplication," Keller said. "And it isn't dissociation. Identity does not reside solely within the individual. It exists as a distributed agreement—across records, relationships, and shared memory. The replacement isn't copying you. It's redirecting that agreement."

I held onto the edge of the desk, as if clutching a final lifeline. "Can it be reversed?" I asked. "Yes," Keller said immediately. He said it without hesitation, and as he spoke, his gaze shifted—not to me, but to Nathan. "Because the process is not complete."

He gestured toward the photocopy. "You still exist in documented form. But more importantly—you retain an active anchor."

I frowned. "An anchor?"

Keller turned fully toward Nathan. "This person," he said, "knew you before the substitution began. Not as a transient relationship. Not as a role defined by circumstance. But as a long-term, unilateral, stable emotional recognition."

The room fell quiet.

"This is rare," Keller continued. "Such recognition does not depend on social correction or collective reinforcement. In cases of ontological replacement, it functions as a resistant structure." He looked back at me. "To put it plainly, someone has been loving you for many years. And he has been loving the original version of you."

My throat tightened. I didn't speak.

"As long as this anchor remains intact," Keller said, "you retain a high probability of reclaiming your position." "My life?" I asked. "Yes," he said. "Your life."

Nathan's hand covered mine on the desk. He didn't say anything. "What do we do now?" he asked.

Keller's expression shifted, revealing a scholar's distinct interest. "Now," he said, "we plan around the point of maximum collective confirmation."

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