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The sun dipped lower, its golden light pooling across the Kamo residence beautiful, glossy, and sharp enough to cut. It clung to the fortified gates, to the tiled roofs, to the manicured gardens arranged with the kind of obsessive precision only a great clan could afford. Warmth on the surface, control everywhere; and beneath it, tension.
Kaoru gripped the reins until her knuckles blanched against the leather. She kept her gaze forward, chin lifted, posture immaculate, every inch the Zenin heir returning from a successful mission.
Inside, her mind refused to settle.
The road had been uneventful, too uneventful. Seijiro, predictably, filled the silence with his relentless barrage of teasing, as if he could keep the world from turning by sheer audacity.
"Pretty Boy, you cheated. Admit it."
"Pretty Boy, you owe me a rematch."
"Pretty Boy, you're actually tolerable after a cup of sake. Who knew?"
Kaoru had batted him away with annoyance, but her replies felt thinner with every mile. Worse, her mind kept circling back to that ridiculous contest: the press of his hand against hers, the way she had laughed—really laughed—like she wasn't a lie for a breath.
Why am I thinking about this?
Then the Kamo gates loomed closer and levity died, strangled by the weight of duty. The country was balanced on a blade: Hideyoshi Toyotomi was dead, the regents circled like carrion birds, and Tokugawa Ieyasu, backed by Zenin, was rising with frightening inevitability.
Kyoto remained the symbolic heart, but symbols didn't stop armies. Whoever controlled the spear controlled more than a weapon. They controlled fear. And fear, in a collapsing equilibrium, was everything.
The spear's presence didn't help; even wrapped and sealed, its cursed energy thrummed against her senses, a pulse like a heartbeat that wasn't hers.
The Mitsuboshi no Yari finally returning to the capital.
The weapon that could tilt councils, topple regents, and turn a border dispute into war with one "misunderstanding" too many.
Her eyes flicked sideways where Seijiro rode in silence beside her, his usual smirk still there like a mask he wore out of habit, but the tension in his jaw betrayed him. His gaze kept drifting to the spear strapped to his horse and then back to her, as if asking the question he wouldn't voice.
What happens now?
The welcome was far from celebratory.
Kamo guards met them with stiff bows and clipped instructions. No smiles, no congratulations, just the sound of reins being taken, the creak of leather armor, the careful way every pair of eyes tracked the spear before tracking Seijiro.
Kaoru's stomach tightened as she dismounted; her boots hit the cobblestone courtyard with a faint thud. The stillness wasn't peaceful, it was poised and hostile like a room full of men waiting for a verdict.
Something was wrong.
Seijiro slid off his horse in one fluid motion and reached for the spear without ceremony. His movements were slower than usual, deliberate in a way that made Kaoru's skin prickle. When he turned, the look in his eyes stopped her cold, not playful, not smug.
He stepped toward her, the spear in his hands. Its golden blade caught the dying light.
For a heartbeat Kaoru thought he would keep it and that she'd have to fight him then and there.
He had every reason to. Claim it for the Gojo clan, march it into Fushimi like a banner, use it to reinforce barriers, to show strength, to ensure it never slipped from Gojo hands again, especially after the chaos in Iga, after a kekkai had been raised on allied Zenin territory like a declaration.
Instead, he extended it to her with the faintest quirk of his brow
Kaoru hesitated. A trust she hadn't asked for, and a trap she couldn't afford to refuse.
Her fingers closed around the shaft; their hands brushed.
Her gaze snapped up, searching his face. Why would he—
"Don't read too much into it," Seijiro said lightly, stepping back, arms crossing over his dusty kosode as his smirk returned, thin, practiced, while his eyes stayed sharp. "You're better at formalities, Zenin-sama. Consider it a gesture of trust." He paused a beat, then his tone shifted, more sardonic. "Also, if anyone's going to get stabbed for holding the scary weapon, it should be you. Now, shall we make our grand entrance?"
Kaoru's lips pressed thin. Trust. The word rang hollow, and yet the gesture was real; it felt like him placing something fragile in her hands and daring her not to break it.
She adjusted her grip and moved forward. Seijiro fell into step behind her, with Rensuke and Harunobu trailing close like twin shadows.
The courtyard grew quieter with every step. Kamo sorcerers stood like statues, their faces blank, eyes weighing everything: the spear, the two heirs, the fact they were walking in together instead of one dragging the other by the collar.
Then Kaoru saw him.
Takahiro Zenin stood beneath the archway leading to the main hall, stern and framed by the dying light.
Kaoru's steps faltered. Her breath caught.
Why is he here?
Her father didn't belong in Kyoto, not now, not in the middle of a mission meant to be neutral, not in Kamo and Gojo territory, where every word spoken became ammunition.
And yet.
His black eyes locked onto hers, as if he hadn't expected her in the Kamo estate. Which was absurd; he was the one who had sent her there in the first place. Yet his presence carried the silent accusation that she had failed him simply by returning alive or not returning alone.
Seijiro stopped too, his gaze flicking between Takahiro Zenin and the elderly head of the Kamo clan standing nervously beside him. The Kamo patriarch wore a strained smile, hands folded in front of his chest like prayer, warm on paper, tense in the shoulders.
They had been arguing, that much was clear; their conversation died the moment the heirs arrived.
His instincts screamed at him. Seijiro leaned toward Kaoru, just enough that it looked like the two prodigies were sharing strategy rather than panic.
"You didn't tell me your old man would be here," he muttered, irritated, not taking his eyes off the Zenin Head.
Kaoru's throat tightened. I didn't know.
The words crowded her mouth and wouldn't come. Even if she said them, what would change? Her father's presence was already a decision made without her.
Harunobu shifted closer behind her but even he couldn't blunt the dread coiling tighter in Kaoru's chest.
The Kamo patriarch stepped forward with a voice that tried for warmth and landed like diplomacy carved out of anxiety. "Ah. Our prodigious heirs return," he announced, gesturing as if he were welcoming honored guests instead of a potential civil war into his courtyard. "A great service to us all. The retrieval of the Three Star Spear is… nothing short of legendary."
