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Chapter 1 - Symposia of hearts

Prologue

The Lie That Began It All

Modern-day Athens, Greece.

The first lie Elara Vale ever believed was that love made people better.

Her mother had taught her that.

Not through lectures or long conversations about the human heart, but through the little things she did when she thought nobody was watching. Through the way she left the last piece of bread for someone else. Through the way she forgave people who had given her every reason not to. Through the way she spoke about love as though it were something sacred, something that could survive even the ugliest truths.

For years, Elara had accepted those lessons without question.

Then came the scandal.

Then came the whispers.

Then came the silence.

And somewhere between the woman her mother had been and the woman the world claimed she was, Elara learned that love could be a beautiful story people told themselves to make betrayal easier to bear.

Fifteen years later, beneath the ancient stones of Helikon University, she was about to discover that the past had never truly left her.

It had only been waiting for the right audience.

The amphitheatre glowed beneath the amber light of hundreds of candles.

They stood in bronze holders along the curved walls, their flames trembling whenever the evening breeze slipped through the open arches. Above them, the Athenian sky stretched into a deep indigo, the last traces of sunset fading behind the distant rooftops. Beyond the university's marble columns, the city continued its restless evening life—motorcycles weaving through narrow streets, café owners calling to passing customers, and the faint sound of music escaping from a nearby taverna.

But inside Helikon University's ancient amphitheatre, Athens seemed to have paused.

Tonight belonged to love.

Or, at least, to the endless arguments people made in its name.

Students occupied nearly every seat. Professors gathered in small groups, debating before the formal discussion had even begun. Visiting scholars exchanged polite greetings while journalists adjusted their cameras and tested their microphones. The university's annual Symposia had always attracted people who enjoyed watching intelligent minds disagree, but this year's opening debate had drawn a particularly eager crowd.

The subject was controversial.

The speakers were promising.

And one of them was a man whose name had become almost impossible to avoid.

Dr. Damon Thales.

Elara stood behind the left podium, staring at the handwritten notes in her notebook.

She had revised her opening argument six times.

Six.

Her first version had been too emotional. The second had been too defensive. The third had wandered into a discussion of Plato that even she had found exhausting. The fourth had sounded as though she were trying to impress her professors. The fifth had been discarded because it reminded her too much of something her mother used to say.

The sixth was the only one she could tolerate.

She looked down at it again.

Love is not necessarily the opposite of deception. Sometimes, it is the very thing that allows deception to flourish.

A sharp breath escaped her.

"Brilliant," she whispered to herself. "You've managed to make love sound like a criminal organisation."

She crossed out the sentence.

Then she wrote it again.

The problem was not that she lacked arguments. Elara could argue with a person for an entire afternoon and still discover three additional points to make while brushing her teeth that evening. Her problem was that tonight's subject had followed her beyond the library, beyond the lecture halls, and into the quiet corners of her mind where she kept the memories she rarely allowed herself to examine.

Love was supposed to be a philosophical question.

For Elara, it was personal.

And personal things were dangerous.

She closed her notebook and pressed it against her chest.

The leather cover had softened with age. Its edges were worn, and a small scratch marked the bottom corner. It was not particularly beautiful, but she had carried it for years, filling its pages with quotations, unfinished thoughts, observations about human behaviour, and questions she was not always brave enough to ask aloud.

One page near the back contained a sentence she had copied from her mother's old journal.

The most dangerous lies are not the ones we tell others. They are the ones we learn to live with.

Elara had read that sentence so many times that she no longer needed to open the journal to remember it.

She wished she could forget it.

"You're going to tear that notebook in half."

Elara looked up.

Professor Lycos stood beside her, one hand resting on the curved wooden railing. His silver hair caught the candlelight, and his expression carried the familiar amusement of a man who had spent decades watching young scholars discover that intelligence did not make them immune to anxiety.

"I'm not tearing anything," she replied.

"Of course not. You're merely attempting to suffocate your research."

She loosened her grip.

"Is there a difference?"

"Academically? Several. Emotionally? Very few."

Despite herself, Elara smiled.

Professor Lycos had been her mentor long enough to recognise when she was pretending to be calm. He was also one of the few people at Helikon who never seemed particularly impressed by the reputation surrounding her family. He treated her as a student rather than a scandal that had somehow survived long enough to enrol in graduate studies.

For that, she was grateful.

"Are you ready?" he asked.

"No."

"Good."

