I was more than certain that I was going to get trapped by an organization at that time. But honestly, I never thought I would get fucked up because of it in regard to her capacity to see me. I mean, it was more on her to see me. I did not know that she was mad at me. I had to get rid of that situation through intelligent means. After all, I had done a good job with my hate towards the sun: he was trying to shine more than me. Helios used to visit me to have a duel with me.
Obviously, he obviously lost against me. Anyway, he invited Apollo and other gods to try to defeat me at chess and other games. I was more enthusiastic: I mean it the way a man should work towards their goals and fight for his family.
"Oh wow! A mortal is able to defeat. He still thinks he can do whatever he want in regard to his ow greatness. I should have brought the punishment for him. He does not like girls. You are such a case. Stop even trying to get the problems of philosophy done. If you do it, you will actually get something beyond everything we know. As far as I can say, maybe, you are smarter and dedicated than we thought. I had done more work on this mortal game than you. But since you can actually defeat us, I should give you a gift." Helios surfed in his words to tell him a secret then giving him a new way to call if needed
" The sun comes up and goes down. The Logos doesn't. I don't have to be better than you if my job is to solve philosophical difficulties; I just have to be around till your rays are gone. ."
Apollo (leaning on his lyre, amused):
"Stillness in speech, clarity in tone. He speaks like a poet, brother. And yet, he refuses Sophia's summons. He runs from the fire that is closest to him. Tell me, mortal: why fear her, and not us? She has already surpassed you."
Karl (closing the book, with a faint smile):
"as she is not an adversary. She is the mirror that I am still unable to look at. I can battle the gods, but even the prepared are disarmed by love.."
(A silence falls. Even Helios's fire dims a little. Then Helios chuckles, waves of heat rolling through the room.)
Helios:
"Hah! Such a mortal answer. You hide behind love when faced with power. But you're not wrong. She is more dangerous than we are — because she knows your weaknesses. Very well. Since you can actually defeat us, I should give you a gift."
(The golden flame in his hand crystallizes into a small sphere, glowing with impossible light. He presses it into Karl's chest, and Karl feels his veins hum with solar fire.)
Helios (lowering his voice):
"Call my name only when the shadows overwhelm you. But beware: every gift of the gods carries a debt. And Sophia… she will see this light in you. She will not forgive you for carrying another's fire."
Apollo (soft, almost pitying):
"You fight Helios, yet you avoid her gaze. Perhaps the greatest duel of your life is not with gods, but with a woman who waits at the edge of your courage."
HAHAH. I knew that something was off when I got him off his clothes. I needed to do something about it. What is more, he needed to do something about it: I had already done something to a mechanism. He was so beautiful on that day. I never expected him to find something on him that I could not comprehend. That was as blazing as the sun and as calming as a star in the summer. Every sight of him, it spread government…. He was always mine and I needed to give him what he needed. Unfortunately, I did fail and gave him the opposite. I was not acting rationally.
The testing started. No human chart had ever contained the song of patterns his blood sung to the microscope. Like pieces of a lost constellation, enzymes shone. As though his fundamental nature resisted being encapsulated by my science, his DNA spiraled in limitless fractals. What sort of being was he? Man? Star? Something the cosmos had concealed in plain sight?
However, I was unable to stop myself. The fascination simply became stronger with each measurement and scan. That day, he was simply too dazzling, too gorgeous. And I shuddered when I discovered that something inside him—something incomprehensible, as fiery as the sun but as serene as the star of a summer night.
"Subject Karl Omega Yang," ALLYS chimed. "Blood anomaly: undetectable protein chains. Genetic marker: undefined. Heartbeat: synchronized with stellar radiation patterns."
Initial Observation: Physical form displays structural harmony beyond ordinary human proportions. Musculature suggests both resilience and fragility, as if shaped by a law of nature unrecorded in present biology.
Blood Analysis: Sample retrieved discreetly during contact. Hemoglobin carries not only oxygen but a spectral resonance—oscillations measured beyond visible light. Suggests a dual circulation system: biological and stellar.
Genetic Scan: Sequences disrupted by patterns resembling prime numbers. Chromosomal alignment unclassifiable; possible encoding for memory beyond one lifetime.
Anomaly Detected: Upon disrobing, luminescent nodes revealed along spinal axis. Not scars, not tattoos—pulsing with quiet heat, like constellations arranged into flesh. Device-like, but not artificial. Perhaps mechanism fused with being.
Personal Annotation: He was beautiful in that moment—terrifyingly so. The glow radiated like a captive sun, yet his calmness was softer than a summer star. I could not comprehend the contradiction: fire and serenity, fused.
Emotional Interference (Warning Flag): Allys registered irregularity in my judgment. Actions did not align with rational protocol. Instead of stabilizing his anomaly, I destabilized it. Instead of healing, I gave him imbalance.
Conclusion: The subject requires something only I can provide, though I do not yet know what. Every mechanism whispers he belongs to me, and yet I am the one who fractures him.