Kaoru barely heard him; her focus was on her father.
Seijiro's stance remained deceptively casual, arms crossed, weight tipped to one side like he was bored. But Kaoru knew better. He was calculating, counting bodies, measuring distances, reading cursed energy the way a swordsman read shoulders and wrists.
He leaned in again, voice like a blade's whisper. "Zenin-sama. Tell me this isn't what it looks like."
Kaoru's heartbeat thudded in her ears and she didn't answer fast enough.
And that tiny pause—one fraction of hesitation—was enough for Takahiro Zenin's eyes to narrow.
He raised a hand sharply; a signal as old as war.
Kaoru straightened instinctively. "Wait—" she started.
Too late. The courtyard erupted.
Zenin sorcerers surged forward from the side halls, blades drawn, cursed energy pushed along the edges. Cursed tchniques gathered in cupped palms, in fingers, in breaths.
Their intent wasn't vague; it was aimed squarely at Seijiro.
Rensuke appeared at Seijiro's back like a shadow, già tantō gleaming, unnerving. "Seijiro-sama," he asked quietly but urgenti, "orders?"
"Hold," Seijiro snapped, clipped. "I'm sure there's a damn good reason for this, Zenin-dono."
His posture stayed relaxed, but his Six Eyes flickered, taking in the formation, the angles, the tension in Takahiro's stance, and the Kamo Patriarch's careful position: close enough to appear as mediator, far enough to be safe.
Harunobu, though not unsheathing his katana, shifted subtly closer to Kaoru, as confused as her. She felt every eye swing to her, waiting, waiting for the Zenin heir to choose a side openly and carry the spear to the Clan Head, waiting for her to become what everyone assumed she was: a weapon pointed where her father wished.
Kaoru stood frozen with the spear in her hands. What is he doing? Is this... an attack? No. No, it can't be.
Her mind raced through the political geometry with sick clarity. If this became an open fight here, on Kamo soil, it would validate every rumor: that the great clans were uncontrollable, that neutrality was dead, that war was inevitable.
Her gaze darted to Seijiro. His pale blue eyes were locked onto her father's, a dangerous mix of contempt and fury. The glow of cursed energy gathered in his palm, a warning that sent a shiver through her.
This is escalating too fast.
If her father gave the signal—if that hand lowered—it would mean chaos. Blood. A clash that would stain the Zenin name and irrevocably damage what little remained of the truce between their clans.
Her shock wasn't feigned; she was blindsided.
Seijiro noticed.
Ah. He didn't know.
And the fact that he noticed, and that some part of him felt relief, made him furious with himself. He glanced at Kaoru: pale, rigid, grip white-knuckled on the spear. She looked like someone had pulled the floor out from under her. Of course, he didn't know. He shouldn't have doubted it, but some part of him, the part still disdained every Zenin, had wondered if Kaoru would be complicit in this mess.
And yet, it didn't ease the sting curling in his chest. Pretty boy, he thought bitterly, I gave you the damn spear. Prove I wasn't wrong.
The Kamo patriarch stepped forward now, hands raised like a gentle priest.
"Gentlemen, please," he said, voice threaded with practiced calm. "Surely this is a misunderstanding. The Kamo clan stands between you for the sakè of peace. Let us discuss matters calmly."
No one listened.
Kaoru's pulse hammered. Misunderstanding? she thought bitterly. Her father was targeting Seijiro Gojo in open defiance of every rule of neutrality. What could possibly justify this? This is a war declaration.
Seijiro turned toward Takahiro, voice dangerous. "Wow, Zenin-dono," he said, his tone polite in the way poison could be polite. "You're really doing this? Here, in the capital, of all places?"
Kaoru swallowed hard and forced her chin up. Her voice came out tight, respectful, measured, everything an heir was trained to be. "Takahiro-sama," she began, "what does this mean—"
Her father's gaze cut through her. "It is the Gojo clan," Takahiro declared, "that owes us an explanation."
From his sleeve he drew a rolled document, marked unmistakably with the mon of the Hattori clan.
Kaoru's stomach dropped; Masanari's hand, even from afar.
Takahiro snapped the seal open and held the letter aloft like a blade.
Seijiro's smirk returned out of habit, thin, sharp. "Perhaps Zenin-dono might be more specific," he said, voice dripping with mock civility. "It's hard to defend myself against… vague theatrics."
Takahiro didn't blink. "Our allies, the Hattori, under Hattori Masanari's leadership, report that under their roof, an attempt was made on my son's life." His eyes flicked toward Kaoru with dismissive cruelty. "By Seijiro Gojo."
Kaoru stiffened, her mind spinning. Masanari Hattori. You coward.
She could taste the trap now: perfectly designed to be believable without being provable, to force reactions, to create a public narrative no one could unwind later.
This wasn't just her father. This was a triangle, tightened into a noose.
Zenin Takahiro brought soldiers and the claim of righteous outrage. Hattori Masanari provided the "evidence" and the insult that made outrage plausible. The Kamo patriarch hosted it on "neutral" ground, so the act could be framed as necessary restraint instead of aggression. And in that vacuum, the only a solution would appear "reasonable." The solution would be "balance."
Balance meant Seijiro contained. Balance meant the spear kept from the Gojo after such an act toward the Zenin. Balance meant the Zenin, as Kamo allies, walking away with favorable terms and the Gojo left as disruptors and traitors of their society.
And her father would smile.
Seijiro laughed once, bitter. "Really. And I assume my father, the Gojo Clan Head was not informed of this. What a coincidence."
His gaze flicked to Kaoru and something in it tightened, an awful, irrational hope.
"Zenin-dono," Seijiro said, turning back to Takahiro, "if that's the charge, why don't we let your son clarify? He was there after all."
Every eye swung to Kaoru and her heart slammed against her ribs. Seijiro's gaze was steady, expectant, almost trusting, and that made her want to vomit. He was waiting for her to do the simple thing.
Just say it, pretty boy. Tell the truth. Say Masanari shot you. Say the Hattori tried to kill you, twice. Say this accusation is a lie.