She frowned. "Good?"

"If you were entirely ready, I would worry that you had stopped thinking."

"That's a rather convenient philosophy for someone who never has to stand on this side of the podium."

"I assure you, Miss Vale, I have suffered my share of public humiliation."

"Usually by choice."

"That is what makes it memorable."

She shook her head, and his quiet laugh disappeared beneath the growing murmur of the audience.

For a moment, she allowed herself to enjoy the ordinary comfort of their exchange. It was a small thing, being teased by someone who expected nothing from her except honesty and a reasonable argument. But small things had become precious over the years.

She had learned to value what remained when the world took everything else away.

Professor Lycos glanced at the notebook in her hands.

"One piece of advice," he said.

"Only one?"

"Let us not become greedy."

She waited.

"Do not spend tonight trying to prove that you are right. Listen carefully enough to discover where you might be wrong."

Elara looked towards the empty podium opposite hers.

"And if the other speaker is wrong?"

"Then you may enjoy the rare pleasure of correcting him."

"How generous."

"I try."

Before she could respond, the lights near the stage brightened.

A member of the organising committee approached the microphone, and the conversations gradually subsided.

Professor Lycos touched Elara's shoulder.

"Remember, an argument is not a battlefield unless you insist on making it one."

Then he left her standing alone.

Elara watched him disappear into the audience.

She wished she could follow.

The moderator welcomed the guests, thanked the university's sponsors, and delivered a brief introduction to the history of the Symposia.

The festival had begun decades earlier as a small gathering of philosophers, poets, and artists who believed that difficult questions deserved more than hurried answers. Over time, it had grown into one of Helikon University's most celebrated traditions: a week devoted to the examination of love, beauty, truth, memory, and the complicated business of being human.

Elara had attended her first Symposia as a child.

Her mother had brought her to a poetry reading one summer evening, settling her in the last row with a paper cup of warm chocolate and a promise that they would leave before it became too late.

They had not left early.

Her mother had become so absorbed in a discussion about the relationship between grief and art that she had forgotten the time entirely. Afterwards, they had walked home beneath the streetlights, sharing a small packet of roasted almonds from a vendor near the square.

Elara remembered laughing because her mother had insisted that the poet was wrong about sorrow.

"Sorrow doesn't make art beautiful," her mother had said. "Honesty does. Sometimes sorrow simply forces people to become honest."

At the time, Elara had thought it was a lovely thing to say.

Years later, she understood how much it might have cost her mother to believe it.

The moderator's voice brought her back to the present.

"Our first speaker is a distinguished scholar whose work has challenged conventional interpretations of classical philosophy and the psychology of human attachment. Please welcome Dr. Damon Thales."

The applause began before the introduction had finished.

Elara's fingers tightened around her notebook.

Damon Thales emerged from the side entrance.

He did not hurry.

That was the first thing she noticed.

He walked with the measured ease of someone who had never needed to fight for a room's attention because attention had always found him. He wore a dark suit without a tie, the collar of his white shirt open at the throat. His hair was slightly disordered, as though he had run his fingers through it on the way to the stage. There was nothing ostentatious about him, nothing that suggested he had spent the afternoon preparing to impress an audience.

And yet people watched him.

Students leaned forward. A professor in the front row whispered something to the woman beside him. Several cameras turned in his direction.

Damon acknowledged the applause with a brief nod.

Then his gaze travelled across the amphitheatre.

For one fleeting moment, it passed over Elara without recognition.

She should have felt relieved.

Instead, an unfamiliar irritation settled beneath her ribs.

She had spent the better part of a week telling herself that his presence meant nothing to her. She had read his published work, reviewed his arguments, and prepared enough counterarguments to fill an entire seminar. She had even watched an interview in which he had discussed the ethics of emotional memory with a composure that bordered on arrogance.

She had convinced herself that she understood him.

But the man standing before her was not a paragraph in an academic journal.

He was real.

And, to her considerable annoyance, he was difficult to ignore.

Damon reached the opposite podium and arranged his notes. He glanced towards the moderator, exchanged a quiet word with one of the organisers, and finally turned towards Elara.

Their eyes met.

Everything else seemed to recede.

It was not love. Elara would have rejected the suggestion with immediate and possibly insulting force.

It was not recognition, either—not in the ordinary sense.

It was the unsettling feeling of encountering a face that belonged in a memory she could not quite retrieve.

