Morning came quietly.
Not softly—quietly. As if the ship had decided, for once, to wake with the same deliberation its captain carried in every step.
Soren rose before the second bell, stretching out the lingering tightness along his spine. The third drift still left a faint echo in his muscles, a memory more than a pain. When he stepped out into the corridor, the light was a muted silver, filtered through low clouds pressing against the Aurelius's upper decks.
He stopped and inhaled.
The air no longer felt hollow or spiraled. No ringing, no invisible bands trying to tug his balance sideways. Yet something remained—a density, a stillness in the corridor that did not quite belong to an ordinary morning.
It felt like the ship was listening.
Soren exhaled slowly and headed toward the mess hall.
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By the time he arrived, the mess hall was half full. Steam curled up from kettles and bowls, carrying the smells of porridge and tea bark and slightly burnt toast. The sound of clinking utensils and low conversation rose and fell in careful waves.
No one spoke loudly.
It wasn't fear. It was… caution. Like everyone was afraid of breaking whatever fragile calm the ship had negotiated with the sky overnight.
Nell sat near the end of a long table, one foot hooked on the chair rung, chewing her way through porridge like she was punishing it for existing. When she saw Soren, she brightened and lifted her spoon in greeting.
"Morning, Memoirist."
"Morning," Soren said, setting his tray across from her.
"You look less ghostly today," she added. "Good sign."
"Was I ghostly yesterday?"
"Just a bit around the edges." She nudged the small loaf of bread on her plate toward him. "Take half. They under-salted the batch again."
Soren cut it, the crust crunching softly. "You're generous."
"No, I'm realistic. I've had worse." She took a sip from her mug, then eyed him over the rim. "Head still ringing?"
"Faded," Soren replied. "Feels like it happened longer ago than yesterday."
"Same." She rolled her shoulder. "But when I lay down, I could still feel the way the air went thin. Like there was too much room in my lungs all at once."
Soren paused with the bread halfway to his mouth.
"Too much room," he repeated quietly. "Yes."
For a moment they ate in silence.
The mess hall doors swung open. Atticus entered, speaking quietly with Everett. The subtle quiet of the room shifted again—not hushed, not afraid, but focused. People straightened without quite realizing it.
Atticus's gaze swept the room once; when it passed over Soren, it paused for the barest fraction of a heartbeat—acknowledgment rather than inspection—then moved on.
Nell smirked into her mug.
"What," Soren said.
"Nothing," she said too quickly. Then: "Just that it's nice the captain has decided you're not made of paper."
"I was never made of paper."
"Mm. Yesterday the sky tried to prove otherwise," she replied.
Soren huffed a laugh despite himself.
Nell watched him for another moment, expression softening.
"You did well, you know," she said. "During the drift."
"I mostly tried not to fall over," Soren said.
"That's more than some people managed." She glanced down the table where Drenn was pretending very hard not to exist. "Anyway. Glad you're still here. Breakfast would be much more boring otherwise."
His chest warmed unexpectedly.
"Glad you're still here too," he said.
She grinned. "Good. Then don't get erased. I'm used to you now."
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Later, on the mid-deck, Marcell gathered the day's rotation while Elion stood near the map table, charts spread out and pinned against the morning breeze.
"The sky is still settling from yesterday," Elion said, pointing at a sketched curve of air currents. "But the fronts nearby are weak. No major activity on our path for at least the next day."
"Good," Marcell said. "We'll keep the pace steady. No drills unless the captain orders otherwise. Ropes and rigging checks every two bells. If anything creaks in a way you don't like, you report it."
His gaze swept the crew, firm but not unkind.
"Don't let your relief make you sloppy," he added. "We survived one strange mood from the sky. That doesn't mean it's finished with us."
"Aye," came the assorted replies.
Marcell turned to Soren.
"Memoirist. You're with Everett this morning. Archive review and cross-checking vibration readings with the older expedition records."
"Yes, sir," Soren said.
Everett nodded. "Come along. Bring yesterday's ledger."
Soren did.
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The archive compartment felt different after drifting.
It was always quiet, insulated by shelves and walls and the careful order Everett imposed on it. But today the silence felt layered—like a room full of people holding their breath just out of sight.
Everett unlocked a narrow chest and withdrew a wrapped bundle.
"These are select records from the first Aurelius expedition," he said. "Not all, just those aligned with our projected route."
Soren's fingers tingled as he helped clear a space on the table.
Everett unwrapped the bundle with almost reverent precision. Inside lay several journals and log-books, each marked not with names but with numbers and terse labels.
One slender volume bore a stamp: M-03.
Everett placed it nearer to Soren.
"This belonged to the memoirist assigned to the first expedition," he said.
Soren's breath shortened.
"A memoirist," he murmured. "They—"
"Vanished," Everett said quietly. "Yes. During a storm deeper into the frontier."
His tone did not invite dramatics, but neither did it soften the fact.
Soren stared at the journal.
"Why show me this?" he asked.
"Because you are walking some of the same paths," Everett replied. "It is only fair that you know where they have led before."
Soren swallowed and opened the journal carefully.
The handwriting was elegant but not ostentatious: clean strokes, an occasional flourish on a letter here or there. The entries began formally, then loosened as the pages progressed, like the writer had slowly stopped performing for an imagined reader and begun talking to them instead.
He skimmed until a familiar phrase caught his eye.
|--Day 39. Third drift encountered. Sky pressure shifted inwards, then out. Ship hum changed after. Not louder—deeper. Like she remembered something she had once known and forgotten.
Soren's skin prickled.
He read further.
|-- The others hear only the engine. I hear more. There is a second tone in her. It thrums in my teeth when the air leans. I think the ship is learning.
Soren lifted his head.