Kaoru opened her mouth. "Takahiro-sama," she began, voice firm but strained, "it is a misunderstanding. It was Masanari Hattori who—"
"Kaoru."
Her father's voice cracked like a whip, silencing her instantly.
Kaoru's breath caught, her throat locked.
Takahiro advanced one step, scroll trembling slightly in his hand as he lifted it again. "Are you suggesting," he asked, each syllable heavy, "that our allies are traitors and liars?"
The courtyard held its breath and Kaoru's mind raced and hit walls in every direction.
He doesn't want the truth. He wants this.
If she contradicted him publicly, here, in front of Kamo and Zenin, their men, she wouldn't just be accusing the Hattori, she'd be humiliating them. Infaming allies in a forum where reputations were weapons. It would fracture Zenin–Hattori alliance at the worst possible time and brand Kaoru as a reckless heir who couldn't control her tongue or her narrative.
Worse: it would undermine Takahiro Zenin, the Clan head, in front of two great clans.
Calling him a liar in public wasn't brave, it was political suicide. That was why her father had chosen this stage.
Kaoru glanced at Seijiro; his eyes hadn't left her, but impatience had soured into something colder. He was reading her hesitation the way he read technique, fast, ruthless, personal. She wanted to explain. It's a trap. He's forcing my hand. I can't—
But explanations didn't matter in public. Only declarations did.
Kaoru's voice died in her throat.
She hesitated.
She didn't speak.
She saw the shift in Seijiro's expression like a blade turning. His smirk disappeared, his face went flat, cold, and her stomach twisted.
"Really?" he said softly, the single word laced with disappointment. The proud Zenin heir. Loyalty to the clan above all. He blinked once, his face hardening as he looked directly at her. "Guess I should've seen it coming."
He looked at her like she had just confirmed every suspicion he had ever held about the Zenin Clan.
Her fingers trembled ss she tried to explain to him that this wasn't what it seemed. Why does it feel like I'm the one holding the sword to his throat?
"As I thought," Takahiro said, satisfied. Then his hand dropped. "Take him."
Zenin sorcerers closed in.
Seijiro inhaled, and the air around him tightened, the calm before a storm. His Six Eyes flickered, weighing numbers, positions, exits. Too many Zenin. Kamo sorcerers at the perimeter. His Gojo men too far away, his father and his clan not aware of this. And If Kaoru and her father were to attack together...
If he fought here, it would become what they wanted: proof the Gojo were uncontrollable, aiming to rise above them all.
The Kamo patriarch stepped forward again, voice trembling, careful. "Gojo-sama—please. This is a precaution, a temporary measure for the balance between clans. If you resist here, it will force our hand and the nation cannot endure another fracture."
He said it like mercy. He meant it like a leash.
Seijiro scoffed, and a controlled burst of cursed energy rippled outward, forcing the closest guards to stumble back, just enough to remind them what he was, without igniting a slaughter.
Then he looked at the Kamo patriarch, and for a heartbeat his smile returned, humorless. "A precaution," Seijiro echoed. "For balance." His gaze slid to Takahiro. "Sure." He exhaled sharply and let his hands fall to his sides. "Don't bother," he said flatly. "I can walk myself to your damn cell."
Rensuke lowered his tantō at once, an acknowledgment of his master's command, eyes still wary, body still ready.
The Kamo patriarch exhaled like he'd succeeded in peacekeeping, his smile tightened, pleased. "Wise," he murmured, as if Seijiro's compliance proved neutrality rather than coercion. "Once this matter is reviewed—"
Seijiro cut him off with a look. "Save it."
He stepped forward, allowing Zenin guards to close around him. His jaw was clenched so hard it ached; he wouldn't give them the satisfaction of seeing him falter. As he passed Kaoru, his shoulder shoved hers, deliberate, cold, meeting no resistance. He had given her the spear, a gesture of trust, stupid as it was, and she had let him walk straight into this trap.
What did you expect, idiot? he thought. He's a Zenin. He made his choice the moment he froze.
His voice dropped to a harsh whisper meant only for her. "Never trust a Zenin. Just like you said." His gaze flicked to the spear in her hands. "I hope the spear was worth it, Zenin-sama."
Kaoru's mouth opened but no sound came out.
She couldn't look at him, couldn't bear the anger and the hurt she knew lived in his eyes now. She had seen Seijiro smug, arrogant, teasing, seen him laugh like war was a game. This Seijiro—betrayed—would haunt her.
He didn't wait for a response; he kept walking.
Orders were barked. The Kamo patriarch murmured. Zenin blades and cursed energy remained half-drawn. The courtyard rearranged itself around Seijiro's capture as if this had always been the plan because it was. Kaoru was just the only one not aware before that moment.
Harunobu's hand settled on Kaoru's shoulder, steady, grounding, too gentle for a retainer and too intimate for anyone else. "Kaoru-sama," he said quietly, careful, "you did what was necessary. What your position demanded."
Kaoru shook her head, grip tightening on the spear until her knuckles ached. "Did I?" she whispered, bitter. "I didn't do what I had to. I did what was expected." Her voice scraped thin. "And those aren't the same thing."
Harunobu's hand tightened briefly, then fell away; he had no reply because he knew she was right.
She stood there with the spear, heavy, sacred, mocking, in her hands, while the man who had handed it to her walked into a cell without resistance for the sake of "balance."
And all she could hear, over the rustle of robes and the polite diplomacy of the Kamo, was his whisper like a curse:
I hope the spear was worth it.
Kaoru wasn't sure it was.
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The wooden floorboards of the engawa creaked beneath Kaoru's measured steps as she moved through the Kamo residence's guests wing. The night air was cool against the exposed skin at her throat and wrists, but it did nothing to cool what was burning in her chest.
Rage.
Every lantern she passed threw warm light across beams and paper screens, turning the estate into a tableau of serenity she started do despise.
Neutral ground. Diplomatic smiles. Peaceful hospitality.
A stage.
And Seijiro Gojo, heir to one of the Big Three Jujutsu Clans, had just been marched off it in chains because the men with the best seats had decided it made for a better story.
