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Chapter 50 - Chapter 50: Divided Within

Siya's worship of Mahadev had come to completion. The sacred chants had faded into silence, their vibrations still lingering faintly in the chamber walls. Ali and Andy were awake now, watching her quietly. Yet Siya's eyes remained closed.

Behind her shut lids, a blurred shadow flickered.

At first it was nothing but mist — a formless silhouette drifting at the edge of her awareness. She focused harder, steadying her breath.

Then the whisper came.

Do not trust. Stay away. Stay away…

The voice echoed again and again, urgent yet distant, as if carried across dimensions. Her pulse quickened. And then she saw it clearly — the same face that had appeared to her once before, during meditation, just before she had left for the island.

Who was he?

Her eyes snapped open.

The strain on her face did not go unnoticed. Ali, Andy, and Maan were all staring at her.

Ali frowned. "What happened? The mantra chanting ended long ago. You were still deep in meditation."

Siya forced calm into her expression. "Nothing. I was just remembering Mahadev."

She rose to her feet with composed grace. "Come on, you must all be hungry. The fast is over. Shiv worship has been completed successfully."

Maan hurried to her side, a faint complaint in his voice. "Sister, why didn't you tell me? I would have joined too."

Siya pulled him gently into her arms. "My dear Maan, I came to ask you, but you seemed unwell. I let you sleep. Besides, Mahadev never minds the absence of children."

He smiled sheepishly.

Siya sensed another presence stirring. Clara had awakened.

She turned to Andy. "Go call Clara. Her body must be craving food after the fast."

"She's awake?" Andy asked.

Siya smiled knowingly.

Andy jumped up and rushed out. The others laughed softly.

As they stepped outside, Siya noticed Trikala seated nearby. She paused. "Come. Let's eat."

Trikala lifted his head, surprise flickering across his features. "With you?"

She nodded.

For a fleeting moment, everything seemed peaceful — almost normal.

But fate had other designs.

A far greater danger was approaching.

And perhaps… Siya already sensed it.

That night, Siya stood alone in the main chamber, watching multiple holographic screens scanning the perimeter. She was searching for unusual disturbances — energy fluctuations, dimensional tears, any sign of movement.

But nothing.

What troubled her more was Jate's silence.

Why had he not attacked yet? Why was he waiting?

Trikala approached quietly. "It's late. You're still awake. Is something wrong?"

Siya glanced at him, then drifted into thought again.

My heart tells me to trust him. My mind tells me to stay cautious.

Which voice should she follow?

The heart can be impulsive, emotional — often reckless.

But the mind… the mind had saved her life countless times.

If she chose logic, would it be injustice toward the heart? And if she followed the heart, would it be betrayal of reason?

She had survived because of her mind. It had protected her. Guided her. Warned her.

Then why did it feel as though her heart was slipping beyond her control?

"Siya?" Trikala's voice pulled her back. "Where are you lost?"

"Nothing," she replied softly. "What were you saying?"

"I asked why you're awake so late. Can't sleep?"

"No. Sleep just wouldn't come."

"If you'd like, I can stay until you fall asleep."

She shook her head quickly. "No need. I'm going to my room."

After he left, Clara stepped forward from the shadows. She had heard everything.

"I can feel something is bothering you," Clara said gently. "Tell me."

Siya exhaled. "Something feels wrong. I don't know what… but my heart is restless and my mind is alert. As if my mind is working perfectly — but my heart refuses to obey me."

Clara studied her. "Every answer you seek lies within you. Perhaps this time too. Don't overthink tonight. Rest."

Siya nodded and returned to her chamber.

But Trikala had heard it all.

Morning light filtered into the base.

As soon as Siya stepped out, Trikala handed her a cup.

She blinked in surprise. "Tea? It's been years since I've even seen this."

"Perhaps it will calm your restlessness," he said.

Her eyes narrowed slightly. "How do you know I'm restless?"

"I sensed it. And last night you seemed… distant."

She hesitated, then accepted it.

"This reminds me of George," she said quietly. "Whenever I was troubled, he would bring tea. Somehow it always lightened my burden."

At the mention of George, Trikala swiftly changed the subject.

"You won't ask how I made it?"

She looked at him, startled. "Oh. I forgot. How did you?"

"A little help from my powers," he admitted. "I went briefly into the past and retrieved the ingredients. Not exactly ethical… but I thought it might bring you comfort."

She didn't question it further. "Thank you."

He turned to leave and distribute tea to the others.

But as Siya lowered the cup, it slipped. Instinctively, Trikala grabbed it — the hot liquid splashing over his hand.

He winced.

Siya reacted immediately, pulling him to the water unit, cooling the burn, cleaning it carefully. Concern clouded her eyes.

"It's nothing," he murmured, catching her hand gently. "I'm fine."

Her mind screamed at her to withdraw.

But her heart… held her still.

For a brief second, she did not move.

Then awareness struck her like lightning.

She jerked her hand away. "It's fine now. You can go."

Her voice trembled — not with fear, but with confusion.

After he left, she stood frozen.

What is happening to me?

She was a tapasvini — a disciplined ascetic. Master of meditation. Master of control.

Her mind had always obeyed her command.

Then how was her heart slipping beyond her will?

This was not coincidence.

Something — or someone — was influencing her.

She needed answers.

And first, she needed to confront Trikalyagya.

Who was the one who had lived among them as George for all those years?

Who had taken the real George's place?

Who had saved her life… again and again?

And why?

The whispers from her meditation echoed once more.

Do not trust. Stay away…

But was the warning about someone?

Or about something far more dangerous?

The coming storm was no longer distant.

It was already at her door.

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