"They noticed it too," he said. "The second tone in the hum."
"Yes," Everett said. "Their mention of it was dismissed in the early review as metaphor."
"And now?"
"Now we have reason to reconsider."
Everett handed him a thin strip of log paper—the vibration readings from the previous day.
"Compare your impressions with these," he said. "Record what matches."
Soren set his own ledger beside the old memoirist's journal. His notes from Drift Three stared back at him:
Hollow forms around ship. Pressure pockets rotate. Ship resonance thickens, double-toned. Not reaction—anticipation.
He copied the line from the old journal beside it:
|| Ship hum changed. Not louder—deeper. Like she remembered something.
The similarity stole his breath.
"Did the first expedition survive their third drift?" Soren asked.
"Yes," Everett answered. "They reported strain but no structural damage. The memoirist continued writing for several weeks afterward."
"And then vanished."
"Yes."
The air in the archive felt suddenly closer.
"How?" Soren asked, though he already knew the answer.
"We don't know," Everett said simply. "Their journal ends mid-sentence. No witness accounts. Just a gap."
A hollow.
Like the sky had taken something and never bothered to explain why.
Soren closed the old journal gently.
"Does the captain know all this?" he asked.
"Of course," Everett said.
"And he still brought me aboard."
"That," Everett said, "should tell you something important about both of you."
Soren wasn't sure if that made him feel steadier or more exposed.
Maybe both.
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When Soren emerged back on deck, the sky had lightened to a washed-out grey. No direct sunlight, but the low clouds were thinner, more disorganized.
The Aurelius moved steadily through the air currents, her double-toned hum a constant underneath everything else.
Soren stepped to the midline rail and rested his palm against it.
He listened.
The old hum—steady, practical, the rhythm of the engine and mechanical heart—vibrated against his skin.
But beneath it, quieter, was the second tone.
Low, continuous, less a sound and more a sensation. Like a thought the ship hadn't yet put into words.
He let his breathing fall into sync with it.
Footsteps approached from behind. He didn't need to turn to know who it was; the ambient awareness that came with Atticus's presence had become familiar.
"Report," the captain said.
"Sky stable," Soren replied. "Cloud coverage thinning. No pressure pockets forming within visual range. Hum consistent with post-drift readings."
"Your head?" Atticus asked.
Soren blinked. "Clear. The ringing's gone."
Atticus continued to watch the horizon as he spoke.
"You've been in the archive."
"Yes, Captain."
"You've seen the earlier memoirist's record."
"Yes."
"And?"
Soren hesitated.
"Their observations match ours," he said slowly. "Especially about the hum. They heard the second tone after their third drift as well."
Atticus nodded once, not surprised.
"And their end," Soren added quietly, "was never recorded."
"No," Atticus said.
Soren tightened his grip on the rail.
"Did that not concern you," he asked, "when you requested another memoirist for this expedition?"
"It did," Atticus said. "That is why I requested one."
Soren frowned slightly. "I don't follow."
Atticus turned at last, meeting his gaze head-on.
"The previous captain treated the memoirist as an accessory," he said. "A luxury. Someone to embellish with words what had already been decided."
His eyes were steady, not cruel.
"I do not make that mistake," he added. "You are not here to decorate events, Soren. You are here to perceive what others may miss. That includes patterns that ended badly before."
Soren's chest tightened.
"You think my presence will prevent what happened to them?" he asked.
"I think your presence will give us warning," Atticus said. "And warning gives us choices."
He held Soren's gaze for a long moment.
"I do not intend to let you vanish from my deck," Atticus said, voice quiet but absolute. "Not to storms. Not to the sky. Not to anyone."
The words landed with the solidity of an oath.
Soren swallowed, throat suddenly dry.
"Can you promise that?" he asked.
"I can decide what I will fight for," Atticus said. "The rest we negotiate as we go."
It wasn't reassurance in the usual sense.
It was… permission. To be wary, but not helpless.
The wind brushed past them, cool and thin.
The hum beneath their feet deepened briefly, as if the Aurelius had chosen, in her own way, to agree.
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Later, alone at the small writing shelf outside his cabin, Soren opened his ledger.
Ink pooled at the tip of the pen, waiting.
He began with the facts:
|| Day following third drift. Crew experiencing residual fatigue but operational. Sky calmer, though pressure remains subtly denser than pre-drift norms. Ship hum retains double tone.
He paused, listening as he wrote.
|| Archive review: first expedition memoirist recorded similar hum change after their third drift. Their record ends without resolution. Circumstances of disappearance unknown.
The nib hovered over the page.
Soren inhaled, thought of Atticus's voice on the bow, of the certainty in You will not vanish from my deck.
He wrote:
|| Difference in this expedition: captain acknowledges pattern and expects interference. Intends to resist it. I am not accessory. I am instrument.
He stared at the last word.
Instrument.
It felt too sharp, too clinical, but also true. He wasn't just a recorder of what had already happened. He was part of how they survived it.
Outside, the sky shifted in soft gradients of grey. The Aurelius creaked once, settling more firmly into the air.
Soren added one final line, smaller than the rest:
|| Personal: Yesterday I felt measured by the sky. Today, for the first time, I feel like we are measuring it back.
He closed the ledger, the faint scrape of paper against cover oddly satisfying.
For a moment he simply sat with it in his hands, listening to the hum on the other side of the wall. To the footsteps passing in the corridor. To the distance, quiet and vast and not as indifferent as it used to be.
The stillness didn't feel empty anymore.
It felt attentive.
And as the Aurelius carried them farther into a horizon that was no longer quite ordinary sky, Soren realized that whatever waited ahead—storms, fractures, disappearances—he would not meet it as merely a witness.
He would meet it as someone the ship had chosen to hear.
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