Damon's expression changed almost imperceptibly.

His polite smile faltered.

For a fraction of a second, something passed behind his eyes. Surprise, perhaps. Or discomfort.

Then it was gone.

He inclined his head in greeting.

Elara returned the gesture with a smile so cool that it might have been carved from the marble beneath their feet.

She had seen his name before.

Not on a university poster.

Not in an article.

Not in one of the many books he had published.

She had seen it in her mother's handwriting.

D.T.

Two initials written beside fragments of thoughts, half-finished sentences, and entries that became increasingly difficult to understand towards the end of the journal.

At first, Elara had assumed they belonged to a colleague. Her mother had known dozens of scholars, writers, and artists. The initials could have referred to almost anyone.

Then she had found the sentence.

D.T. calls love a remembrance. He forgets that remembrance can wound.

The entry was dated fifteen years earlier.

It had been written in the months before the scandal that dismantled her mother's reputation and transformed their family life into a long exercise in avoiding questions.

Elara had searched for an explanation.

She had found none.

Now the man associated with those initials stood across from her, smiling as though the evening held nothing more troubling than an interesting intellectual disagreement.

She wondered whether he knew who she was.

She wondered whether he remembered her mother.

Most of all, she wondered what kind of man could speak so eloquently about love while leaving such a sentence behind in someone else's life.

The moderator stepped between the podiums.

"Tonight's question," she announced, "is one that has occupied philosophers, poets, theologians, and ordinary people for as long as we have possessed the language to describe desire."

She paused as the audience settled.

"Is love truth, or is it the most exquisite deception ever crafted by the human heart?"

A ripple of excitement moved through the amphitheatre.

Some students laughed. Others exchanged glances. A professor in the second row immediately began writing in the margins of his programme.

Elara looked at Damon.

He looked back.

She could almost imagine the arguments already forming in his mind: Plato's account of love as a movement towards beauty, the persistence of memory, the tendency of desire to transform its object into something greater than reality.

She knew the shape of those arguments because she had studied them.

She knew, too, that knowledge was not the same as understanding.

The moderator invited Damon to deliver the opening statement.

He rested his hands lightly on the podium.

"Perhaps," he began, "we should first ask ourselves why we insist on separating truth from deception when discussing love."

His voice was lower than Elara had expected. Calm, measured, and unexpectedly intimate. It carried easily through the amphitheatre without requiring him to raise it.

"Human beings rarely encounter the world as it is. We encounter it through memory, expectation, fear, and desire. We interpret gestures. We assign meaning to silence. We construct stories about the people we love, and then we fall in love with the stories as much as we do with the people themselves."

He paused.

"Does that make love a lie? Not necessarily. But it does suggest that love is rarely as objective as we would like to believe."

Several people nodded.

Elara wrote a single word in her notebook.

Convenient.

Damon continued.

"Consider the person who believes their partner is incapable of betrayal. Is that belief evidence of the partner's goodness, or evidence of the believer's hope? When the truth finally emerges, what has been destroyed? The love itself, or the story that made the love possible?"

His gaze shifted towards her.

"Perhaps the most exquisite deception is not the lie we tell another person. Perhaps it is the truth we refuse to acknowledge because acknowledging it would demand that we change."

The audience fell quiet.

Elara felt something cold move through her.

It was an elegant argument.

Worse, it was an argument she recognised.

Her mother had once spoken of love as a form of remembrance. Damon spoke of it as a story people constructed to survive the truth.

Different words.

The same wound.

When the applause came, it was enthusiastic.

Damon stepped back from the podium, allowing the moderator to turn towards Elara.

"Miss Vale," she said, "your response?"

Elara looked down at her notes.

For a moment, the amphitheatre disappeared.

She saw the old journal on her desk at home. She remembered the smell of paper and dust, the faint impression of ink visible on the pages beneath the ones her mother had written on. She remembered sitting on the floor of her bedroom as a teenager, turning those pages with the desperate care of someone searching for proof that the world had not lied to her.

She remembered the last line she had read before closing the journal.

If he ever tells you that love is a kind of remembrance, ask him what he has chosen to forget.

Elara lifted her head.

"I disagree," she said.

The words were quiet, but the microphone carried them to every corner of the amphitheatre.

Damon's attention sharpened.

"Not because I believe love is always truthful. That would be naïve. People lie. They hide things. They confuse possession with affection and call their fear devotion. They promise forever when what they really mean is that they do not want to be alone tonight."

