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Chapter 29 - Right or Wrong

"The greatest prisons aren't made of stone or steel, but of fear and expectation. A mind convinced of its own darkness can become the very monster it dreads."

The silence of the Nexium Sanctuary pressed down on Kallus Eldrath, a suffocating blanket woven from anxieties he dared not voice aloud, even to the whispering Nexium crystals that lined his chambers. He stood at the heart of his personal sanctuary, a circular space carved from the living rock of Eldrath Prime. The rhythmic pulse of the planet, usually a comforting touch, now hammered against his skull like a frantic drumbeat. The familiar blue glow of Prime Nexomancy danced around him, emanating from intricate arrays of light-manipulating devices and shelves crammed with ancient texts bound in Nexium thread. Each artifact, each inscription, radiated with contained power, yet offering no solace to the Keeper of the Nex. The air hung heavy, thick with unspoken fears and the weight of decisions that could shape the fate of the Imperium. The universe.

The boy, he thought, the word a bitter, acrid taste on his tongue. The Voidwalker. Not a title he'd chosen, but one thrust upon him by destiny's cruel hand. Chosen, by some cosmic irony, to wield Aethermancy, the magic of the Void. A power that should remain locked away in the deepest, darkest recesses of the universe, a force whose very nature threatened to consume everything Kallus held sacred.

Ever since the Cluster Cast, that disastrous training session, a chilling dread had taken root within Kallus. He could still feel the echo of that moment, the shuddering ripple in the Nexium currents, the oppressive weight of the Void's gaze. The God Emperor's command echoed in his mind, a relentless mantra: Train him. Prepare him for the coming darkness. He is the key. But how could he prepare someone for a force he barely understood himself? How could he control the Void, when the Void seemed to possess a will of its own? Was it even possible to guide someone who carried the potential to unravel reality itself?

He ran a hand through his silvering hair, his fingers trembling slightly despite his best efforts to control them. The weight of his responsibilities, the expectations of his Dynasty, the fate of the Imperium itself… all of it coalesced into a crushing burden. Doubt, a poisonous serpent, coiled around his heart, whispering insidious questions that challenged the very foundation of his beliefs. Had he made a mistake? Had they all – the God Emperor, the Council, himself – blindly accepted the boy, thrusting him into a role for which he was demonstrably ill-prepared?

He crossed the room, his footsteps muffled by the Nexium-woven carpets, and paused before a large, circular viewport. Beyond the shimmering energy field that protected the sanctuary, Eldrath Prime sprawled in all its verdant glory. Lush forests, cascading waterfalls, towering mountains that pierced the swirling clouds – a paradise of biodiversity and Nexium energy. But even the beauty of his home world offered no comfort. He saw only the potential for corruption, the possibility that the Voidwalker could taint this pristine world with his darkness.

The soft chime of the entryway dispelled the oppressive silence, slicing through his tormented thoughts like a shard of ice. Artemis entered the chamber, her brow furrowed with a mixture of concern and determination. She moved with the effortless grace of a trained Nexomancer, her steps light and purposeful. The blue light of Prime Nexomancy shimmered around her, highlighting the sharp intelligence in her eyes and the unwavering strength in her posture.

"Father," she said, her voice a melodic peace that usually soothed him, but now only amplified his anxiety. "I felt your unrest ripple through the Nexium currents. What troubles you so deeply?"

Kallus sighed, turning to face her. "It's the Voidwalker, Artemis. He consumes my every thought. I cannot sleep. I cannot think clearly. This… this entire situation…" He gestured helplessly around the chamber, encompassing the sanctuary, the planet, perhaps even the entire galaxy in his despair. "It feels profoundly wrong. Inherently dangerous. Like inviting a plague into our home."

Artemis approached him, her blue eyes, so like his own, searching his face with an intensity that made him want to flinch. "The God Emperor himself commanded us to train him, Father. You've always taught me that the Emperor's wisdom is often beyond our comprehension, that his vision encompasses the entirety of the Aculon universe. Surely, he sees something we do not."

"The God Emperor…" Kallus's voice dropped to a near whisper, laced with a hesitant treason that startled even himself. "What if even the Emperor can.. What if this… this Voidwalker is not the key, not the next chosen on, but a pawn in a horrifying game we cannot comprehend? What if he's a catalyst for destruction? The Aethermancy… it corrupts, Artemis. I've seen it, studied it for decades. It consumes the user, twists their soul, turns them into something…unnatural."

"You speak of abandoning him?" Artemis's voice was sharp, the word hanging in the air like a challenge. A hint of disbelief, even a touch of accusation, laced her words. "After all the resources we've poured into this? All the time, the effort, the faith the Emperor has placed in us… are we simply to discard him like a failed experiment?"

