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Chapter 17 - The Weight of Nine Years

Wang Tian opened his eyes to darkness.

For a long moment, he didn't know where he was. The ceiling above him was wrong. The weight of blankets pressed down on him, heavy and warm, and that was wrong too. He'd been cold. He remembered cold, bone-deep and merciless, ice in his blood and frost in his lungs and...

"Tian?"

Li Mei's voice. Close. He turned his head, and the movement sent strange sensations rippling through his body. Not pain. Something else. Something he couldn't name.

His wife sat beside the bed, dark circles under her eyes, baby Chen sleeping in her arms. Morning light streamed through the window behind her, catching the gray strands in her hair that hadn't been there nine years ago.

"How long?" His voice came out as a croak.

"You've been asleep for almost two days since the procedure ended." Li Mei's hand found his, her fingers warm against his skin. "Ben said you needed rest. That the technique would exhaust you."

Two days. The procedure had been three. Five days total, then. Five days since he'd lowered himself into that bath of ice and flowers and prayed to ancestors he wasn't sure were listening.

"Did it work?"

The question hung in the air. Li Mei's grip tightened on his hand, and he saw the answer in her eyes before she spoke.

"Ben thinks so. He said your meridians are..." She paused, searching for words. "Different. Stronger. But he wanted you to tell us what you feel."

What did he feel?

Wang Tian closed his eyes and turned his attention inward, reaching for the familiar pathways of spiritual energy that had defined his life since childhood. The meridians that had carried his cultivation, amplified his Spirit Fire, made him one of the most promising young alchemists in Redstone City.

The meridians that had burned nine years ago. That had scarred and narrowed and crippled him, turning him from a genius into a cautionary tale.

He reached for them.

And gasped.

The qi flowed.

Not the stuttering, painful trickle he'd grown accustomed to over nine years of diminished capacity. Not the agonizing effort of forcing spiritual energy through channels that had been damaged beyond repair.

This was... different.

Wang Tian circulated his qi through the first meridian pathway, the foundational route that every qi condensation cultivator mastered early in their journey. Energy moved through him like water through a riverbed, smooth and unimpeded and somehow more than it had ever been before.

He tried the second pathway. Then the third. Then all twelve primary channels simultaneously, a feat that had been impossible for him since his fall.

The qi sang through his body like a current of liquid fire.

"Tian?" Li Mei's voice was sharp with worry. "Your face... you're crying."

Was he? Wang Tian raised a trembling hand to his cheek and found it wet. He hadn't noticed. He'd been too lost in the sensation of wholeness, of completion, of being himself again after nine years of being a broken shadow of the man he'd once been.

"It worked," he breathed. "Mei, it worked. My meridians... they're not just healed. They're..."

He trailed off, unable to find the words. How could he explain what he was feeling? His channels weren't merely restored to their pre-injury state. They were wider. Deeper. More refined. As if the damage had been not just repaired but rebuilt from the ground up, and the new construction was superior to the original.

"They're what?" Li Mei leaned forward, Chen stirring in her arms.

"Better." Wang Tian sat up slowly, marveling at the ease of the movement. No pain. No grinding sensation of qi struggling through scarred tissue. Just smooth, effortless motion. "They're better than before. Better than they were at my peak."

Li Mei stared at him. "The scroll said the technique would cleanse and refine your meridians, strengthen them for cultivation. But this sounds like more than that..."

"It is more." Wang Tian swung his legs over the side of the bed, testing his balance. Strong. Steady. "The technique was supposed to clear the damage and rebuild. What I'm feeling goes beyond rebuilding. It's like my meridians were reforged entirely."

He stood, and for the first time in nine years, standing didn't hurt.

Wang Ben found them in the courtyard an hour later.

His son looked exhausted, dark circles matching Li Mei's, his movements carrying the heavy sluggishness of someone who'd pushed past their limits and was running on fading reserves. But there was something in his eyes when he saw Wang Tian standing, something that might have been relief or satisfaction or hope.

"Father." Wang Ben crossed to him, studying his face with an intensity that would have been unsettling from anyone else. "How do you feel?"