Madness. This is absolute madness.
Her father's actions weren't just reckless, they were dangerous. The Gojo clan would not swallow it, they would respond, loudly and violently if pressed. Even if Seijiro walked to the cell without resistance, the insult would not be contained.
Kaoru's fingers tightened around the fold of her crimson kosode until the fabric creased under her nails. Her face didn't change, nor did her posture. Her breathing stayed steady. If she arrived in her father's rooms as an emotional child, she would be dismissed as an emotional child.
So she arrived as his heir: respectful, resolute, and armed—if not with steel—then with facts.
Behind her, Harunobu followed at a controlled pace, as he repeated the same words he'd said countless times before.
"Kaoru-sama. Please, reconsider," he urged again. "Think this over. Every time you've challenged Zenin-dono—"
Kaoru stopped so abruptly his next step nearly ran him into her. She turned to face him, and for a moment the mask slipped just enough for him to see how close she was to cracking.
Not hysterical. Dangerously lucid.
"I am thinking," she said, voice low, even. "I'm the only one thinking."
Harunobu's jaw tightened, fingers brushing the hilt of his katana, his eyes softened with pity, barely there. "Kaoru-sama," he tried again, softer this time, almost imploring.
It cut deeper than any reprimand.
"I know," Kaoru added, quieter. And you know I won't stop.
This wasn't a conversation and she wasn't asking permission.
She turned and continued, her steps deliberate again, each one controlled enough. The shōji ahead leaked a thin line of light; Takahiro Zenin's silhouette sat beyond it, broad shoulders, unmoving.
Kaoru paused only long enough to announce herself, voice calm and correct. "Takahiro-sama."
Silence.
It wasn't hesitation, but theater: the deliberate pause of a man reminding her who controlled the room before allowing her to enter it.
Then, finally, a low murmur: permission, as if she were a servant asking to enter rather than the heir of his clan.
Kaoru slid the door open and stepped inside.
The scent of ink was heavy, mingling with candle wax and cedar. Her father sat at a low table with a brush in hand, moving with slow strokes across a scroll as if the fate of clans wasn't unfolding at his doorstep for his own doing. He didn't look up, didn't acknowledge her. The dismissal was almost elegant in its cruelty.
Kaoru knelt and bowed, shallow but correct. The gesture felt hollow even as she performed it perfectly.
She wasn't here to be obedient. She was here to be heard.
So she waited.
And waited.
Minutes dragged by; the only sounds were the scratch of brush against paper and the hiss of candle flame. Her father's indifference was a blade pressed against her throat but Kaoru kept her hands folded on her thighs, kept her shoulders squared.
When she finally spoke, it wasn't an outburst. It was a report.
"Takahiro-sama," she began, her voice cutting through the quiet. She kept it steady, though the urgency bled through. "What does this mean?"
The brush did not pause.
"It means what it means," he said curtly, lifting an eyebrow in mild acknowledgment but refusing to meet her gaze.
Kaoru continued, each word placed carefully objective, irrefutable. "The Gojo cannot ignore a public humiliation of their heir. If you believe you are preventing conflict, you are mistaken."
Her father's brush dragged through a final stroke. Still, he didn't look up.
Kaoru's gaze sharpened, not wavering. "If they respond with force, it will become a conflict between clans. The Kamo present themselves as mediators, but even they cannot contain what follows if the Gojo decide to retaliate. Kyoto is already unstable. The council of regents is barely holding, and a public clash between Gojo and Zenin will accelerate everything."
She let the implication hang: You will be blamed for sparking war among sorcerers at the worst possible time.
Only then did Takahiro set his brush down, slowly, as if granting her words the courtesy of being acknowledged. He didn't look at her yet.
"Good," he said, mild.
Kaoru's blood chilled; the answer didn't fit the problem.
"Takahiro-sama," she pressed, still respectful, still controlled—"the point is to prevent escalation."
He finally lifted his eyes, almost bored. "I know precisely what I am doing," Takahiro said. "Your life, my son's life, was threatened under the roof of an ally we believed to be safe. I am acting accordingly. The Gojo clan has declared war."
Kaoru's chest tightened. The audacity of it, of saying it like a fact, like a weather report; her composure slipped for a fleeting moment as her voice rose, sharp and unyielding. "You know that isn't true!" she exclaimed. "Seijiro Gojo had no hand in this and I tried to tell you in the courtyard, but you—"
The sound of her father's hand slamming against the table silenced her. The ink pot toppled, spilling its contents in black tendrils across the parchment.
Kaoru flinched instinctively, hating the involuntary response.
"I know," he said, each word deliberate, each syllable a knife's edge. "And I don't care."
Kaoru stared at him, her breath catching in her throat. He knew. He knew.
"If our allies—the Hattori—have declared that Seijiro Gojo is responsible," Takahiro continued, his tone measured and clinical, "then that is the truth. To doubt them would be to question our alliances, to fracture the bonds that secure our position. Do you even understand this?"
Kaoru's heart hammered once, hard, then settled; her mind raced, each thought colliding with the next. "Then you understand this will provoke the Gojo."
His eyes lifted at last, cold, flat, and utterly unimpressed with her attempt at reason. "The Gojo," he said, as if tasting something bitter, "cannot withstand a direct confrontation against the Zenin in this moment. Not if we move as a clan, not if our allies move with us. And certainly not if the Kamo stand at our side to preserve 'balance.' And Akiteru Gojo never enter a conflict he cannot win."
Kaoru's fingers curled into her palms. "You are gambling on a war."
"I am counting," he corrected. "We will maintain the reality of strength."
Like a wound reopened, a suppressed thought rose to the surface.
Kaoru drew one slow breath. "Then let's speak of reality. Masanari Hattori attempted to kill me." This time the silence landed heavier. Kaoru leaned forward a fraction, with the quiet certainty of someone laying a trap she desperately hoped was wrong. "Twice. Poison, then an arrow. Who gave the order to Masanari Hattori?"