"Effort wasted!" Kallus snapped, his frustration boiling over like a volatile Nexium concoction. "Can't you see, Artemis? He's already tapped into the Void! The Void! He's tasted its power, felt its allure. Once that darkness takes hold, once it takes root in his soul, there is no turning back! The path to corruption is a slippery slope, and he's already taken the first step."

Artemis stood her ground, her eyes blazing with defiance. "He is still learning, Father. He is still struggling to understand his own powers, his own destiny. You said it yourself, we all study it ourselves - go master our own attunement to the Nex. It is not his fault that this happened! He did not ask for this burden, this power. He deserves a chance, a fair opportunity to learn, to control himself!" She stepped closer, her voice softening slightly. "You are the Keeper of the Nex, the most knowledgeable and experienced Nexomancer in the Imperium. If anyone can guide him, if anyone can help him control the Void, it is you! It is our duty, our purpose, our destiny to do so!"

"Destiny?" Kallus scoffed, the word dripping with cynicism. "Fate is a fickle mistress, Artemis. She enjoys playing cruel games with mortals. And sometimes, the wisest, the most courageous course of action is to defy her, to take control of our own destinies." He resumed pacing the chamber, his agitation growing with each stride. "I should have refused the Emperor's command. I should have foreseen this potential catastrophe. I was blinded by ambition, by the allure of Imperial favor. But now, I see the truth. It is too late for him now. He is already lost to the darkness."

Artemis's eyes flashed with a mixture of anger and hurt. Not only had he threatened the God Emperor's decision, which was already considered blasphemous, but he was so desperate to no longer train him, to abandon him. "That's not true! You can't just give up on him! You can't condemn him without even trying!" Her voice rose with each word, echoing the turbulent emotions swirling within her. "He's still just a boy, Father! A man thrust into a situation he didn't ask for, burdened with a power he doesn't understand. And you, his mentor, his guide, are ready to abandon him to the shadows?"

"And what do you suggest, Artemis?" Kallus demanded, whirling on her, his face flushed with a mixture of anger and guilt. "That we coddle him? That we ignore the growing darkness within him? That we pretend everything is alright while the Void slowly consumes him from the inside out? Do you not understand the stakes? This is not some childish game, Artemis! This is the fate of Eldrath, the fate of the Imperium, the fate of the universe itself that hangs in the balance!"

"And yet, you're willing to throw him away like a broken toy!" Artemis retorted, her voice laced with bitter disappointment. "That is not the Eldrath way! We are scholars, not executioners! We are supposed to nurture, to guide, to protect those who are vulnerable! We are supposed to illuminate the darkness, not succumb to it! We are supposed to be a beacon of hope, not a harbinger of despair!"

Kallus stared at her, his face a mask of conflicting emotions. The weight of his failure, the disappointment in his daughter's eyes, the looming threat of the Void… it all threatened to crush him. "He is a danger to himself, to us, to everything we hold dear! He needs to be controlled, Artemis! He needs to be contained, before he unleashes something we cannot stop!"

"Controlled?" Artemis repeated, her voice dripping with scorn. "Is that what you truly believe? That the only way to deal with the Voidwalker is to suppress him, to stifle his potential, to treat him like a prisoner?" She shook her head sadly. "That is not the way, Father. That is the way of fear, the way of ignorance, the way of destruction."

The argument hung in the air, an apparent force that threatened to shatter the delicate balance of the sanctuary. The air crackled with unspoken resentments, with the weight of years of unspoken expectations. Neither noticed the faint distortion in the shadows clinging to the wall just outside the open doorway, the subtle shimmer that betrayed the presence of an observer. A figure shrouded in a darkness that mirrored the very Void they so vehemently discussed, a darkness that masked his presence even from their enhanced senses.

The Voidwalker stood silently, a ghost in his own life. He had come seeking guidance, seeking reassurance that he was not a monster, that he was not destined to become a harbinger of destruction. But he had found only fear, doubt, and condemnation. Am I a danger? he wondered, the question echoing in the hollow chambers of his heart. Am I a broken toy, to be discarded when I no longer serve a purpose? The voices of Kallus and Artemis reverberated in his ears, each word a hammer blow against his already fragile sense of self. The weight of their judgment, the weight of their expectations, threatened to suffocate him.

Without a word, without a sound, he turned and melted back into the shadows, disappearing as silently as he had come. The weight of their condemnation settled upon him like a shroud, a suffocating blanket that extinguished the last flickering embers of hope. The whispers of the Nexium Sanctuary, that were once a source of solace and inspiration, had become a chilling prophecy, a dark omen that whispered of a destiny he was no longer sure he wanted to fulfill. As he retreated into the darkness, one question lingered in his mind, a burning ember of defiance that refused to be extinguished: If he was truly so dangerous, so irredeemable, he wondered, why hadn't they simply left him on Cyreth all that time ago?

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