But the thought made me hesitate.
I had no one to test it on.
And the memory of that hellish pain made my eyes ache just thinking about it.
Unless I could activate it without the pain—which felt unlikely.
For the next few days, I kept thinking. My eyes were still sore, but deep down, I could feel it. If I could truly grasp control of my Mana core… maybe I wouldn't have to suffer like that again.
Maybe next time… I could control it. [Previous chapter]
Secondly, the hellish torture I would have to go through again after activating the ability made me more than a little scared.
Unless I could somehow skip the pain part—which was unlikely.
With that thought in mind, I spent the next few days thinking. I couldn't activate the ability again since my eyes still felt sore, but I could sense that if I grasped control of my Mana core and Mana itself, I might not need to go through that same pain to activate 'Cursed Intimidation' again.
And just like that, my first experiment began.
