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Chapter 61 - IT'S BEEN A WHILE, ZOE

Stacy's eyes scanned the room deliberately, searching through the crowd of industry heavyweights and rising talents. Amid the sea of faces, there was only one she truly wanted to find.

Zoe.

When their gazes finally met, everything else seemed to dissolve—the low hum of conversations, the distant flashes of cameras, even Alexandra's reassuring squeeze on her arm—all faded into the background, replaced by a sharp, sudden pulse deep in her chest.

Their eyes met.

Zoe looked straight ahead, her face unreadable, but Stacy saw the flicker—the subtle tension in her jaw, the tight set of her shoulders.

Stacy swallowed hard, a lump rising in her throat. The air between them crackled with unspoken history—a past both agonizing and unresolved. It was like standing on the edge of a precipice, caught between wanting to reach out and fearing the fall.

She still felt the sting from moments ago—the brief, frozen pause when their groups collided at the entrance. Seeing Zoe there, so composed yet so distant, shook her more than she'd expected.

Why did it have to be here? she thought. Why now?

Her hand tightened involuntarily on Alexandra's arm, a small anchor in the storm of emotions swirling inside her.

She wanted to speak, to explain the silence, the absence—but the words caught in her throat.

Instead, she watched Zoe turn back toward the stage, eyes steady, unyielding.

Stacy's breath hitched. For all the distance Zoe tried to keep, the raw pain was still there—etched deep beneath the surface.

And Stacy realized, painfully, that she wasn't sure she was ready to face what she'd left behind.

Stacy forced herself to shift focus, blinking away the sudden rush of emotions. Alexandra noticed immediately and gave her hand a gentle squeeze.

"You okay?" Alexandra's voice was soft but steady.

Stacy nodded, offering a tight smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "Yeah. It's just... seeing her again, like this—it's harder than I thought."

Alexandra's eyes softened with understanding. "I know."

Stacy exhaled slowly, trying to steady the ache tightening her chest.

"I never meant to hurt her. I really thought I was doing what was best."

Alexandra looked at her for a long moment, then said gently,

"Doing what's best doesn't always feel good. But it doesn't mean it was wrong."

Stacy didn't answer—just looked back toward Zoe.

She sat poised, unreadable, her fingers tapping lightly against a sleek tablet. Like nothing could touch her.

Then Zoe stood.

And for a moment—everything stopped.

That walk. That quiet strength in the way she carried herself. Stacy's mind flashed back—Zoe walking barefoot across her apartment at 2AM, coffee in one hand, sketches in the other. The way she used to talk about design like it was the very air she breathed. The way she used to look at Stacy like she was more than the world.

And now... she was walking away from her, again, but this time toward the stage.

The moderator wrapped up the introduction, and Zoe was called to the stage.

Stacy watched her rise with that same old quiet confidence that once made Stacy fall in love in the first place. The same calm that grounded her when the rest of the world felt like too much. The confidence Stacy had envied—and needed.

Zoe's voice was clear and steady, each word measured but filled with conviction.

"Branding isn't just a logo or a tagline," Zoe began. "It's the story you tell—the feeling you create when someone interacts with your work. Innovation in fashion design isn't about chasing the newest trend or flashy gimmicks. It's about creating meaning, purpose, and connection."

She paused—just for a moment.

"It's about the why behind what we make. And who we make it for."

Stacy felt her throat tighten.

There it was—that brilliance, that clarity of thought Zoe always had. The way she could hold a room without raising her voice. Stacy remembered the first time she'd heard Zoe pitch an idea in front of strangers—she'd fallen for her mind first. Before anything else.

And now, all she could do was sit and watch.

"In a world that's constantly changing, what remains constant is the love for what we do—the craft, the creativity, the lives we touch through our designs."

Zoe's eyes skimmed the crowd.

And for a split second—she found her.

Her gaze didn't linger, but it landed.

Her voice dipped slightly, more intimate

"The people we let into that process...they matter most of all."

Stacy's heart clenched.

For just a breath, those eyes met hers.

She wasn't sure Zoe even realized it.

But she felt it.

Felt it like a burn.

Zoe's voice softened, a quiet steel underneath.

"So, don't ever leave behind what you truly love. Not for convenience, not for comfort, and not for fear. Because the things worth fighting for—they're the things that define us."

The words hit Stacy like a punch to the ribs.

The applause started before Zoe even made it back to her seat, but Stacy didn't hear it.

She was too lost in the echo of that final line.

Don't ever leave behind what you truly love.

Her fingers loosened from around Alexandra's. Her jaw tensed.

She'd told herself—again and again—that leaving was the right thing. That love wasn't always enough. That walking away was the only way Stacy knew how to give Zoe her life back. The life she had before things got complicated. Before Stacy's name, her family, her father's quiet cruelty began to darken every corner of Zoe's world.

Letting go wasn't what Stacy wanted. It was what she believed Zoe needed—just to breathe again.

She didn't leave because she stopped loving her.

She left because loving Zoe meant watching her lose everything. Opportunities vanished. Her name blacklisted. In the end, Zoe found herself working somewhere she didn't belong, forcing a smile as the life she built slowly unraveled.

And Stacy couldn't bear it. Not the guilt. Not the way Zoe shrunk beneath the weight of a war she never asked for.

So she walked away.

Because that was the only way she knew how to protect her.

But now—sitting in the audience, watching Zoe on stage—radiant, composed, unapologetically herself—

something inside Stacy cracked wide open.

Zoe looked whole.

But Stacy knew better.

She knew Zoe's silences.

She knew the kind of strength that looked like peace but was built from pain.

And that knowledge made her chest ache.

Because she hadn't just walked away from Zoe.

She'd made herself the ghost Zoe had to survive.

And now, staring up at the woman she still loved from a seat she didn't deserve, Stacy realized the one thing she never allowed herself to consider:

Maybe walking away hadn't protected Zoe at all.

Maybe it had just broken them both.

And she didn't know if she could fix what she'd shattered.

Didn't even know if she had the right to try.

-

The event hall, once buzzing with energy and sharp conversation, now sat mostly empty. Stray papers fluttered as the last of the attendees trickled out. The final announcements echoed faintly over the PA system, hollow and forgettable.

Zoe adjusted the strap of her bag, she was standing beside Nichole and the rest of the team as they prepare to leave. There's laughter between them—quiet, earned, and real—the kind that comes from shared work done well. They didn't look back as they walk toward the exit.

From across the hall, Stacy watched.

She didn't move. Didn't speak.

Just a glance—one that holds more than words ever could. A mixture of admiration, regret, and something unspoken. Maybe it's what could have been. Maybe it's what never was.

Zoe paused for the briefest moment at the doors. The light from outside framed her silhouette. But she didn't turn around. And then, she's gone.

The team followed. The door closed behind them with a soft thud that seemed louder than it should.

And Stacy was alone.

The hall had emptied, but she stayed rooted in place, eyes lingered on where they had been, not where they went.

Faded to black.

When Stacy finally left the event hall, she was alone with her thoughts—the weight of Zoe's speech pressing down on her.

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