Takahiro's expression faltered for the briefest moment, just slightly. The brush stilled completely, his fingers tightened around it. His eyes narrowed, not with surprise, but with irritation at her audacity.
"Careful."
Kaoru's chin lifted. "I am being careful, that is why I came to you privately."
His gaze hardened. "Privately," he echoed. "After hesitating publicly."
Kaoru didn't let it derail her.
"If you want a clean pretext against the Gojo," she said, voice still measured, "you will not get it from a false accusation against Seijiro Gojo, you will get it from the truth: that a third party attempted to destabilize Iga by corrupting the land and raising a corrosive kekkai using the Mitsuboshi no Yari. We should investigate who moved the spear and activated it."
Takahiro's mouth flattened. He placed the brush down with careful deliberation, as if controlling his hands was the only restraint he still respected.
"Watch your tone," he said, dangerously low.
More dangerous than shouting because it meant he didn't need to.
Kaoru's stomach tightened. She pushed once more, because logic demanded it, because if she didn't, she would be complicit.
"It was you, wasn't it?" she pressed, her voice gaining strength. "You sent the order."
The anger she had suppressed for years clawed its way to the surface, unstoppable now that the dam had broken.
"What was in the message you sent to Hattori-dono? What did you tell him? That my death would give you a pretext? That my corpse would—"
"Enough!"
Takahiro's voice cracked like a whip, silencing her in an instant.
"You will not question me. You are my son only because I allow it."
He rose, slow and towering, and for a heartbeat Kaoru's body remembered older lessons, how quickly a room became a cage, how fast "discipline" became pain.
He stepped closer.
"You were meant to die in Iga," Takahiro said, each word deliberate, casual in its cruelty. "That was the cleanest path."
The words hit like a slap.
Kaoru's breath caught, and for a second the room tilted. The ink smell turned nauseating.
He didn't even hesitate. Didn't soften it. Didn't wrap it in "for the clan" like a prayer.
She had always known that her father saw her as a tool, a means to an end. But to know he had orchestrated her death, to hear him admit it so casually was something else entirely. She hated to acknowledge the hurt.
"You were meant to die," he repeated, eyes hard. "It would have given me a righteous cause to move against the Gojo with accusations no one could dispute. A dead heir, a violated balance, and the spear returned under Zenin authority. The Kamo, pleased to 'mediate' in our favor. A perfect chain."
Kaoru's fingers curled into her palms so hard it hurt. "As I feared," she said respectful, not angry. "It was you."
Takahiro blinked once, then leaned back slightly, as though considering whether she deserved the truth. Then he gave it to her like a gift you handed a dog: not kindness, but ownership.
Kaoru's fingers curled into her palms so hard it hurt.
"You returned," he continued, voice laced with contempt, "and you returned with that Gojo scum. You dared to hesitate in the courtyard, you dared to look like you considered his side for even a breath. In front of the Kamo. In front of the Gojo. In front of our own men." His lip curled. "You humiliated yourself. Worse, you humiliated me."
"Takahiro-sama," Kaoru began, her voice steadier than she felt. "I hesitated because the accusation is false."
"You speak as though the Gojo are not already plotting our downfall," her father interrupted her. He stepped closer, his movements unhurried but deliberate, as if savoring the control he wielded over the room. "This is about the survival and supremacy of the Zenin clan. You hesitated because you are weak."
Her eyes flared. "I am not—"
"You are," he cut in.
Kaoru felt something in her chest splinter, not surprise, not really, but the old, familiar ache of never being enough no matter what she accomplished. She had mastered Ten Shadows. She had retrieved the spear. She had survived an assassination. She had kept her face, her posture, her lies.
And still—
Still the only thing he had wanted was her death.
"You're using me as a pawn to justify a war and you call me the embarrassment?"
Just a sharp, practiced blow across her face that snapped her head to the side and lit fire along her cheek. Kaoru staggered one step, caught herself, and straightened immediately. She refused to touch the swelling bruise. She tasted blood where her lip had split.
It wasn't the first time he had struck her. She knew it wouldn't be the last.
The shame, the pain, the fury, all of it churned inside her, threatening to spill over. But she swallowed it down, locking it behind her carefully constructed composure. She met his gaze, her chin lifting defiantly even as her cheek throbbed.
"You should know by now why you will never be enough."
Kaoru went very still.
For a moment, the world narrowed to the slow, deliberate pace of her father's words.
Her lips parted, breath unsteady. "You… you've known."
He doesn't even have the decency to say it aloud, she thought bitterly. He won't even give me that.
"Knew?" He let out a quiet, humorless huff. "Of course I knew." Takahiro's gaze raked over her, clinical, assessing. "You are talented, useful, clever, yes. That is why I tolerated the humiliation, the whispers. The jokes.""
Tolerated?
As if her entire life had been a favor he granted out of practicality.
"Your mother thought she was clever," he said. "She thought she could put a mask on a problem and call it solved." His eyes narrowed. "But she gave me something I could use. A Ten Shadows user. A prodigy. A weapon. For that alone,I allowed the farce to continue."
Kaoru's hands trembled at her sides, her nails biting into her skin. She remembered them, murmurs about Takahiro Zenin's delicate heir, too pretty, too slender, too quiet, too… wrong.
Allowed the farce?
Her entire life had been built on this lie, this weight she had carried alone, and yet, even knowing the truth, her father had never seen her as more than a tool.
Takahiro's mouth curved faintly, not a smile. "Do you know what they say about my 'son'?" he said, his voice gaining a sharper edge. "The court loves a rumor and the clans love a weakness." He tilted his head. "They say you are too delicate," he continued. "Too pretty. Too slim. Too soft. They say I raised a porcelain heir. And then what?"
Kaoru's hands tremble; she kept them at her sides so he wouldn't see.
"How do you plan to preserve the illusion and secure the continuity of the Zenin bloodline at the same time?" His tone turned faintly mocking. "Will you marry? Produce heirs? Will you let the world watch you fail at being a man?"
Kaoru's lips parted but no answer came, because there was no answer he would accept. She had asked herself those questions in sleepless nights and never found an answer that didn't feel like a noose.
