Meanwhile when Jeff and cristopher were talking mia is making her way to Lucifer room
as just as mia entered Sarah sitting on chair spoke "mom why everyone is in so much hurry today? And where are you going in such a hurry"
"Daddy is also not at houseand sister amelia,
She has her door closed shut and told me to leave her alone"
Mia glanced at her and said "your daddy is outside, go and find him and don't look for me for sometime I still need sometime alone"
Sarah said "ok" .... "I only need daddy, you can go now mom".
Mia nodded and left for Lucifer's room, as she came outside of Lucifer room she saw westeria and Allen guarding room as Allen spoke " Madam please wait, master is sleeping as he has told me, he will be leaving evorywood at dusk he is quite tired"
Mia nodded and said "move aside"
Allen spoke again "madam... "
Mia spoke "I said move aside..... and I don't want to repeat myself"
Allen moved sideways and pleaded westeria to save him if Lucifer is angry afterwards.
Mia said to westeria "westeria don't let anyone disturbe me for anything, handle yourself".
Mia opened door slightly then moved inside closed the door shut with latched the door.
When she saw toward bed, she saw him
He was in shorts and a simple cotton t-shirt
Eyes closed , a little narrowed eyesbros and sleeping.
She slowly went close to him and with a very gentle move stroked his hair then she sat on bed and pulled his head on her lap and keep stroking his hair time after time.
She gave her full attention to him as every stroke is full of love and compassion.
Suddenly she felt a cold sensation on her legs as she noticed a thin stream of tears is flowing out of his eyes which is closed shut.
She didn't know what to do,never in her life she felt like this before,she just wanted to protect him but she didn't know from who, but protect him.
She is beginning to understand that Lucifer is a bit different from her other 2 children's.
He see things in different perspective
His emotions are like a grenade without pin, if you don't shake it you will be safe but if you shake it, it will explode and range of explosion from that little grenade will be equivalent to a
RDX explosion.
Being unable to do anything after seeing his silent tears, she only thought of one last option that she could do atleast.
So she also laid next to him,clutched his head to her chest.
Just as she do it, she felt a very faint sob sound, very faint but intensity of tears increase as he snuggled in her chest.
Her voice got strucked in her throat.
Want's to say something but voice isn't coming even if she tried with all her might.
She wonder from where, from where all these emotions are coming to her that never before she realized or faced.
But still overcoming her weakness she spoke
"Lucifer , I love you too, Mom loves you"
"Even if no one love's you, Mom will always be there"
"You ain't any tool son, you are my child, my blood"
as she spoke these line again she felt tears from his eyes is flooding towards her chest as very faint sobs,converted into faint to moderate but rythmic sobs.
She again said
"Why are you weeping son? ain't I'm here, I'll never leave you"
"I won't be afraid of you, you ain't monster, you fought for me, no?, you are my angle, my hero"
"Mom doesn't see you as machine son,
You ain't a monster in human husk son"
And... "Mom will never take part in abusive sex or degenrated sex son, I'll never and if anyone to trouble me you will be their for me no? "
"And if my baby have strong sperms what need do I have of other men,my baby can keep me satisfied and full"
"But you know, just like westeria you also have to call me 'my dear mom'"
"you never called me that why, you bad son"
"Didn't you won me from your father that day
And said I'll be your wife,now I'm my son's mother and wife both".
" Why did you said you belong to westeria hum?, you belongs to me and even your westeria belongs to me".
"You are my son , from when you belong to her,you only belongs to me, I'll say proudly see that's my son Lucifer, and also my secret husband".
As she kept talking she doesn't know what effect it place on her or Lucifer because she doesn't know her current Lucifer isn't old one,
Her current Lucifer is Michael in husk of Lucifer, Michael , who everyday longed for mother's love till last day of his life, but never received it.
Now in this twisted and depraved world he got it how can he ever let it go.
No matter what world,what can be more safe heaven for a child other then her mother's arms.
Then at last while holding her, he wept, really weeping like a child, it's like after so many years he found his lost teddy bear which he kept with himself all the time.
She kept speaking
"You even give your 1st child with love to westeria", " Why didn't you give it to me? "
"My son dont like me anymore? "
"Am I that old, and have bad figure then her? "
Lucifer (Michael) couldn't control it anymore and said.
"N.... Noo... No mmom yyoouu are most beautiful in this whole world"
"I also love you the most"
"If I.. I have you I have every happiness in my life"
"If you are with me, Mother, even when my hands are empty, my heart will be full — I will be richer than anyone in this world.
But if I have everything this world can offer and you are not there, I will still be the poorest soul alive, because without you, nothing truly belongs to me."
Listening to his sobs and confession Mia was left dumbfounded.
She doesn't know from where he is pulling these emotions and what did she do to him to that he feel so much love for her.
But she know's his feelings were true so true that even if she want to deny, she can't.
Even if her body deny her mind and heart can't .
Because her mind and her heart both have surrendered to his love for her, so rich, so pure, so divine that she can't bear to stay away from him even for a second.
His happiness becomes her happiness
His pain becomes her.
she still hold him against her chest with such tenderness,
as if she feels that the moment her gaze slips away even slightly,
the child will disappear forever.