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Chapter 11 - TALKING IT OUT

Justin's POV

The sound she made, that fractured breathless thing between a laugh and a sob,pierced straight through the fortress of my indifference. It was the first crack in her own armor I'd witnessed since the strategic session, and it was utterly, devastatingly real.

One moment, I was buried in logistics reports, maintaining the impenetrable facade I'd crafted. The next, I was watching a single, perfect tear trace a path down Prudence Smith's porcelain cheek before she swiftly, angrily, wiped it away. She was staring at the safety card as if it contained the secrets of the universe.

My carefully constructed plan of detached professionalism evaporated. The siege was a strategy, a long game, but this… this was a human being in pain. The pain I had, in part, caused. The thought was a vise around my heart.

I closed my laptop. The click sounded final in the hushed cabin. I didn't know what to do. Offering comfort felt like a violation of the new rules I'd set. Maintaining silence felt like cruelty.

She solved the dilemma for me. After a long minute of staring out the window into the featureless dark, her voice, soft and raw, cut through the white noise of the engines.

"I thought you'd try to destroy me." She didn't look at me. She spoke to the night sky.

I kept my voice low, even. "I considered it."

That made her turn her head. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her usual impeccable composure in tatters. She looked younger. Haunted. "Why didn't you?"

I met her gaze, allowing her to see the truth in mine. No more games. "Because my mother asked me not to become ugly. And what I wanted to do… it was ugly."

She flinched as if I'd struck her. The mention of a mother, of a plea from a gentler past, seemed to unravel her further. She looked away, her throat working. "What I did was ugly."

"It was," I agreed quietly, without malice. It was a simple fact. "And it was brilliant. A masterstroke of psychological warfare. I never saw it coming."

A bitter, shaky smile touched her lips. "A 'valuable asset' to the partnership, wasn't I?"

The echo of my own cold words. "You were. You are." I paused. "But that's not what this is, is it? This… space between us. It hasn't been about the partnership for a long time."

She was silent for so long I thought she'd decided to stop speaking altogether. The flight attendants moved softly through the cabin, offering drinks. We both declined with silent shakes of our heads. The world shrunk to the two seats, the dim light, the vast ocean of darkness outside.

"Liam O'Connell," she said finally, the name a curse and a confession. "High school. He asked me to a dance as a dare. Took him five days to make the 'scholarship girl with the homemade dresses' fall for him." Her voice was a monotone, scraping the story out of a deep, old wound. "He told me while we were standing outside. Then he went back inside to his real date. Her father owned a Mercedes dealership."

The pieces clicked into place with a sickening finality. The source of the creed. *Men are dogs.* The relentless drive for an empire no one could take. The visceral need for control. She hadn't built a fortress out of arrogance. She'd built a bunker out of survival.

"I'm not Liam," I said, the words inadequate but essential.

"Aren't you?" She finally looked at me, her stormy eyes blazing with a defiant pain. "You left the gala with Eva Rossi. A more suitable match. Better pedigree."

"I told you, that was"

"Politics. I know." She cut me off. "But the effect was the same. You showed me where I stand. In the grand scheme of things, I'm the challenging diversion. The 'formidable' novelty. But women like Eva… they're the safe harbor. The ones you take home." Her voice broke on the last word. "You asked for a truce, and I showed you what happens when I let my guard down. You humiliate me. So I returned the favor. It's the only language I know how to speak with men like you."

The raw, unfiltered truth of it hung in the air. This wasn't about business. This was about a terrified, brilliant woman who had learned one brutal lesson at seventeen and had organized her entire life around never learning it again.

"You're right," I said softly.

She blinked, startled. "What?"

"It's the only language you know. And for a while, it was the only language I knew, too. Trust is leverage. Vulnerability is a weakness to be exploited. My family taught me that after my father died." I leaned forward, elbows on my knees, forcing her to hold my gaze. "But, Prudence, I am *tired* of speaking that language. It's a lonely, barren tongue. I spoke it to you on that street corner, asking for a truce. I meant it. And you answered in the same old dialect, because it's all you trust."

I reached out, not to touch her, but to tap the safety card still lying on the seat between us. "This isn't that language. My indifference this past week wasn't that language. It was me… trying to learn a new one. A language where I don't have to win. Where I don't have to conquer or be conquered. I don't know how to speak it well yet. I'm fumbling. But I am trying."

Her eyes were locked on mine, wide and swimming with emotion. The defensiveness was still there, but it was wavering, revealing the bewildered, yearning woman beneath.

"What language is that?" she whispered.

"I don't have a name for it," I admitted. "But it doesn't involve destroying the other person. It doesn't involve walking away when you're scared. It involves sitting next to them on a plane when they're crying, even if you're the reason they're crying, and just… being there."

A single, silent sob shook her shoulders. She wrapped her arms around herself. The gesture of a woman who had been holding herself together for a very, very long time.

I couldn't not touch her then. It was an impulse born of something deeper than strategy, deeper than desire. I slowly, giving her every chance to pull away, covered her hand where it gripped her own arm. My skin against hers was a shock of warmth. She went perfectly still, but she didn't recoil.

"I am not Liam," I repeated, my thumb stroking a faint, slow circle over her knuckles. "I don't see a scholarship girl. I see a queen who built her own goddamn kingdom. I don't see a diversion. I see the main event. And the only harbor I'm interested in," I said, leaning closer, my voice dropping to a husk, "is the one behind your eyes. The one that's stormy and scared and stronger than anything I've ever known."

A tear fell, then another, sliding down her face unchecked. She didn't wipe them away. She just looked at me, her walls not just cracked, but crumbling, revealing a vulnerability so profound it stole my breath.

"I don't know how to do this," she confessed, the admission a sacred, terrifying thing.

"Neither do I," I said, my own throat tight. "But we're the two smartest people I know. We can figure it out."

A shaky, real laugh escaped her, mingling with the tears. She turned her hand under mine, not to hold it, but just to let our palms rest together. A point of contact. A connection.

We sat like that for hours, as the plane sped through the night. We didn't speak again. We didn't need to. The silence between us was no longer a weapon or a void. It was a sanctuary. Fragile, newfound, and real.

She eventually fell asleep, her head tilting slightly toward the window, our hands still loosely linked on the seat between us. I watched the steady rise and fall of her shoulders, the way the cabin light softened the severe lines of her profile. The glacier had melted, not into a flood, but into a quiet, vulnerable sea.

I didn't sleep. I kept watch. Over her. Over this fragile, impossible truce we had somehow stumbled into, not on a street corner, but at 40,000 feet, in the dark, with nothing but the truth between us.

The siege was over. We had both surrendered to something far more terrifying, and far more beautiful, than victory.

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