Takahiro watched her, and the contempt in his gaze deepened. "You see?" he murmured. "Even now, you hesitate, always soft in the wrong moments. Your failure to die when it mattered most proved that you are no longer of use to me. There are others cousins who lack your skill but possess something far more valuable." His gaze darkened. "They are what you can never be."
Kaoru felt her throat tighten, rage and humiliation tangled until she couldn't tell one from the other. No, she wouldn't cry. Not here, not in front of him. She hadn't cried since she was four and she was not starting now in front of their father.
"You would kill your only child," she murmured slowly, "to further your ambitions?"
Takahiro stepped closer, his shadow engulfing her. "You are an heir only by technicality," he said coldly. "The most useful thing you could have done for this clan, was die in Iga."
Kaoru flinched barely, the tiniest betrayal of the body.
"And you couldn't even do that," he added.
Kaoru stared at him, something inside her giving way, not loudly or dramatically.
Just… collapsing.
No matter what she did, it would never be enough. Not mastery, not loyalty, not survival.
Not even death.
Her shoulders didn't slump, but her eyes dulled for a heartbeat; that was the only surrender he got.
Takahiro noticed it anyway, and he leaned in. "Now," he said, "you will do the only useful thing left. You will be quiet," he told her sharply. "You will stop trying to correct narratives that serve us. Seijiro Gojo will remain contained long enough to force the Gojo clan into a decision that benefits us. You will take the Mitsuboshi no Yari to Edo." His tone sharpened a fraction. "And you will pray you are enough to activate it to raise a kekkai around Tokugawa territory and please our daimyo."
Takahiro stepped back, already dismissing her with his posture. "Get out of my sight. You should know by now," he said, cold, "what your role is."
Kaoru's voice came out rough but steady. "My role is to become head of the Zenin clan."
"Your role," he corrected, "is to sit down and obey while I salvage your failure."
Kaoru forced herself to stand as well, spine straight, chin lifted, even as her cheek still throbbed from the earlier strike and her chest felt like it had been hollowed out. If she couldn't be enough, then she would be spite.
"If my survival is an inconvenience, Takahiro-sama," she said, her words dripping with bitter defiance, "then I will ensure that inconvenience persists."
Her father's brow furrowed, a flicker of annoyance flashing across his face. For a brief moment, she thought she might have struck a nerve, but it was gone as quickly as it came.
"I will become the head of the Zenin clan," she declared, her tone leaving no room for doubt. "No matter how much you wish otherwise."
Takahiro's smirk returned, colder than before. "Out," he said, his tone final. Then, quieter still, as if sharing a confidence between father and son. "And next time, make yourself useful and don't come back alive."
Kaoru paused, the weight of his words settling on her shoulders. "Goodnight, Takahiro-sama," she said, voice as cold as he had trained it to be.
She slid the shoji closed behind her with controlled gentleness, as if refusing to give him even the satisfaction of a loud sound.
Only once she was back in the corridor did she exhale sharply, breath shaking. The air felt too thin, too clean, like it didn't belong in her lungs.
Harunobu was waiting, as she knew he would be. His eyes moved over her face in a single, sharp sweep; the reddening cheek; the split lip; the way her hands trembled despite her posture.
His calm cracked, just for a heartbeat, into something dangerous as his fingers twitched near his katana, then stopped because he knew she would not want a scene.
"Kaoru-sama—"
"I'm fine," Kaoru cut in, curt, moving past him.
Harunobu stepped with her, voice low. "What happened?"
Kaoru stopped and turned just enough to meet his gaze, expression unreadable, but eyes that burned. "Go to your quarters," she said, quiet but firm.
Harunobu frowned. "What are you planning?"
"It's an order," Kaoru said, and the authority in her tone landed. Then she added, because Harunobu was the only person who deserved honesty, and because she needed one last anchor before she did something stupid— "Be seen tonight."
His brow tightened in confusion.
Kaoru's mouth twisted into a bitter, almost humorless smile. "Make sure everyone sees you far from me. Laugh downstairs. Drink. Speak with the others. I will not have your wife and son on my conscience because of what I'm about to do."
His shoulders tightened. "Then I cannot—"
She held his gaze, and for a second she looked younger than an heir should ever be, cornered and furious and stubborn enough to bite fate itself.
"I'm going to do something foolish," she said softly. "That I hope—" her throat tightened "—will prevent a war. Return to your quarters. That is final."
Harunobu held her gaze for a long moment, the conflict evident in his expression. In the end, he bowed, low and precise, as if forcing himself to obey the one thing she had asked.
"As you command," he murmured, reluctant. "Kaoru-sama… do not make me regret obeying you."
Kaoru didn't wait for him to change his mind. She strode past him, her steps echoing down the engawa as she disappeared into the shadows.
If Takahiro Zenin wants me dead, she thought, he'll have to work much harder than this.
And then she was going to prove, just to hurt him, that she could be the heir he wanted.
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The Kamo clan's underground cells was all wet old stone; a faint hum pulsed through the corridors, barrier work, layered and smug, vibrating against iron bars, suppressing cursed energy.
Seijiro leaned against the metal with an air of exaggerated nonchalance, arms crossed loosely over his chest, head tilted as if he were waiting for a meal rather than sitting in a cell as a prisoner.
The wry smile on his lips was fake as ever.
It also didn't reach his eyes.
Second time in a cell in a matter of weeks; the novelty had worn off fast. He scoffed quietly, rolling his head back until it touched the bars with a dull clink.
Kaoru Zenin.
The name circled his mind like a curse he couldn't exorcise. Prodigious heir. Stoic son. The one who—in hindsight, against his better judgment—had made him think there might be a Zenin worth trusting.
The one who had stayed silent. The silence that had damned him.
"Pretty boy," he muttered, the nickname bitter now, peeling off his tongue. His hand clenched once, then he forced it open again. "So much for camaraderie."
He thought of Iga, the stupid, accidental camaraderie., the way they'd fought back-to-back without needing to talk. The banter, the ridiculous arm-wrestling match and the way Kaoru'd laughed—actually laughed—as if she'd surprised herself too.
