The bell for the break started rang.Noxan looked at his hands and took a small swallow.
*So we're really doing this?Is he sure.Is he ,no am I ready for this..?*
Sylas already stood up and looked on Noxan still sitting.
*He's probably thinking about he could touch me the best,I hope he finds a way to make his hands warm so we can both enjoy it.*
Sylas already went out the room,when Noxan started to get up shaking with each step.
Outside,next to the bench were Sylas once leaned himself on Noxan,they both stood there.
Everybody looked at Noxan,now knowing he is a an atheist and gay.Everyone had question,but nobody wanted to get really close to him,it was to much information about him for the moment.
A guy yelled "go hide yourself in the toilet,fag"
Some laughed,others looked disgusted, Noxan couldn't tell if they were disgusted because of him or the guy who yelled at him.
He felt that the waves of Blood filled with love started to turn cold and lonely,he couldn't process what was happening and walked with dead senses to the toilet.He went in the cabin ,not closing it, with an open door sitting in silence, looking in the air.
Sylas saw it all happening,he felt a little fear in him.
*So that's what would happen if I was gay?*
He asked his best friend
"What do you think about Noxan now"
He replied with a disgusted tone
"I don't even wanna hear his name, please stop it I'm nearly gonna throw up."
Sylas waited for 5 minutes before saying annoyed
"UGH I have to pee ,but he's in the same room then,wish me luck.I need to go, I'm sorry I have to"
He walked with an faked annoyed face to the toilet, watching his friends laughing about his joke.
He entered the toilet, waking to the cabin Noxan sat in.He comfortably walked on without worrying, nobody was in the toilet everyone was disgusted of Noxan,even the guys that smoked stayed far away.
He closed the lock and looked down on Noxan
"What's up buddy, you're ready?"
Noxna looked up to him, believing to see the sun while a warm wind hit his face,he felt the love flowing through his heart,to his vains,to his whole body again.
Sylas grapped the bottem pf his shirt and lifted it up.He demanded to Noxan
"You have the last 10 minutes of the break.Hurry up"
Noxan slowly and gently touched his abs, feeling relaxed,he felt a connection even though for now Sylas was a wall painted with an deal.
He gently glided over them, caring more about Sylas then himself,all the fear of him being unready vanished into thin air behind Sylas.
The last minute began and Noxan realised that this was his weekly pay and he would get anything more.
Noxan out his Hand around Sylas and hugged his waist pulling him close without thinking twice.
"I need ot hold... Just for a second...
For a moment... Bevor the clouds cover you"
"I'm sorry,I have to."