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Chapter 29 - Harvis thoughts

As all teams had been discussing there is an empty silence between Matt and Harvis Harvis zones out in his thoughts

Harvis thoughts

"Well how much more can I just do things so recklessly how much more lies and misinformation will take

I am tired of it I never asked to be Royal nor to be alive all I want is to get rid of the emptiness inside me I can't I can't keep going it's exhausting I hate it in this whole world one person makes me feel less emptiness from time to time that is Aron without him I'd probably be in a whole different direction truth of matter is I could've been worse than this well Matt your surely interesting a lot different from Aron you two are like the opposites of each other Aron is forgiving, optimistic, with strong sense of justice and with clean pure morals Aron would only fight his enemies in order to protect anyone else dear or stranger to him it doesn't matter he truly is a kind soul on the other hand Matt isn't forgiving he would kill the ones that done wrong to him, his morals depend on his situation justice isn't a holy trait on him Matt is drawn by rage by envy by the greed to be recognized one thing and only similar thing it's their devotion their determination to get better to be the best version of themselves even though they see it and decept it completely different ways and paths on a side I am much more like a combination between them still missing the one trait the devotion and determination I am tired of pretending I feel emotion same way as others truth is even when I feel emotion it's to much for me I can't help it but zone out I really wish I could just give up without any effects afterwards"

Harvis takes a deep breath then he hears

Covrin: "well well break is over the 3rd round shall begin"

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