"Like I've been asleep for nine years and finally woke up." Wang Tian reached out and gripped his son's shoulder, feeling the solid muscle beneath his robe. When had the boy gotten so strong? "Ben'er, what did that technique do to me?"

His son was quiet for a moment. Then: "May I check something?"

Wang Tian nodded. Wang Ben closed his eyes, and his face went carefully blank in a way that had become familiar over the past weeks. That strange stillness that came over him sometimes, as if he were listening to something no one else could hear.

After a long moment, Wang Ben opened his eyes.

"Your meridians are showing approximately one hundred and forty-seven percent of expected energy density," he said, his voice oddly flat. "The flow patterns don't match any configuration in... in the research I've studied. The closest approximation suggests the reconstruction exceeded original capacity."

Wang Tian blinked. "In simpler terms?"

"The technique didn't just heal you. It rebuilt your meridians from scratch, and the new version is better than the original." Wang Ben's voice warmed slightly, losing that strange clinical quality. "The research suggested this technique works best at the beginning of qi condensation, when meridians are still forming and haven't solidified into fixed patterns. At higher stages, the channels are already set, harder to reshape."

"I'm at Stage 5," Wang Tian said slowly. "My meridians should have been too established for this level of refinement."

"They should have been. But your meridians weren't intact. They were damaged, scarred, partially collapsed." Wang Ben met his father's eyes. "The injury that crippled you for nine years may have been what saved you now. Your channels weren't set anymore. They were broken down, malleable, almost like a fresh qi condensation cultivator's. The technique had room to rebuild them properly. Better than properly."

"Or perhaps," Wang Tian said slowly, "my son found a technique that works miracles, and we should simply be grateful."

Wang Ben's expression flickered. Guilt? Uncertainty? It was gone before Wang Tian could identify it.

"How did you know?" Wang Tian pressed. "About the energy density. About the flow patterns. You're body refinement. You shouldn't be able to sense..."

"I can't." Wang Ben's answer came quickly. "I was reading your physical responses. Breathing rate, skin color, muscle tension. The research I studied included guidelines for assessing post-procedure recovery. I was... extrapolating."

It was a reasonable explanation. Logical. Complete.

Wang Tian didn't believe a word of it.

But he'd promised himself he wouldn't push. Whatever opportunity had come to his son, whatever strange knowledge had awakened in him, Wang Ben would share it when he was ready. Pushing would only drive him away.

"The Spirit Fire," Wang Tian said instead. "I need to test it."

Wang Ben nodded, his relief at the subject change visible. "That's the real question, isn't it? Whether your meridians can handle the strain again."

"More than that." Wang Tian turned toward the workshop, toward the room where he'd spent three days drowning in ice and memory. "Whether I can trust myself to use it. Whether I can reach for that fire without flinching."

The workshop still smelled of cold.

Wang Tian stood in the center of the room, surrounded by the tools of a trade he'd abandoned nine years ago. Cauldrons and measuring instruments. Herb preparation surfaces and temperature control formations. The physical remnants of a life he'd thought was over.

Li Mei waited in the doorway with Chen. Wang Ben stood against the far wall, giving his father space while remaining close enough to intervene if something went wrong.

Nothing would go wrong. Wang Tian had to believe that. Had to trust that the technique had truly healed him, that his meridians could handle the strain, that the fire sleeping in his dantian wouldn't betray him again.

But belief and trust were hard things to hold onto when you'd been burned before.

He closed his eyes and reached inward.

The Spirit Fire was where it had always been, coiled at the base of his dantian like a sleeping beast. Grade 8. Solar Essence variant. Deep orange flame tinged with gold, the color of autumn sunsets and dying embers. He'd found it when he was twenty-three, in a cave in the Dragon Spine Mountains, and it had been his constant companion ever since.

His constant torment, these past nine years. A power he possessed but couldn't use, a gift that had become a curse the moment it had burned his meridians from the inside out.

Wang Tian reached for it.

The fire stirred.

For a heartbeat, terror seized him. He remembered the last time he'd touched that flame with intent. Remembered the surge of power that had spiraled beyond his control, the searing agony as his channels tore themselves apart, the months of recovery and the years of diminishment that followed.