A few students laughed softly.

Elara did not.

"But I think we make a mistake when we use human imperfection to excuse the dishonesty of love. The fact that people deceive one another does not mean love itself is a deception."

She placed her notebook on the podium.

"Perhaps love is the moment we begin to see another person clearly. Not perfectly, not without misunderstanding, but clearly enough to recognise that they are separate from us. They have histories we did not witness, fears we cannot control, and truths that may contradict everything we want them to be."

She looked directly at Damon.

"And if we continue loving them only because we refuse to acknowledge those truths, then we are not loving the person. We are loving our own invention."

The audience had become very still.

Elara heard the faint crackle of a candle somewhere behind her.

"That is where deception begins," she continued. "Not necessarily in the lie itself, but in our willingness to protect it. We choose what to believe. We decide which questions are too painful to ask. We turn away from the evidence because the truth might cost us something we are unwilling to lose."

Her throat tightened, but she pressed on.

"Yet the answer cannot be to abandon truth simply because it hurts. If love means anything at all, it must allow us to face what is real. Otherwise, we are not building a relationship with another human being. We are building a prison around an illusion."

For the first time that evening, Damon did not appear entirely composed.

It was subtle.

A slight tension in his jaw. A pause that lasted a fraction longer than necessary.

But Elara noticed.

She had spent years learning to notice the things people hoped she would overlook.

"So, no," she concluded. "I do not believe love is the most exquisite deception ever crafted by the human heart. I believe the human heart is capable of exquisite deception, and that love is often the excuse we give ourselves when we are afraid to confront it."

Silence followed.

Then someone began to applaud.

Others joined in until the sound rose beneath the amphitheatre's vaulted arches.

Elara barely heard it.

She was watching Damon.

He was watching her with an expression she could not decipher.

Interest, certainly.

But there was something else beneath it.

Something that looked disturbingly like recognition.

The debate continued for nearly an hour.

They argued about Plato and the nature of desire, about whether memory preserved love or distorted it, about the difference between loving a person and loving the version of that person who existed in one's imagination.

Damon was every bit as formidable as Elara had expected.

He listened carefully. He rarely interrupted. When she challenged one of his claims, he did not dismiss her argument but examined it from another direction, searching for the assumption beneath it.

It was infuriating.

She had prepared herself for arrogance, for condescension, perhaps even for the easy charm that made his lectures so popular.

She had not prepared herself for a man who could make her reconsider an argument she had spent days perfecting.

At one point, he asked whether honesty was always an act of love.

"What about the truth that serves only to wound?" he said. "The confession made not to repair a relationship but to relieve the guilt of the person confessing? Is every truth virtuous simply because it is true?"

Elara considered the question.

"No," she answered. "But the possibility of causing pain does not give us the right to decide what another person is permitted to know."

"Even when the truth destroys them?"

"Especially then."

Damon's gaze held hers.

"You speak as though truth has never destroyed anyone."

Elara felt the words strike somewhere beneath her ribs.

For a moment, she could not breathe.

Then she smiled.

"Perhaps I speak as someone who knows what happens when people are denied the truth."

Something changed in his expression.

He looked away first.

The audience did not notice. They were too busy debating the merits of the argument among themselves.

But Elara saw it.

And for the first time that evening, she wondered whether Damon Thales was afraid of something.

The thought should have satisfied her.

Instead, it made her curious.

She hated curiosity.

Curiosity was how she had found the journal. Curiosity was how she had discovered the missing dates, the crossed-out names, and the references to conversations her mother had apparently been forbidden to discuss. Curiosity was how she had learned that the official explanation for the scandal contained gaps large enough to hide an entirely different story.

And curiosity, she suspected, was what had brought her to this podium.

Not ambition.

Not academic recognition.

Not the opportunity to impress the faculty committee.

She had wanted to see the face belonging to those initials.

Now she had seen it.

And she was no closer to understanding why her mother had written about him with such bitterness.

The moderator announced a short recess before the final round of questions.

The audience broke into conversation. Students rose from their seats, professors gathered near the front, and the organisers moved between the podiums to prepare for the next session.

Elara collected her notebook.

She intended to leave before anyone could approach her with congratulations or questions. She had never enjoyed being the centre of attention, and tonight's performance had already earned her more attention than she knew what to do with.

She was halfway towards the side aisle when a voice stopped her.

"Miss Vale."

