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Chapter 44 - The Night He Chose to Feel

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❖ Winter Garden – A Game Beneath the Firelight

The sunset draped itself like a fierce shawl over the glass of the winter garden, weaving golden lines across the polished floor. Layla slipped in quietly, carrying a tray scented with freshly brewed coffee. She glanced at the faces gathered by the fireplace — faces worn thin by exhaustion, with the echo of war still trembling somewhere deep inside them.

Layla (with a warm smile that barely hid the faint tremor in her eyes):

"Since Sarah is away at the Tybur estate… how about a little break? An old game… and a cup of coffee?"

Jean (stretching lazily across the sofa):

"If the game is 'Truth or Lie'… I'm ready to set some hearts on fire."

Connie (raising his hand with a laugh):

"As long as no one brings up my mom… I'm in."

Sasha (chewing on a biscuit):

"Just don't hint at my eating habits… It's my weakness, but I won't deny it!"

Mikasa (quietly, her steady eyes scanning the room):

"That's fine… as long as no one asks about pain."

Hange (clapping her hands with sudden enthusiasm):

"Let's play! Between death and war, we always forget that we still have a pulse worth discovering."

Armin (in his usual gentle tone):

"But… what if the truth hurts?"

Layla (sitting cross-legged on the floor, setting her cup aside):

"Maybe we need to break our hearts a little… to remember we're still human."

[The fireplace light dances. Steam rises from the cups like memories.]

Layla: "Mikasa… Truth or Lie? Is your headache because of Eren?"

Mikasa (lifting her gaze toward the emptiness):

"Truth.

Whenever I close my eyes, I see a woman I don't know… and Eren, a little boy, running toward her.

Then the pain begins… like something inside me is tearing apart."

A heavy silence settles. Even the fire seems to dim.

Mikasa (turning to Eren):

"Truth or Lie? Are you hiding plans from us… plans we'd be afraid to know?"

Eren (looking down, whispering):

"…I don't want to answer."

No one needs clarification. The fear that spreads between them is not of Titans… but of Eren himself.

Sasha (trying to lighten the air):

"Armin, Truth or Lie?

Have you ever wished you hadn't been given the Titan's power?"

Armin (staring into his cup):

"Truth.

Sometimes… I feel like I stole it from Erwin.

And that I should have been the one who died."

Their eyes lower together, as if burying Erwin once more.

Jean (attempting to bring life back):

"Layla, Truth or Lie? Are you hiding something from me?"

Layla (smiling softly, her eyes speaking louder than words):

"Truth.

From the first moment I saw you… I felt something I can't explain.

I don't play mysterious. Sarah might.

I say what's in my heart."

Hange: "Connie, Truth or Lie? Do you still hate the Titans… even after knowing the truth?"

Connie (staring at the floor):

"Lie.

My mom…

Her face still visits my sleep.

I can't hate her, no matter how terrifying she looked."

Mikasa: "Hange… Truth or Lie? Have you ever regretted leading the Corps?"

Hange (lowering her head):

"Truth.

I'm a scientist… not a commander.

Erwin carried the Corps on his back.

I was just… the heir who never chose the inheritance."

Erwin's shadow seems to pass silently across the walls.

Hange: "Sasha, Truth or Lie? Is your love of food… a way to escape your fear?"

Sasha (laughing through wet eyes):

"Truth.

Every bite feels like it could be my last.

Every time I eat, I fear the next Titan is waiting…

That I'll turn into a piece of potato myself… and life will laugh at me."

Layla wraps her gently in an embrace.

"You're stronger than you think… our beautiful little potato."

[The door opens softly. Levi steps in — like a shadow from a distant winter.]

Everyone turns. He wasn't invited to the game… but he heard everything.

Levi (gazing at the fire, not at them):

"My turn?"

The silence becomes sacred.

Levi:

"Truth or Lie?

Did I love her?"

Their eyes freeze.

Levi (lowering his head, whispering):

"Lie."

Jean smirks faintly — until Levi cuts through the air:

Levi (his voice cracking at the edge):

"I did… and I still do."

He lifts his head. A rare light flickers in his eyes — something no one has seen before.

Levi:

"And I'm afraid…

that I killed the only thing that saved me from my own shadow."

Layla covers her mouth. Armin turns away. For the first time, Mikasa clenches her hand against her chest — not around her blade.

Connie (hoarsely):

"That… wasn't in the rules."

Levi (lighting a cigarette — for the first time in his life. As if summoning her ghost. Or punishing himself.):

"Neither is love.

But love isn't a game… and it isn't war."

He rises quietly, walking toward the corridor.

Levi (without turning back):

"On the battlefield, I learned to fight to survive.

But with her…

I just wanted to live."

He leaves.

And behind him, hearts remain shaken — no longer the same.

Not because of a commander.

But because a man… finally learned how to feel.

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