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Chapter 17 - The Test I Didn’t Ask For

The fallout didn't wait.

By the next morning, it was already everywhere.

Not loud.

Not obvious.

But deliberate.

A meeting I was scheduled to attend suddenly "rescheduled."

A document I'd finalized sent back with unnecessary revisions.

A polite smile that didn't reach someone's eyes.

I felt it immediately.

The test had begun.

I sat at my desk, reviewing feedback that made no sense, when Arvan appeared at the glass wall.

He didn't come in.

He just looked at me—steady, checking.

I nodded slightly.

I'm okay.

At least, that's what I wanted him to believe.

Later that afternoon, an email arrived from an unfamiliar name.

Subject: Clarification Required

It was an internal audit request.

Routine on paper.

Targeted in reality.

They wanted justification for my role in the recent crisis management. Documentation. Decision trails. Authority approvals.

In short—proof that I hadn't overstepped.

My hands tightened on the mouse.

This wasn't about policy.

This was about pressure.

I took a breath and began compiling everything. Emails. Time stamps. Approvals.

Facts didn't panic.

People did.

An hour later, Arvan walked into my office and closed the door behind him.

"They're auditing you," he said calmly.

"Yes."

His jaw tightened. "You should've told me."

"I wanted to handle it myself."

He studied me for a long moment.

"This is what she does," he said finally. "She never attacks directly. She creates environments where people break themselves."

I swallowed. "Your mother?"

He nodded once.

"When I was younger," he continued quietly, "she used silence as punishment. Distance. Pressure. If you survived it without bending, you were worth keeping close."

My chest tightened.

"And if you didn't?" I asked.

"You learned to leave."

The weight of that settled between us.

"I don't want special treatment," I said softly. "I just want to do my job."

"You are," he replied immediately.

"But understand this—she's testing whether you'll ask me to intervene."

I looked up at him.

"Is that what you want?" I asked.

"No," he said. "I want to see what you want."

I held his gaze.

"Then don't step in," I said.

"Not unless they cross a line."

Something unreadable flickered in his eyes.

"That's a dangerous request."

"So is being here," I replied honestly.

Silence stretched.

Then he nodded.

"Alright," he said quietly. "But I'm watching."

That afternoon, I submitted the audit response.

Clear. Factual. Calm.

No defensiveness.

No apology.

Just truth.

By evening, my energy was gone.

I packed my bag slowly, shoulders aching, mind buzzing.

As I reached the elevator, my phone vibrated.

Unknown Number:

You're handling this well.

My stomach tightened.

Before I could reply, another message came.

Unknown Number:

Let's see how long that lasts.

I didn't respond.

I forwarded the messages to Arvan instead.

His reply came instantly.

Arvan:

That crossed the line.

Before I could type back, another message followed.

Arvan:

I'm done staying quiet.

My heart raced.

Because I knew what that meant.

Whatever restraint Arvan had been practicing—

Whatever balance we'd been trying to maintain—

Was about to be tested.

And this time…

I wasn't sure anyone would come out untouched.

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