She knew who it was before she turned.

Damon stood a few steps away, holding a glass of water he appeared to have forgotten to drink.

Up close, he looked less like the carefully constructed public figure she had seen in interviews and more like an ordinary man who had not slept enough. There were faint lines of exhaustion beneath his eyes. His expression was composed, but his attention was unusually direct.

"Dr. Thales," she replied.

"That was an interesting argument."

"Thank you."

"I particularly enjoyed your suggestion that love requires us to see people clearly."

"Did you?"

"Yes. Though I wonder whether clarity is always possible."

"Perhaps not. But that doesn't make the attempt meaningless."

"No," he said. "I suppose it doesn't."

For a moment, neither spoke.

Elara became uncomfortably aware of the noise around them: the scrape of chairs, the murmur of conversation, the clinking of glasses from the refreshments table. Somewhere behind Damon, two students were arguing about whether his opening statement had been more persuasive than hers.

She wished they would argue somewhere else.

Damon glanced at the notebook beneath her arm.

"You seem to have thought about this subject for a long time."

"Most people have."

"Not quite in the same way."

She studied him.

"Is that a compliment or an accusation?"

"An observation."

"How very scholarly of you."

The corner of his mouth lifted.

"There is no need to be suspicious of every question I ask."

"That depends on the person asking it."

Something in his expression shifted again.

There it was.

That flicker of recognition.

This time, Elara was certain she had not imagined it.

She took a small step backwards.

"Have we met before?" she asked.

Damon did not answer immediately.

The pause was brief, but it felt longer than it should have.

"I don't believe so," he said at last.

Elara looked at him.

"You're certain?"

"As certain as one can be about a stranger."

The answer was reasonable.

It was also unsatisfactory.

She had seen enough of the world to understand that people rarely lied by saying something entirely false. More often, they chose words that allowed them to conceal the truth while maintaining the appearance of honesty.

I don't believe so.

Not No, we haven't.

Not I have never met you.

She wondered whether he had noticed the distinction himself.

Before she could ask another question, a woman from the organising committee approached and asked Damon whether he could join a group of visiting scholars near the main entrance.

"Of course," he replied.

He turned back to Elara.

"I hope we continue our discussion this afternoon."

"I hope your arguments improve by then."

He laughed.

It was an unexpected sound, warm and unguarded enough to unsettle her more than his composure had.

"I'll do my best."

Then he left.

Elara watched him disappear into the crowd.

She told herself that the strange sensation in her chest was irritation. It was the natural consequence of encountering a man who spoke about truth as though he had spent his life studying it while appearing determined to avoid a simple question.

That was all.

It had nothing to do with the way he had looked at her.

Nothing to do with the brief warmth of his smile.

And certainly nothing to do with the fact that, for a single absurd moment, she had wanted him to stay.

She turned away.

The notebook beneath her arm seemed heavier than before.

Later that evening, long after the last guests had begun to leave the amphitheatre, Damon Thales stood alone beneath the university's western colonnade.

The candles were being extinguished one by one.

Without their light, the marble appeared colder. Shadows stretched across the floor, gathering beneath the arches and along the walls where generations of students had left their names carved into the stone.

Damon had been asked to attend a reception.

He had declined.

He had also ignored three messages from his publisher, two from a colleague, and one from a woman who had been trying to arrange dinner with him for the better part of a month.

None of them mattered.

He was thinking about Elara Vale.

More precisely, he was thinking about the moment she had looked at him and asked whether they had met before.

He had recognised her immediately.

Not because he had ever seen her in person, but because he had spent years trying not to remember the woman who had given her that face.

Her eyes were different.

Her mother's had carried a quiet warmth that made people feel understood even when she disagreed with them. Elara's held something sharper—a guarded intelligence, an instinctive suspicion, and a determination that seemed to strengthen whenever someone tried to tell her what she ought to believe.

But the resemblance was undeniable.

Damon closed his eyes.

For fifteen years, he had told himself that the past was finished.

He had convinced himself that the scandal belonged to another life, that silence had been the only reasonable response to circumstances he could no longer change. He had buried himself in research, published his arguments, travelled between universities, and built a reputation around the very subjects that had once threatened to destroy him.

Love.

Memory.

Truth.

The stories people told themselves to survive.

He had become an authority on all three.

It was almost funny.

Almost.

He reached into the inside pocket of his jacket and withdrew a folded sheet of paper.

