Lucifer waked up from his nap still snuggling in her breast but with purity without any perverted thought like a baby, a child like to cling to his mother.
Lucifer past life as Michael is quite tragic
[No parents, no love, no freedom, no money, no gf, no attention always betrayal and deceit
And lastly an unfare death]
No one wants this kind of life even in their worst dream, but lucifer have lived through it and know the difficulty of it.
While he is awaking,Mia already waked up but still pretended to sleep and kept her eyes close.
Lucifer oblivious to this he waked up from bed caress her hair effectionately and kissed her forhead,there was no resemblance of any motive any sex appeal or any kind of lust.
Just pure love and affection, Mia heart cleanched when she remembered what lucifer murmured before sleeping and lost in thought that 'when did I ever left him,why he is so clingy now,why showing such affection, I'm always with him always showed him my love never left him so why he is murmured like that.... I left him forever', unaware to lucifer past she kept thinking like he was his son lucifer that he always knew but only Michael know that old lucifer died in gangwar and he is new lucifer and he cherish every moment of it.
It's only 4th day of his transmigration but he feels like this is his real family and he have a possessive feeling that no one should harm them no one even I myself wouldn't harm them and in this new family of his he loves Mia the most like apple of his eyes, "If even a single hair on her head is harmed, he would unleash a massacre."
But Mia is oblivious to his thoughts as he continues to stroke her hair carefully and lovingly saying "mom I love you so much"
"So much that I think even for a second you left my sight I'll go really really mad".
" I don't know why I feel like this but it almost hurt me broke my heart when someone hurt you, use you like some comodity not like a human".
"Mom I know you like to have sex,and my this fucker of a dad have chuckold fetish but it really hurt my heart that someone else is riding you it's like someone is poking my heart time by time with a sharp nail.
I don't have problem with sex and you can ride anyone you want or anyone can ride you but if they ever try to force you I'll just kill them or..... To say just eradicate even an ounce of their existence from this land. "
"Mom that day when derek rode you I can see you were really happy but is in pain, I thought that makes you happy even with slight pain that's why he is still alive" and mom believe me if you want I can give you better thrill, orgasm and sex to you, but you never asked me".
"Through I know my sister's see me as I don't exist , Sarah is clingy to dad and I'm no one,amelia just want a baby in her belly and she have other men to satisfy her and really I don't see a problem with it, but it still ache my heart but I can still endure it I'm brave".
"Mom------->tell me do I exist for you?
Or I'm just a unwanted by product of you and your husband or any other man you have ever sex with? "
"Do you ever see me as a son, as your own boy, or as your partner? " ..... ..... Or I'm just a means to solidify your pregnancy? "
By now 2 big drops of tears dropped on Mia hand and her heart clenched wanted to say something but still kept her eyes close, because she knows now for the first time in her life lucifer is even sharing his thoughts and if she miss this chance she may not hear it in near future.
"Well whatever mom , even I'm just a commodity, just a tool to get pregnant to you all 3,im still happy with it and try to be best tool that you won't replace me in future"
"I really love you all..... Really you the most, but even if my feelings aren't reciprocated it's ok, I won't complain."
By now lucifer wasn't a boy with chisled body, broad shoulders or anything, he is just like a child begging for affection from his close one but it seems like they have closed their doors.
But even so loyal he still say"mom you know.... I got to know what asher's have done to you and amel.... a... ai... I don't know how to express my thoughts or calm down myself "you see I got to know about how they raped you time after time then raped her for 2 days..... How can.... Th... They be... Human.. Mom... Mom.. Mom... They aren't humans and with beast we have to behave like one, THAT's why I have decided from now on I'M no human mom... Mom.... I'm beast a... Vile one... Lucifer kept murmuring in slight high pich that anyone near him can hear, but oblivious to this he kept his face straight while babling.... And Mia face is full of pain as she was trying to open her eyes and hug him and say all your worries are for nothing...
His cracked voice is filled with so much pain.. So much that it's very difficult to express in words for her.
Lucifer kept saying "mom I'll,I'll be that vile beast and i started my transformation
... I saw today how that vile beast rode you, you know I feel like someone is dicing my heart slowly and feeling happy to see my pain... And after that he abused you how dare he.....he...he have to bear consequences... I'll make sure of it.