For a second, it had felt like they were just… people. Not titles, not tools, not their fathers' weapons.
And then the damned Kamo courtyard. Kaoru's silence had been louder than any accusation.
Why am I even surprised? Trusting a Zenin, what had he been thinking? He should have known better.
Seijiro huffed a humorless laugh and pushed off the bars, pacing two steps before turning back like a restless animal; his fingers scraped the iron absentmindedly. "The spear is as good as lost and my name's dragged through the dirt," he said aloud, because silence was worse. His gaze flicked to Rensuke, seated cross-legged in the corner with infuriating calm. "The Kamo will handle it to the Zenin 'for safekeeping,' of course. Zenin-dono gets exactly what he wanted. I'm sure he's sleeping like a baby tonight."
Rensuke cracked one eye open. "Better not to aggravate the situation further, Seijiro-sama."
Seijiro barked a laugh without mirth. "Aggravate? I wouldn't dream of it." He turned toward the Kamo guards posted outside the bars, their faces blank, their posture perfect, their neutrality performed like theater. "Oi. This is what neutrality looks like now? Locking me up because Takahiro Zenin and Masanari Hattori told you a bedtime story?"
The guards didn't flinch.
Their silence only made his grin twist sharper. "You're making your old man look real bad," he added sweetly.
Nothing.
Seijiro leaned back against the bars again, running a hand through his disheveled silver hair. "Neutrality my ass," he muttered.
Rensuke exhaled, slow and unimpressed. "You're not helping."
"Who says I'm trying to?" Seijiro shot back automatically, easy, practiced, except the flicker of humor didn't reach his eyes, either.
Because the problem wasn't the guards. Or the Kamo. Or even the ugly spear.
It was Kaoru.
The way she hadn't met his gaze in the courtyard, the way guilt had clung to her like rain-soaked fabric while she still did nothing.
He could almost forgive malice, malice at least meant choice. Guilt meant she understood and still obeyed.
The knot in his chest was inconveniently tight.
You're a fool, Seijiro.
A faint shift in cursed energy cut through his thoughts like a blade. His Six Eyes zeroed on it as the air rippled in the lantern's glow, the corridor's darkness thickening for a heartbeat.
"Rensuke," Seijiro murmured, voice dropping.
The heavy door to the cell block exploded open with a crack so loud it shook dust from the stone. A massive black form surged through, a shikigami, one Divine Dog, blood-matted fur and eyes bright.
The first guard didn't even have time to shoutin alarm; jaws closed around his throat.
Then, a wet sound, a spray of red across stone.
The second guard drew his blade, infused Cursed energy in the steel; too slow.
A cloaked figure rose from the shadows like the floor itself had opened. Steel flashed once, a Cursed energy infused katana slid beneath the guard's jaw with clean precision, the tip erupting between them eyes.
The body collapsed, boneless.
Seijiro's posture snapped from lazy to lethal in an instant. His gaze locked on the Divine Dog, then on the figure.
Ten Shadows. No question.
And when the cloaked figure shifted, just slightly, the familiarity hit like a punch.
Kaoru Zenin.
Seijiro's mouth curved into a cold, humorless smile; she looked exactly like what his father would expect her to be.
An executioner.
The thought hit fast: He's here to finish the job.
His brain immediately followed with the reflexive arrogance that had kept him alive his entire life.
Fine. Let him try.
He was stronger than her, everyone knew that.
…Right?
The certainty held for half a second, then snagged. A doubt, quick as a knife-tip: the way she'd fought in Iga, the way her cursed energy moved, the way she'd looked at him not like she feared him, but like she measured him.
Seijiro exhaled, slow, and decided he would very much prefer not to test that theory.
"Wow," he drawled, voice smooth enough to hide how fast his heart was beating. "Pretty Boy. Here to finish the job? Another misunderstanding in the Zenin household?"
The hood hid most of her face, but he didn't need it; the stiffness in her shoulders, the way she held herself trying not to shake.
She didn't answer. Instead, she crouched, fingers moving efficiently as she fished the keys from the dead guard's belt. Outside, rain hammered the earth hard enough to sound like applause.
"Kaoru Zenin," Seijiro said again, sharper this time. "What are you—"
"Shut up, there's no time," she cut in, voice clipped, controlled. "Get your men and leave. Horses are waiting outside."
The command was so direct it threw him for a fraction of a second.
She stepped to the lock. Metal clicked and the cell door swung open.
Seijiro didn't move immediately; he watched her in the light as the hood slipped back, and the sight of her face made something ugly twist behind his ribs.
A bruise bloomed dark across her cheek; her lip was split—again. Rainwater clung to her lashes, to loose strands of black hair plastered to her skin, and there was blood spattered across her cloak that belonged to more than just two Kamo guards.
His first thought was petty.
Serves him right. Whatever trouble he got into, it's his mess to deal with.
Then, immediately, something far more irritating rose under it; stupid, unwanted concern.
"Who did this to you?" The question escaped before he could stop it.
Kaoru's eyes flicked to his for a fraction of a second, enough to confirm she heard it, enough to refuse him. "Save your pity, Gojo-sama," she said flatly. "I don't need it."
The dismissal stung more than it had any right to. He should have let it go; should have laughed in her face, grabbed his men, and vanished into the rain with a promise of vengeance.
Why should I care? She hadn't cared in the courtyard. She had let him stand there, accused and surrounded, without so much as a single word in his defense.
But his eyes kept going back to the bruise. To the way she didn't flinch when she stepped over bodies. Did it erase the sting of her silence in the courtyard? Not even close. But it complicated things in a way he didn't want to think about.
"What the hell are you doing?" he muttered, quieter, almost to himself.
Kaoru turned away as if his questions were irrelevant. "Move," she ordered, unlocking the next cell where the rest of the Gojo delegation awaited.
The Gojo men filed out with hesitation, eyes darting between Kaoru, the dead Kamo guards, and Seijiro, unsure whether this was rescue or a more elaborate trap. Rensuke was the last to leave, gaze narrowed, pausing just long enough to take Kaoru's measure before slipping into the corridor.
