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Chapter 37 - Chapter 38 : Terms and conditions

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The ultimatum arrived printed.

Not emailed.

Not whispered.

Printed on thick paper, sealed in an envelope bearing the university crest.

Kiera held it in her hands for a long moment before opening it. The weight of it felt deliberate, as though the institution wanted her to feel how serious this was—how official, how final.

She sat at the small desk in her dorm room, sunlight filtering through half-drawn curtains, dust floating lazily in the air. Everything looked normal. Too normal.

She broke the seal.

The letter was polite.

It always was.

It cited policy reviews, reputational concerns, and "external affiliations that may compromise institutional neutrality." It acknowledged her academic performance—excellent, consistent, deserving.

And then it offered the choice.

Continue your sponsorship under revised conditions, which included reduced visibility, limited public association with certain individuals, and compliance with "professional conduct guidelines."

Or—

Withdraw voluntarily, with the possibility of reapplying for independent funding in the future.

Kiera read it twice.

Then a third time.

Her chest tightened, not with panic, but with something colder.

They weren't expelling her.

They weren't accusing her.

They were asking her to shrink.

She folded the letter carefully and slipped it back into the envelope.

Lisa knocked gently a few minutes later. "You okay?"

Kiera opened the door and handed her the letter.

Lisa's face hardened as she read. "They're basically asking you to erase yourself."

"They're asking me to erase us," Kiera corrected softly.

Lucas leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed. "This isn't about rules. It's about optics."

"Yes," Kiera said. "And optics don't care about truth."

Later that day, Shane read the letter in silence.

He didn't speak immediately. His grip tightened on the paper, knuckles whitening, jaw set so hard Kiera worried he might crack a tooth.

"This is extortion," he said finally.

"It's negotiation," Kiera replied. "They're just not honest about the cost."

He looked at her sharply. "Don't you dare accept this."

She met his gaze. "Don't you dare decide for me."

The words landed heavy—but not angry.

He exhaled slowly. "I'm sorry. I just—this isn't fair."

"I know," she said. "But fairness isn't the question."

"Then what is?"

She hesitated. "Whether I believe I deserve more than survival."

The silence between them stretched, fragile and full.

"I can fight this," Shane said. "Publicly. Legally. Privately. However you want."

"And if you do," Kiera said gently, "you confirm their narrative. That I only stand because you hold me up."

He looked away.

"I hate that they put you here," he admitted.

"So do I," she said. "But I won't let them decide who I become."

That evening, Eliana made her move.

She didn't confront Kiera. She didn't post online. She didn't whisper.

She invited.

A calm message, sent through a mutual academic contact.

Perhaps we should talk. Woman to woman.

Kiera almost declined.

Almost.

They met in a quiet corner of the campus café, the one with tall windows and low music. Eliana arrived composed, flawless as ever, dressed like someone who had never doubted her place in a room.

"I won't pretend I don't know what's happening," Eliana said, folding her hands around her cup. "You're being pressured."

"Yes," Kiera replied.

"And you think I caused it."

Kiera considered her carefully. "I think you benefited from it."

Eliana smiled faintly. "That's honest."

They sat in silence for a moment.

"I loved Shane once," Eliana said finally. "Or at least, I loved the version of him I could predict."

Kiera said nothing.

"You changed him," Eliana continued. "You made him… unpredictable."

"That sounds like his choice," Kiera said.

Eliana's gaze sharpened. "You could walk away. Preserve your future. Let this all settle."

"And you?" Kiera asked. "What would you gain?"

Eliana leaned back. "Clarity."

Kiera nodded slowly. "Then no."

Eliana blinked. "No?"

"I won't disappear to make anyone comfortable," Kiera said calmly. "Not you. Not the university. Not his family."

Something unreadable crossed Eliana's face.

"Be careful," she said softly. "People don't forgive women who refuse to shrink."

Kiera smiled. "I'm not asking for forgiveness."

That night, Kiera stood alone on the campus bridge, watching reflections ripple across the dark water below. The letter sat folded in her pocket.

Shane joined her quietly.

"They want your answer by Friday," he said.

"I know."

He waited.

She took a breath. "I won't accept their terms."

His heart skipped. "Kiera—"

"I won't hide. I won't pretend. And I won't let fear decide my worth," she said. "Even if it costs me time. Even if it costs me comfort."

He stepped closer. "And us?"

She turned to him, eyes steady. "Us only works if we stand in the open."

He reached for her hand, gripping it like an anchor. "Then whatever comes next—we face it together."

In the distance, lights flickered across campus.

Decisions were already moving. Papers signing. Opinions hardening.

But for the first time, Kiera felt something solid beneath her feet.

Not safety.

Agency.

And once claimed, it could not be taken back.

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