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Chapter 60 - The First Time He Comes Home Without Being Asked

Home is not always a place you return to.

Sometimes, it is a direction you stop running from.

The day unfolded like any other.

The port breathed.Boats came and went.Men worked, argued, laughed, rested.The sea remained vast and unconcerned.

Kannan sat on the bench, as he always did now — not because it was a ritual, but because it had become a point of gravity. He read a few pages from his book, watched the horizon, folded the page corner absentmindedly, then unfolded it again.

He was not waiting.

He was available.

That distinction mattered.

Sara noticed it first.

"He's late today," she whispered to Arun, glancing at the far end of the dock.

Arun nodded, but didn't tighten.

"Late isn't disappearance anymore," he said. "It's just… time passing."

Kannan felt the truth of that settle in him.

He didn't scan faces.

He didn't brace.

He simply stayed.

Akshay arrived in the afternoon.

Not at the usual hour.

Not by the usual path.

He came from the town side, not the docks.

He walked slowly, hands free, no bag slung over his shoulder. His posture was different — not cautious, not coiled.

Intentional.

He spotted Kannan immediately.

Didn't pause.

Didn't circle.

He walked straight to him.

Sat.

Close.

No buffer this time.

No negotiation of distance.

Just presence.

Kannan looked at him, surprised — not by the arrival, but by the way he arrived.

"Everything okay?" Kannan asked gently.

Akshay nodded.

"Yes."

A pause.

Then, more honestly:

"I didn't go to work today."

Kannan didn't react.

Didn't ask why.

Didn't assume trouble.

He waited.

Akshay looked out at the sea.

"I woke up," he said slowly, "and for the first time in a long time… I didn't feel like I had to disappear before someone noticed me."

Kannan's throat tightened, but he kept his voice steady.

"That's a strange feeling," he said.

Akshay nodded.

"It scared me."

He glanced sideways, then back to the water.

"So I walked."

Kannan listened.

"I thought about places I've stayed," Akshay continued. "Rooms. Camps. Floors. Corners. Places where I slept."

He shook his head slightly.

"They all felt temporary. Even the one I showed you."

Kannan said nothing.

Then Akshay's voice dropped.

"But when I thought about coming here…"he hesitated, searching for the right words,"…it didn't feel like hiding."

Kannan's chest ached — not painfully, but deeply.

"Did it feel like home?" he asked softly.

Akshay considered that.

"No," he said. "Not yet."

Kannan nodded.

"Fair."

Akshay breathed out.

"But it felt like something I could walk toward… without lying to myself."

That was more than enough.

They sat together for a long time.

The bench no longer felt symbolic.

It felt incidental.

Just a place two people happened to be.

Eventually, Akshay shifted.

"I want to show you something," he said.

Kannan stood without question.

They walked — not through crowds, not through noise — but toward the quieter lanes beyond the port, where the town thinned into lived-in silence.

Akshay led.

Confidently.

They stopped outside the small room Akshay had shown him before.

Akshay unlocked the door, then paused.

He looked at Kannan.

"You don't have to come in," he said. "I just… want you to see it again."

Kannan nodded.

"I'll follow your lead."

Akshay stepped inside.

This time, he didn't hover near the door.

He moved further in.

Sat on the edge of the mat.

Waited.

Kannan stepped in only after that — careful not to cross a line that wasn't his to cross.

The room felt different now.

Not safer.

Honester.

Akshay reached for the tin box in the corner.

Opened it.

Inside were folded papers, a pencil stub, a few coins — and the sketchbook.

The same one.

Akshay picked it up.

Held it loosely.

"I carried this for years," he said. "Didn't know why."

Kannan swallowed.

Akshay looked at him.

"I think I do now."

He handed the sketchbook to Kannan.

Not as surrender.

As sharing.

Kannan accepted it with reverence.

"Thank you," he whispered.

Akshay nodded.

Then said something quietly, almost casually — but it rearranged the room.

"I don't want to sleep here tonight."

Kannan looked up.

Not alarmed.

Just attentive.

Akshay continued quickly, as if afraid the moment might overthink itself.

"I don't mean forever. I don't mean running away. I just…"

He hesitated.

"I want to see what it feels like to fall asleep somewhere else."

Kannan's voice was steady.

"Where?"

Akshay looked at him directly.

"Where you're staying."

The words landed softly.

Firmly.

Chosen.

Not asked.

Offered.

Kannan did not reach for him.

Did not step closer.

He nodded.

"Okay."

Just that.

No tears.

No disbelief.

No conditions.

Akshay exhaled — deeply, shakily — like someone setting down a weight he didn't know he'd been carrying.

That evening, they walked together toward Kannan's small rented room near the edge of town.

Sara watched them approach, stopped mid-sentence, and covered her mouth.

Arun's shoulders sagged with relief.

Jeevan turned away to give them privacy.

Ravi smiled — wide and unguarded.

Akshay stopped outside the doorway.

Looked at the door.

Then at Kannan.

Then stepped inside.

No ceremony.

No fear.

No running.

Just a young man choosing, for the first time in his life, to enter a space where he was not expected to disappear by morning.

He set his shoes aside.

Sat on the edge of the bed.

Looked around.

"This is… quiet," he said.

Kannan smiled faintly.

"Yes."

Akshay lay back slowly, eyes on the ceiling.

After a long moment, he spoke.

"You can sleep," he said. "I'm not going anywhere."

Kannan nodded.

"I know."

They turned off the light.

The room settled.

Two breaths.

Aligned.

Not clinging.

Not afraid.

Just present.

For the first time in years, Akshay fell asleep not because exhaustion demanded it…

…but because safety allowed it.

And Kannan stayed awake just long enough to witness it —

not as a victory,

not as redemption,

but as something far rarer:

a son coming home,

without being asked.

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