The page was old, its edges softened by years of handling. He had carried it through three apartments, two university appointments, and countless nights when sleep refused to come.

He unfolded it carefully.

The handwriting was unmistakable.

He had not seen it in years, yet he could still remember the movement of the pen, the slight pressure that marked certain letters, the way the final words of a sentence sometimes slanted upwards when the writer was angry.

At the bottom of the page were two words.

Remember me.

Damon stared at them.

He had failed to honour that request.

Worse, he had allowed himself to believe that forgetting was the same as being forgiven.

Now the woman's daughter had appeared at Helikon University, carrying questions she did not yet know how to ask.

And he had recognised her before she spoke a single word.

He folded the paper and returned it to his pocket.

Across the courtyard, a door closed.

The sound echoed through the empty colonnade.

Damon looked towards the amphitheatre, where the last candle had just gone dark.

"Not yet," he whispered.

He was not certain whether he was speaking to Elara, to the dead, or to the part of himself that had spent fifteen years waiting for this moment.

Perhaps it did not matter.

The past had returned.

And this time, it had a name.

That night, Elara returned home with a headache, an unfinished argument, and the uncomfortable suspicion that her life had just become more complicated.

Her apartment was quiet when she entered.

She set her keys in the small ceramic bowl beside the door, slipped off her shoes, and placed her notebook on the kitchen table. The familiar scent of old books and the faint lavender fragrance from the sachet she kept near the window greeted her.

For the first time all evening, she allowed her shoulders to relax.

She had forgotten to eat properly before the debate.

Now she was hungry enough to consider the remains of the bread and cheese in her refrigerator a respectable dinner.

She put water on to boil, changed into comfortable clothes, and returned to the kitchen to prepare a simple meal. Outside, the city murmured beneath her window. Somewhere nearby, someone was laughing. A scooter passed along the street, its engine fading into the distance.

Ordinary sounds.

Ordinary life.

She wanted to hold on to them.

While the water heated, she opened her notebook to the page where she had written the question that had troubled her for years.

Who was D.T. to her?

She stared at the initials.

Then she added another question beneath them.

What did he do?

For several minutes, she did nothing but look at the words.

She could have left the page there. She could have eaten dinner, taken a shower, and gone to bed with the comforting belief that the evening had been nothing more than a successful academic debate.

Instead, she crossed the room to the narrow cabinet beside her desk.

The old journal lay in the bottom drawer, wrapped in a piece of faded cloth.

Her mother's journal.

Elara had not opened it in months.

She carried it to the table and sat down. The cover was worn, the spine fragile from age. When she opened it, the familiar smell of paper rose from the pages.

She turned past entries about books, university lectures, and ordinary observations about life in Athens.

Then she found the page.

D.T. calls love a remembrance. He forgets that remembrance can wound.

Elara read it once.

Then again.

Beneath the sentence, she noticed a small mark she had overlooked before: a faint line of ink, almost hidden by the fold in the paper.

She tilted the journal towards the light.

There were more words beneath the sentence.

Not a complete line. Not even a full thought.

Only a fragment.

If he returns to Helikon, do not let him—

The writing stopped abruptly.

Elara's fingers went still.

She leaned closer, searching the page for the rest of the sentence.

There was nothing.

No continuation.

No explanation.

Only the unfinished warning, written in her mother's hand.

For a long time, Elara sat without moving.

Then she closed the journal.

Outside, Athens continued as it always had.

Inside, the quiet of her apartment no longer felt comforting.

It felt watchful.

Elara returned to the kitchen, where the water had begun to boil over. She turned off the stove and stood with both hands braced against the counter, staring at nothing.

She had come to Helikon University to study literature, philosophy, and the stories people told about love.

She had not expected to find her mother's unfinished story waiting for her there.

She had certainly not expected Damon Thales.

And she had no idea why the sight of him made her feel as though she had walked into a room where everyone else already knew what was about to happen.

She looked back towards the journal.

Tomorrow, she would find a way to speak to him again.

She would ask about the initials.

She would ask about her mother.

And this time, she would not accept a carefully worded answer in place of the truth.

Because if her mother's final warning had taught her anything, it was that some lies survived only because nobody dared to finish the question.

Elara turned off the kitchen light.

In the darkness, the journal remained on the table, its old pages closed around the secret it had carried for fifteen years.

The lie had begun long before Elara and Damon met.

Neither of them understood yet how much it would cost to end it.