Then, shame washed over him that even in the midst of early morning, he was sweating buckets while his face was red.
"I'm sorry…" he whispered though Soren could not hear him.
He then turned away abruptly and left the room in hurried steps while crossing the hall to his own chamber. Once inside, he shut the door and slid down against it anxiously as he shakes his head in disgust to himself.
"Elias… you're a damn dog. Disgusting…" he murmured hoarsely.
For the first time in a long while, he drew his knees to his chest while burying his face against them. It was still early morning yet he already felt tainted and ashamed of desires he had no right to entertain.
And above all, terrified that one day, those thoughts might show on hisface.