But he forced himself to breathe. To trust. To reach.

The Spirit Fire rose to meet him.

It flowed up through his meridians, and for one terrible moment Wang Tian braced for the pain that had defined the last nine years of his life.

It didn't come.

Instead, the fire moved through channels that welcomed it. Meridians that were wider and deeper than before, pathways that had been rebuilt to handle exactly this kind of energy. The flames filled him, warm and familiar and right in a way he'd almost forgotten was possible.

Wang Tian opened his eyes.

His hand was wreathed in fire.

Deep orange flame tinged with gold, dancing across his fingers like a living thing. Grade 8 Spirit Fire, the tool that had made him one of the most promising young alchemists in Redstone City, responding to his will for the first time in nine years.

"Father..." Wang Ben's voice was hushed.

Li Mei made a sound that might have been a sob.

Wang Tian stared at the flames, watching them dance, feeling their warmth without their threat. Tears were streaming down his face again, but he didn't care. Let them fall. Let them wash away nine years of grief and guilt and quiet desperation.

"It's back," he whispered. "It's really back."

He closed his fist, and the fire vanished. Then he opened it again, and the flames returned, obedient and eager and whole.

Nine years. Nine years of being afraid of his own gift. Nine years of watching his wife work herself to exhaustion to support a crippled husband. Nine years of seeing his son grow up in the shadow of his failure.

The weight of those years pressed down on him, and for just a moment, Wang Tian let himself feel it all. The grief. The rage. The bitter injustice of having everything stolen from him by a single catastrophic failure.

Then he let it go.

"I'm going to need supplies," he said, his voice steadier than he felt. "Herbs. Materials. If my meridians are truly enhanced, I should be able to refine at Grade 8 again. Maybe better." He looked at his son. "Ben'er, you mentioned something about that wolf core. The one contaminated with serpent poison."

Wang Ben nodded slowly. "You said it was too dangerous. Too unpredictable."

"That was before." Wang Tian flexed his fingers, feeling the Spirit Fire pulse beneath his skin like a second heartbeat. "Before I had channels that could handle the strain. Before I remembered what it felt like to not be afraid."

He turned to face his family fully, seeing the hope in Li Mei's eyes, the calculating interest in Wang Ben's.

"The beast tide is coming," Wang Tian said. "I heard you talking about it while I was... dreaming. Three emergency meetings with the Patriarch. Reports getting worse every day." He straightened, squaring his shoulders. "My family needs protection. My clan needs an alchemist who can produce Grade 8 pills. And I've spent nine years being useless."

"You were never useless," Li Mei said fiercely.

"I was less than I should have been." Wang Tian crossed to her, cupping her face in his hands, feeling the warmth of his restored qi flowing through his palms. "But not anymore. Whatever that technique did to me, however Ben found it, I'm going to use it. For you. For Chen. For all of us."

He kissed her forehead, then turned back to his son.

"Now. Tell me about this wolf core."

They talked for hours.

Wang Ben explained the Integrated Toxin Phenomenon, the way the serpent venom had merged with the wolf's spiritual energy instead of corrupting it. He described the theoretical process for creating a body tempering pill that would use the poison as a feature rather than a flaw, subjecting the consumer to controlled toxin exposure that would strengthen their physical foundation.

Wang Tian listened, asked questions, and tried not to think too hard about how his fifteen-year-old son knew things that most Grade 7 alchemists had never heard of.

"The temperature control will be critical," Wang Ben was saying. "The poison needs to be released gradually, not all at once. Too fast and it overwhelms the body's ability to adapt. Too slow and the tempering effect is lost."

"I understand the principle." Wang Tian turned the wolf core over in his hands, feeling the strange dual energy within it. Cold and poison, wolf and serpent, somehow unified instead of conflicting. "What I don't understand is how you know the precise ratios."

Wang Ben's expression flickered again. That same guilt, that same uncertainty.