By this time westeria is also present at the door and listening to his pain making her heart clenched and hate for travis beyond limit like 'how how dare that vile person caused so much main to my precious baby master'.
But as always lucifer lost in thought without minding his surrounding kept saying
So this time mom.... I..... Yo... Your vile.... Useles.. Useless... Goodfornothing... Son/comodity/pet....decided that I'll take revenge..
Mia unable to express her turmoil with clenched heart just thinking why.... Why does he say he is commodity/pet ? Does our neglect or giving him less time led to this..... Is I'm the reason of his this sate that he thinks that he isn't my son but a tool for my shelfishness?but lucifer next word nailed coffin of her horror and terror that she waked up and sat beside him while still staring him as how can I bring him back to be normal...
"Revenge so brutal that even God above get goosebumbs.
Mom... Mom you know..... Know I travis said he bring horse and that horse will knock you up... For creation of new species.... So I asked him to stay here for a month..... You know... Hhahahhahahhahaahhhaha..... He utter fool comply.... Then told his knights..... Hehhehehhe.... To go back..... And just after that when knights.... Left evorywood teritory i just nutralised him..... I.... I... TUGGED HIM WITH ROPE, THEN BINDED HIM WITH LOG HEHEHHEHEHE... AFTER THAT I STRIP HIM NAKED ..... THEN ASKED ALLEN TO BRING A CLEAVER AND RLIER THEN PLUCKED EVERY EVERY BIT OF HIS FINGER NAILS.... THEN I HOLD HIS DICK WITH PLIER AND CLEAVED IT IN THIN SCLICES... VERY THIN... NOW I HAVE COLLECTED IT ALL AND I'LL NOW GO AND FEED IT TO DOGS OUTSIDE.... HEHEHE.
He laughed like he isn't some human but rather a manic in clothing... And this send shiver to spine of both Mia who is inside and just beside him and westeria who was on door
Evasdropping.
Lucifer kept laughing manical and said "AFTER THAT I TAKE A ROD AND THRUST IN HIS ASSHOLE..... THAT PLUCKERED ASSHOLE... I ASKED HIM THAT HE LIKE WHEN HE RODE YOU IN ASSHOLE SO I THOUGHT WHY NOT GIVE HIM SAME FEELING..... ISN'T MY IDEA GOOD.... AND.... MOM.. MOM... HE LIKES IT VERY MUCH, BUT SAID AFTER SOME TIME THAT IT'S BORING WITHOUT SENSATION SO I CALLED ALLEN TO BRING A SAND... SAND PAPER ROLLED IT OVER ROD AND THRUSTED IT INSIDE..... HE FELT SO GOOD THAT HE PASSED OUT OF EXHAUSTION.... ISN'T I'M GOOD MOTHER.... A GOOD TOOL.... A GOOD pet....
Just love me a little I don't want to be alone here".
Then again a stream of tears dropped from his eyes and he said
"Mom that same horse he bought is riding him
Isn't karma great?"
And now I'm going to... Give... Every member of asher dutchy same reward..... For treating you and amel so well..... They are gonna love it. You just wait and see...! And without even seeing behind him or left or right with he walked towards door, open it without seeing westeria directly dashed towards the underground room which is now his personal torture chamber.
Mia seeing this ferocity in lucifer shudder and started thinking why cristopher being my husband never thought about it.
Why cristopher being also coming from dutchy never tried to fought for justice for my sake.
Why this child so head over heals for me
Why he loves me so much
Why he is burning his soul for me when I'm never indulge him much
Why he cares for amelia and Sarah even if he know their love is sham towards him
I don't mind getting raped over and over I know it's exhausting some time abusive but why does he is angry on my or amelia behalf
What right we have
Why why he see himself as some kind of tool
Which we use to get pregnant.
Why don't he called himself my son
Why comodity, why tool, why pet but not my son???
What sin did I committed that my son didn't see himself as human but a vile beast???
Who will answer me?
Why his heart is in such turmoil
Why does his tears burn my heart
How how can I be a good mother, how to love
I never knew how to give maternal love
But it's hurts hurts so much to see him like that
He doesn't want sex, he doesn't lust over me
He doesn't want pleasure, he just want a pure love and affection but still I'm unable to give him just that, but even after our this kind of behaviour,he is burning himself!!!!
What right do i have to say he is my son, my blood when I can't even give him kind of love he wanted....!