Seijiro still didn't move.
He stood there, arms crossed, planted on the cold stone like stubbornness itself, staring at Kaoru's back..Under the thin lantern light, her face looked softer in a way he didn't like noticing; the bruise made her look breakable.
Except Kaoru Zenin didn't do breakable, she did stubborn and survival.
The Divine Dog sat beside her like a loyal shadow, blood streaked across its muzzle and Kaoru finally exhaled, slow and controlled, turned to face him properly.
Their eyes met and for a moment the cell, the bodies, the barrier, everything blurred at the edges.
"Seijiro-sama," Kaoru said, formal, correct, loaded. "If there is any chance to prevent a war between our clans… I'm asking you to take it. If your father hears of this—"
"He's already heard," Seijiro cut in, voice clipped, because he could not afford softness here. Softness got you killed. "You think the accusations, the spear, and the blood on this floor are going to stay quiet?" He gestured sharply at the bodies. "This is louder than a battlefield."
Kaoru's mouth tightened; she didn't argue with him and that alone was unsettling.
Instead, she stepped closer, one pace, careful, like she was approaching a skittish animal. "Then make him stop," she said, voice low. "Please."
Seijiro's laugh came out rough. "You're asking me to swallow this humiliation and leash my father? Do you even know him—"
"I'm asking you," Kaoru said, and there was something brutally honest in it, "to do what I cannot."
That landed harder than a slap because he understood it. He understood being too young to control a clan that wore your name like a banner, he understood watching older men decide wars with a flick of the wrist while you were expected to smile and carry the weapon.
He also understood the scale of what had already been set in motion.
"My father won't pass over this," Seijiro said, quieter now, the words reluctant like a confession. "Not really. And he never goes to war he know he'll lose, even if it takes years."
Kaoru's eyes sharpened. "I know." her voice lowered, quieter than before. "But if your father responds with force, my father will match it. And the Kamo will 'mediate' while they count bodies and call it balance."
Her voice didn't wobble but her hands did, just slightly, barely visible, trembling at her sides as if her body was betraying what her face refused to show.
Seijiro stared at her. He wanted—stupidly, irrationally—to see her as separate from Takahiro Zenin. He had seen it in Iga, he'd seen the way she fought, the way she thought.
In the courtyard she'd been silent and now in blood and rain, here she was standing in front of him asking him to stop a war?
And Seijiro—damn him—believed her.
He inhaled, long and controlled; his jaw tightened until it hurt. He didn't want to promise her anything. Promises were binding vows in everything but name, and he was not naïve enough to think he could truly control the Gojo head.
But he also knew what war would mean.
And he knew, deep down, that if he didn't try, he'd regret it in ways that would rot in him for years.
"Fine," he said at last, voice tight, irritated, because he couldn't let it sound like softness. "I'll talk some sense into him."
Kaoru's breath hitched, a tiny sound she tried to swallow; her eyes stayed hard, but something in them loosened, as her gaze dropped for a moment, her thumb brushing against her lower lip, a nervous habit Seijiro had noticed before, though he wasn't sure he liked what that said about him.
Seijiro lifted a finger as if warning her. "Don't misunderstand. I'm not doing this for the Zenin. I'm doing this because if my father goes for your throat, your father will go for his, and then the whole country gets to watch two clans tear each other apart while the Kamo smile politely."
Her lips twitched once, bitter. "I know."
After a moment, Seijiro stepped past her toward the exit, rain-scented air spilling into the corridor. Then he stopped at the threshold and turned back, because he couldn't help himself. "And you? Are you going to be...?"
"Good," Kaoru cut him off, straightening her shoulders. "I'll deal with my father. This is my problem, not yours."
Seijiro barked a laugh that wasn't amused. "That sounds like a terrible plan," he said, eyes cutting to the bruise again. "Don't go dying before I get the chance to call you an idiot properly."
Kaoru's expression flickered, annoyance, disbelief, something almost like that brief Iga camaraderie trying to surface. "It's the only plan," she replied firmly, her voice regaining its edge. "Now go, before anyone realizes what's happened."
Seijiro studied her for a moment longer. He hated how much he wanted to believe her, to see past the betrayal in the courtyard. He hated that despite everything, he didn't want to leave her there, bruised and bleeding, to face whatever hell awaited her.
What can I do? Bring him back to the Gojo estate? That's rich. He wouldn't listen.
"Fine," he said at last, his voice tight with frustration. His men were waiting, and he couldn't risk their lives for the sake of... whatever this was.
The rain beyond the threshold was a steady roar now, the air cool and sharp against his face as he crossed into the open. But just as he stepped into the downpour, he felt a hand close around his wrist.
Slowly, he turned, the water soaking through his kosode as he faced her again. Kaoru's fingers tightened around his wrist for a second, a reflex she immediately tried to disguise.
"I'm sorry for the silence," she said, voice almost lost under the rain. "For what it's worth."
Seijiro stared at her, his emotions a tangled mess he didn't have the energy to unravel. He hated that it mattered. Forgiveness wasn't something he gave lightly, and yet...
It wasn't much. It wasn't enough. But it was honest.
"Damn it," he muttered, rough. "You're making this hard."
Kaoru's lips twitched, a faint, bittersweet smile breaking through her exhaustion. She let go of his arm, stepping back into the doorway. "Move out," she urged, her tone firm but not unkind.
Seijiro hesitated for a fraction of a second longer before turning away. "Let's hope you know what you're doing."
Kaoru's gaze softened, just a flicker. "Thank you."
"Don't thank me yet," Seijiro muttered, stepping back into the rain at last. "I'm still mad at you."
Without another word, he stepped out, the rain poured around him as he rejoined his men, the cold biting into his skin. He didn't look back, but he felt Kaoru's eyes on him
Behind him, Kaoru stood there, watching them go. Her shoulders slumped slightly, the tension draining from her body as the rain mixed with the blood on her face.
Yeah. Let's hope I know what I'm doing.