"I've been studying," Wang Ben said finally. "Since the wolf attack, I've spent every spare moment in the library. Alchemy texts, herb classifications, medicinal theory. I wanted to understand what happened to you. I wanted to find a way to help." He paused, choosing his next words carefully. "I found fragments in old texts. Incomplete references. Things that didn't make sense until I started piecing them together. The Coldvein Lotus technique came from combining insights across a dozen different sources."

It wasn't entirely a lie. He had studied. He had read. The System had simply... filled in the gaps.

"You've been studying alchemy?" Wang Tian's voice held a note of something Wang Ben couldn't quite identify. Pride? Hope?

"I want to learn properly. From you, if you'll teach me." Wang Ben met his father's eyes. "I know I'm only body refinement. I know I can't practice real alchemy until I reach qi condensation. But the theory, the principles, the way you think about materials and reactions... I want to understand it."

Wang Tian was quiet for a long moment. Then he reached inward, checking something, and his eyes widened.

"Ben'er." His voice was strange. "My cultivation..."

"What about it?"

"I was qi condensation Stage 5 before the procedure. Stuck there for nine years after falling from my peak." Wang Tian's hands were trembling slightly. "I just checked my dantian. I'm not Stage 5 anymore."

Wang Ben felt his heart skip. "What stage are you?"

"Seven." Wang Tian's voice cracked. "I'm back to Stage 7. My peak before the fall. And the energy... it's still moving. Still settling. I think..." He swallowed hard. "I think I'm on the edge of Stage 8. One breakthrough away from surpassing everything I ever achieved."

The weight of that revelation hung in the air between them.

He set the wolf core aside and reached for his son's shoulder again.

"You've grown up while I wasn't looking," he said quietly. "All those years I was too focused on my own failures to see it. You've become someone I can rely on." He squeezed Wang Ben's shoulder. "I'm proud of you, Ben. Whatever happens next, I want you to know that."

Wang Ben's composure cracked, just for a moment. Something raw and young surfaced in his eyes, something that reminded Wang Tian that for all his studious dedication and unsettling calm, the boy was still only fifteen.

"Thank you, Father."

"Thank me by letting me teach you properly." Wang Tian's grip tightened briefly before releasing. "No more piecing together fragments from old texts. If you want to learn alchemy, you'll learn it right. From someone who knows what the mistakes cost."

Wang Ben nodded.

And somewhere in the back of Wang Tian's mind, fragments of memory stirred. Dreams within dreams. A face glimpsed in firelight, a walk he recognized, a voice saying the foundational herb was replaced.

He pushed the memories aside. There would be time to examine them later, after the immediate crisis had passed.

For now, he had work to do.

The news came that evening.

A clan messenger arrived at their door, face pale with urgency, bearing a summons from the Patriarch. The beast tide scouts had returned with updated assessments. The Patriarch was calling all elders and senior cultivators to an emergency council.

Wang Tian was already dressed and moving before Li Mei could voice her objections.

"You just woke up," she protested. "You need more rest. Your body needs time to adjust to the changes."

"My body feels better than it has in nine years." Wang Tian fastened his outer robe, the one with the Wang Clan crest that he hadn't worn since his fall. "And if the tide is truly coming, the clan needs to know that their Grade 8 alchemist is back."

"Former Grade 8," Li Mei corrected, though her voice lacked conviction.

"We'll see about that." Wang Tian kissed her cheek, then turned to Wang Ben. "Stay with your mother. Protect the house."

"I will." Wang Ben's voice was steady.

Wang Tian walked out into the evening air, his restored meridians humming with power, his Spirit Fire coiled warm and ready in his dantian. The weight of nine years still pressed against his shoulders, but it was lighter now. Manageable.

The council chamber was already full when Wang Tian arrived.

Patriarch Wang Tiexin sat at the head of the table, his seven hundred and twenty years of life carved deep into the lines of his face. Grand Elder Wang Feng stood at his right hand, the three jagged scars from the Darkwood Ape catching the lamplight. A dozen other elders and senior cultivators filled the remaining seats, their expressions ranging from worried to grim to carefully blank.

Wang Tian felt their eyes on him as he entered. Saw the surprise, the confusion, the dawning recognition of what his presence meant.

He walked with his shoulders straight and his head high. No limp. No hesitation. No trace of the broken man he'd been for the past nine years.

