Noxan walked home, letting the cold and harsh air press against his body.
He reached his hand on the cold mental of the door handle.He opened the door without saying a word.
As he walked in his room, Noxan throwed his messager back on the corner of the room.
He changed his clothes in something more simple,more warm and comfortable.He slowly went laying on his bed but stopped when he felt something in his back.
Noxna quickly straightend and looked behind him,it was Shanox rolled up on his bed.He was still sleeping peacefully unaware of the problems the world pushes.
Shanox moved a little bit,he started to stand up and open his eyes.Noxan accidentally wakep him up.
Noxan looked him in the eyes,he started to cry not quit like usually but sobbing loudly,the echoes of his tears and visible screams were spread around the room.
Noxan tried to cover his face,he didn't want Shanox to be worried
*He already has gone through to much, because of me.*
He quietly whispered it in his mind,not loudly not hearybil for others just for the loser he is.
The echoes of his tears and screames enterd his mind showing him the pictures his mom took for The angel,to trigger Shanox.
His sobbing turned into rage,hate polished by the cruelty of his family.
Noxan tried his best to hold his self back,he breathed loudly and heavily.His hands formed fists pressing as hard as he can,his pupils shirking shaking violently.
He could hold it anymore nad started to hit his head with the fists in front of his head.
Shanox noticed and tried to crawl between his hands.He got hurt at the side of his stomach in the process.
Noxan imidiatly stopped when he noticed,he hold Shanox in the air and hugged him deeply a slip second later.
Noxan whispered in tears
"No , please I don't wanna hurt you even more"
He felt this huge wave inside him stocking up,but it wasn't his pressure on the wave,it was Shanox.
All the trauma and mood changes confused his inner feelings.
Thr sun shined at Noxan and Shanox trough the window,Shanox looked outside while beeing hugged.
It snowed,the sun lightened the white snow to shine in purity.The air was cold but not burning cold a gentle breeze walking you up in a shiver.
That scene made Shanox forget about the pain on the side of his stomach.He tired to crawl out of the deep hug wich was hard but Shanox managed to do it.
Noxan didn't noticed the empty space between his hands and his stomach,the pressure of his tears ,the guilt and the though of Sylas was heavy enough to fill that space.
Shanox walked to the window, bringing his face close.His eyes witend at the majestic and breath taking weather he never saw before.
His nose touched the cold glass wich made Shanox buckle up for a second before getting closer again,he gently touched the glass with his snow to get as close as he could.Shanox wanted to see more of this weather,of the world Infront of him.