As you can see, I am Karl's best friend. I really do not remember the way he got his family. Anyway, it is not like I can actually change my path to becoming one with Karl. I mean, it is not like a girl changes heart at all when in love. That said, this really makes me tremble at the thought of being married to him. Yeah. Such a pity. It does not take a beautiful lady to recognize that she has no chance in this game where gods and mortals fight over their interests and pleasure, rather than just fighting for the truth. I do really mean it.
Karl really helped me get ahead of everyone with his theory of education. The thing is, I was a dumb girl. Of course, you could say that my long wavy black hair and my beautiful kawamomies like K cups could actually attract anyone despite my pink glasses.
Karl would actually help me a lot. Really, he was the love of my life, making me think that no one could be more eligible and yet people would make people fun of him. I mean, it is not like they could actually display his intelligent devastating traits upon the nation of love…. That is what he wanted to create. To be honest, I really tried to flirt with him. But he seemed to be clueless to my advances.
You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear. Sure. Every time that he would sing through his philosophical rambling, my heart would skip a beat.
Karl and I would go on walks together, but I could never hold his hand once. If someone were to prove to me that there is nothing more beautiful than his presence, I would prefer to be with Karl rather than with them. I tell myself that it should be this way because of blind or as others would rather say: foolish love. The thing is, I have been trying to do the impossible these years. Nothing has been working out.
Confession is not betrayal. What you say or do doesn't matter; only feelings matter. If they could make me stop loving you-that would be the real betrayal. In my case, it would be pretty different: Karl got super addicted to philosophy. In essence, my love for him cannot be measured.
In high school, we got be in projects together for the presentation of the school along with her adopted sister. With this in mind, I shall tell you that it was not easy. I'm scared I'll never feel this again with anyone else and yet I told myself these words to myself to keep myself sane. Late have I loved you, beauty so old and so new: late have I loved you.
And see, you were within and I was in the external world and sought you there, and in my unlovely state I plunged into those lovely created things which you made. You were with me, and I was not with you. The lovely things kept me far from you, though if they did not have their existence in you, they had no existence at all. You called and cried out loud and shattered my deafness. You were radiant and resplendent, you put to flight my blindness. You were fragrant, and I drew in my breath and now pant after you. I tasted you, and I feel but hunger and thirst for you. You touched me, and I am set on fire to attain the peace which is yours. For you have loved above all things, O LORD. I love you.
Asha: You've driven me crazy. You've caused me considerable trouble and I've contemplated ending your life twice since I've known you. I really know that we are friends. But you know that I can become your maid. Really, I want to be with you all my life.
Yang: You do not need to do that or perhaps you would eventually forget me like mother. Basically, this is your first experience. That is to say that it is not a thing: just your impulses.
Omega gets hit in the face, feeling a bit sore.
Asha: BAKA! STUPID! Idiote! Testa! Bandaka! Fute! You made me confess the fears that I have. But I will tell you also what I do not fear. I do not fear to be alone or to be spurned for another or to leave whatever I have to leave. And I am not afraid to make a mistake, even a great mistake, a lifelong mistake and perhaps as long as eternity too.
Yang: anyway, it is just a matter of time. I really love you, but I still think that you should rethink falling in love with a person like me. That is like the dirty game of science. Really, What the founders of modern science … had to do, was not criticize and to combat certain faulty theories, and to correct or to replace them by better ones. They had to destroy the ideas of weight, of up and down, of high and low, of hot and cold, of generation and corruption, and even of space and time. It a stupid game for sure. After all, you will be a professor. Be more Christlike. HAHAHS!
As she heard those words from the peerless wisdom of Karl, she got a voice in her mind as if she were to be controlled. In doing so, she started to engage in a conversation with the voice in her free time about what she had heard at the end of the conversation.
Athena: don't grudge these arrogant suitors for a moment... But all the rest of you, how you rouse my fury! Sitting here in silence… never a word put forth to curb these suitors. This mortal is the only one for you. I can see it. He has it in his veins for the whole comprehension of the super omniverse. Even I feel tempted by such a man. Down from the skies I come to check your rage, if only you will yield. I mean, you gotta tell me what you like about him.