"Wang Tian." The Patriarch's voice was cool, controlled, but Wang Tian caught the flicker of something in his father's eyes. Hope, perhaps. Or relief. "You look... improved."

"The technique worked, Father." Wang Tian stopped before the table, letting them see him clearly. Letting them see what he'd become. "My meridians are not just restored. They're stronger than before."

He raised his hand, and flames bloomed across his palm. Deep orange tinged with gold. Grade 8 Spirit Fire, responding to his will for the first time in nine years.

The whispers died instantly.

"Impossible," someone breathed.

The Patriarch rose slowly from his seat, seven centuries of composure cracking for just a moment. He crossed to his youngest son and gripped his shoulders, studying his face with eyes that had seen empires rise and fall.

"Your cultivation," the Patriarch said quietly. "Show me."

Wang Tian didn't hide it. He let his father's spiritual sense wash over him, let him feel the truth of what the technique had done.

The Patriarch's hands trembled.

"Stage 7," he said, his voice rough. "You're back to Stage 7. And the density of your qi..." He trailed off, something breaking in his expression. "My son. My youngest son."

It wasn't an embrace. The Patriarch was too old, too dignified, too aware of watching eyes for that. But the grip on Wang Tian's shoulders said everything that words couldn't.

"I failed you," the Patriarch said, so quietly that only Wang Tian could hear. "Nine years ago, I should have investigated more thoroughly. I should have questioned why my most talented son suddenly failed so catastrophically. Instead, I accepted it. I let you suffer."

"You didn't know."

"I should have known." The Patriarch released him and stepped back, composure returning like armor. "We will speak more of this later. But for now..." He turned to Grand Elder Wang Feng. "Wang Feng. Come see what has become of the man you've been guarding all these years."

Wang Feng approached slowly, his scarred face unreadable. He stopped before Wang Tian and stared at him for a long moment, saying nothing.

Wang Tian understood. Nine years ago, Wang Feng had been dying. Poisoned by a Darkwood Ape's miasma, his body failing despite every treatment the clan could provide. Wang Tian had volunteered to attempt a Grade 7 pill that might save him. And in doing so, Wang Tian had destroyed himself.

Wang Feng had never forgiven himself for that.

"You saved my life," Wang Feng said finally, his voice like gravel. "And it cost you everything. I've spent nine years watching your family, protecting them where I could, and it was never enough. Nothing could ever be enough."

"It wasn't your fault."

"It was my life you were trying to save." Wang Feng's hands clenched at his sides. "I should have died. I wanted to die, after I saw what happened to you. But you wouldn't let me. You told me that my death would make your sacrifice meaningless."

Wang Tian remembered. Lying in a bed, his meridians in ruins, his Spirit Fire beyond reach, telling the scarred warrior that he had to live. That someone had to make the loss worth something.

"You've watched over my family for nine years," Wang Tian said. "You sent Elder Liu away during my procedure. You've been a shield when I couldn't be." He clasped Wang Feng's forearm in a warrior's grip. "The debt is paid, Uncle. More than paid."

Something shifted in Wang Feng's expression. Not absolution, perhaps. But the beginning of it.

"Your Spirit Fire," Wang Feng said. "It truly responds again?"

In answer, Wang Tian raised his hand. The flames danced across his fingers, bright and warm and whole.

Wang Feng stared at the fire for a long moment. Then, slowly, a smile cracked his scarred face.

"Welcome back," he said. "The clan has missed its Grade 8 alchemist."

Wang Tian extinguished the flames and took his seat at the table. "Then let's discuss what the clan needs. I understand there's a beast tide coming."

The Patriarch nodded, settling back into his chair with renewed energy. "Indeed. Wang Feng, give us the report."

Wang Feng stepped forward, his scarred face grave.

"The beast activity is escalating," he said. "Our scouts in the Blackwood Forest have observed increased movement of spirit beasts toward the forest's edge. Rank 1 beasts are being spotted within a day's travel of the city walls. Rank 2 beasts have been seen in territories they normally avoid, pushed outward by something deeper in the forest."

Murmurs of concern from the assembled elders.

