I was sitting behind the most gorgeous, the most spoilt and the most favorite student of teachers that too on his bike. My phone was continuously ringing with Paul's call but I didn't have the capacity to tell him more lies. There were 30 missed calls from him. But in that moment I wasn't worried at all, nor I was concerned of the consequences of it but I was completely lost in one thing and that was "CHRIS".
"Why did you take me with you? You can't force me to do things.", I said.
He didn't reply. He was just driving speedily and didn't pay attention to any of my words. It was really frustrating. You want to talk to someone and that person doesn't pay attention it is irritating. Also my mind and heart were having a conflict. My mind was all calculative and worrying about Paul while my heart was happy to be riding with Chris. I was a mess.
I kept quiet and waited for him to stop the bike to talk. Suddenly he hit the brakes and my body hit his back. I felt like some electric shock went into my nerves. My hands placed on his waist and my face was on his back. I took a moment to come back to the present and I suddenly backed off and got off the bike. I was shivering with cold as well as anger.
"Tell me why did you bring me with you? What will Laila think about us? She's already messing with me because she thinks there's something going on between us and now with what you've done she'll make my life more miserable.", I shouted at him.
Chris stayed calm. He slowly got off the bike took off his helmet and tossed his hair. He looked hot. I was here shivering with cold while his face was all sweaty. There were sweat drops dripping down his hair. He looked up at me with a strong gaze and walked towards me. He was an inch away from me when he took off his jacket and put his leather jacket on me. My heartbeat raced. For the first time in my life I was experiencing that quote, "I was feeling butterflies in my stomach".
"I've told you before. Don't talk to me about any other person in front of me.", Chris whispered in my ears.
His scent, his warm breath strike through my ears giving me goosebumps. I looked at him and he was already looking at me. His look was intense. It had anger, it had pain and it wanted something. I immediately backed off but he held my arms and stopped me. I was breathing heavily. I was nervous. I didn't know what was he going to do with me.
"Stop messing with me ASHTINE!", Chris said sternly.
He was so close to me that if I moved even a bit, we would be touching each others' faces.
"I'm doing nothing. It is you and your girlfriend who are messing with me. I'm just here to study and mind my own business.", I replied.
"If you mention any other person in front of me again I swear I'll kiss you!", Chris said.
WHAT!!
What even is this guy saying? How could he simply say such words? He already has a girlfriend and still saying to kiss me. I was confused and I thought it was best to calm his anger down.
"You are drunk and its better if we just return to our respective places.", I said.
He grabbed my arms again and held them tightly and said, "I'm not drunk. And do you know what kind of guy Evan is? If I had lost this race do you even know what he would have done to you?"
"You ask me to not talk about someone else and here you are talking about Evan. Such a hypocrite you are!", I said sharply.
"Look Ashtine I'm already annoyed and don't say things that will make it worse.", he said.
"Why the hell are you angry but? Because I came here, or because I sat behind Evan or because of any other reason which I don't know about.", I shouted.
"Because I can't see you with anybody else. It aches my heart when I see you with any other guy damn it.", Chris shouted while gripping my arms tightly.
I suddenly lost my anger hearing his words. There was a kind of pain in his voice and it hurt me. But at the same time I thought why he is like this.
"Why? Its not like we are in a relationship or that we have feelings for each other. I don't understand you. You don't treat me well yet you think you have some right over me. Today at the cafe you saw everything that Laila did and you still took her side...", I was still talking but he didn't let me finish.
"This is it. I told you if you talk about any other person I'll kiss you and so...", Chris said and then kissed me.
I was in a complete meltdown. His lips pressed against mine and slowly his tongue making its way into my lips. I didn't even stop him. I let that happen. He grabbed my waist and his hands caressing my back. I held his shoulders and it felt so good. It was the best feeling. I was lost. I was not me. I gave in completely. His kiss was intense we both were breathing heavily. He didn't stop and I also didn't back off. It continued for a minute and finally I backed off. We still were holding each other and breathing heavily. I looked at him and now his eyes were soft. It looked as if his anger was gone and he was back into life. I was embarrassed. I took off my hands from him when he stopped me and wiped off my lips with his thumb. I was wet. He made me. Chris made me.
It was the first time in my life I had experienced a kiss so passionate. My mind was a mess. My heart wanted more and my body felt like flowing like a liquid. Chris was there still looking me in the eye and then looking at my lips. He sure did wanted to do more things with me but he was holding back. There was this complete silence and we were in the middle of the road at night making out.
I controlled myself and again tried to get away from Chris when he suddenly held my face. His hands were cold and I shivered from his touch. He gently moved his hands to my neck and I melted. It felt like I was touched for the first time. He kept moving his hands on my neck and then he said, "You are mine. Today & always."
I was already melting from his touch and now his words were doing things to me. Before I could say even a word he held my face tightly and started kissing me again.
This time it was a rough kiss. He was literally going down my throat and caressing my neck. I was motionless. I gave in. I kissed him back and touched his face. He was so into me he started kissing my face, my cheeks, my chin and then finally my neck. There was a complete silence except for my continuous moans. I was feeling things I haven't felt before. His little beard and my neck were crossing each other. I wanted him. I never knew a feeling like this before ever existed.
I was with Chris and it was the best night of my life.