"A full beast tide?" someone asked.

"Not yet," Wang Feng replied. "But the signs are there. If we wait for the tide to reach our walls, we'll be fighting on their terms. I propose we take the initiative. A joint culling expedition with the other major clans. Strike into the Blackwood, thin the Rank 1 and 2 populations before they mass into something we can't control."

The Patriarch nodded slowly. "A sound strategy. The Huo Clan has already expressed concern about beasts encroaching on their northern holdings. The Dao Clan lost three outer disciples to beast attacks last week." He looked around the table. "I'll send messengers to the other Patriarchs tonight. We'll coordinate a joint force. Foundation establishment cultivators to lead, with qi condensation and promising body refinement disciples for support and training."

Training, Wang Tian noted. The culling would serve multiple purposes. Thin the beast populations, yes, but also blood the younger generation. Give them combat experience and resources before the real crisis hit.

"And Elder Liu's report?" another elder inquired. "He was sent to assess the northern approach."

Wang Feng's expression tightened. "Elder Liu has not reported. He missed his scheduled check-in yesterday and again this morning."

Wang Tian went very still.

"Missing?" The Patriarch's voice sharpened. "In the middle of a beast tide warning?"

"We've sent messengers to his last known position. They haven't returned yet." Wang Feng paused. "It's possible he encountered hostile beasts and was forced to retreat. Or..."

He didn't finish the sentence. He didn't need to.

Wang Tian walked home through streets that felt different than they had before.

The council had run late, debates about resource allocation and hunting party composition stretching into the evening. The Patriarch had eventually imposed order, assigning responsibilities and setting timelines.

The stars were bright overhead as he approached his family's compound. Bright and cold, the same stars that had watched over his fall nine years ago. The same stars that would watch whatever came next.

Wang Ben was waiting for him at the gate.

"Father." His son's voice was calm, but there was tension in his shoulders. "How did it go?"

"The clans are organizing a joint culling expedition. Strike into the Blackwood before the beasts can mass into a true tide." Wang Tian stretched his shoulders, feeling the pleasant hum of restored qi through his meridians. "It will be dangerous work, but necessary. Come inside. We have work to do. The clan will need pills, and I intend to provide them."

Wang Ben fell into step beside him. "And the expedition itself? Will you be going?"

"No. My place is at the cauldron now." Wang Tian glanced at his son. "But you want to participate."

It wasn't a question. Wang Tian could see the calculation in his son's eyes, the hunger for something more than books and courtyards could provide. Combat experience. Resources. The chance to prove himself beyond what anyone expected of a body refinement disciple.

"The Patriarch mentioned promising body refinement disciples," Wang Ben said. "Zhao Yu will certainly be selected. His performance against the Jade Snow Wolf earned him recognition."

"And you think you should go with him."

"I think I could be useful. And I think..." Wang Ben hesitated. "I think I need to see what's out there. To understand what's coming."

Wang Tian studied his son for a long moment. The boy who'd survived a Rank 2 beast. The boy who'd somehow found a technique that healed nine years of damage. The boy who was no longer entirely a child.

"We'll discuss it with your mother," Wang Tian said finally. "But I won't forbid it. Not after everything you've done."

Wang Ben nodded, and they walked together into the compound.

Above them, the stars continued their silent watch.

The weight of nine years was lifting.

At the northern gate, a figure limped through the shadows.

Elder Liu's robes were torn and caked with mud, his face scratched and pale beneath the grime. Three days in the Blackwood Forest had stripped away his usual composure. He'd killed a dozen lesser beasts and fought off a Rank 3 that had ambushed him at a stream crossing. But it was the thing he'd glimpsed deeper in the forest that haunted him, something massive moving through the ancient trees, something that made even the Rank 3 beasts flee.

But he'd survived. He always survived.

He passed the gate guards with a curt nod, ignoring their startled looks at his condition. There would be questions. Explanations. But first, he needed to know what had happened while he was gone.

The Wang Clan compound lay ahead, quiet in the evening darkness.

Elder Liu walked toward it, his eyes cold and calculating despite his exhaustion.

END OF CHAPTER 17

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