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Chapter 210 - Chapter 210 — The Cost of Choosing Pain

The space did not calm down again.

It waited.

1. After the Pain, Nothing Snaps Back

Qin Mian stayed on the ground, breathing hard. Her chest hurt. Her head rang. Every emotion she had forced back into herself burned like a reopened wound.

But she was awake.

Too awake.

The calm Yin Lie had built did not return. It hovered at the edges, unsure whether it was still allowed.

Yin Lie stood a short distance away, unmoving.

Ice crept slowly along his forearms, then stopped.

Not spreading.

Not retreating.

Paused.

"That reaction," he said quietly, "was not predicted."

Qin Mian laughed weakly.

"Good."

2. Yin Lie Feels the Weight Again

Something inside Yin Lie hurt.

Not sharply.

Not cleanly.

It was heavy, like pressure on the chest that came with memory.

He pressed his fingers into his palm.

The sensation mattered.

That realization unsettled him more than the pain itself.

"I can feel delay again," he said.

Qin Mian looked up.

"Delay?"

"Yes." He searched for the right words. "Before acting. Before adjusting."

He didn't say it—but they both knew.

That delay was choice.

3. The Anchor Struggles to Keep Shape

Inside Qin Mian, the Anchor trembled.

Its feedback loops no longer aligned smoothly. Control signals tangled with emotional spikes. Stability calculations failed to converge.

It did not break.

It strained.

Qin Mian hugged herself.

"It's angry," she whispered.

Yin Lie shook his head.

"No," he corrected.

"It's confused."

4. The Third Shifts Its Attention

The fractured sky rippled faintly.

Not in warning.

In interest.

The Third adjusted its internal assessment—not downgrading them, not rejecting them, but changing the category entirely.

They were no longer a stabilized anomaly.

They were an unstable pair.

And that meant new outcomes were possible.

Not safer ones.

5. Yin Lie Makes a Different Kind of Protection

Yin Lie stepped closer.

The space resisted him slightly, as if unsure whose rules applied now.

He stopped two steps away from Qin Mian.

"I will not reduce your emotional range again," he said.

Her breath caught.

"But," he continued, "I will not absorb it for you either."

She nodded slowly.

"I don't want you to."

His eyes focused on her face, sharper now, heavier.

"If you choose pain," he said, "you carry it."

"And you?" she asked.

A pause.

"I carry the consequences."

6. The World Feels More Dangerous Again

The ground beneath them shifted subtly.

Not rejecting.

Not protecting.

Just unstable enough to remind them that nothing was held in place anymore.

Qin Mian stood, unsteady but determined.

"I don't want a safe world if I disappear inside it," she said.

Yin Lie answered without hesitation.

"Then this world will hurt you."

She met his gaze.

"I know."

7. A New Kind of Boundary

Yin Lie did not rebuild the old protection zone.

Instead, something thinner formed—less absolute, less controlling.

A boundary that did not erase danger.

It marked it.

Qin Mian felt it immediately.

Fear sharpened.

Awareness expanded.

This was not shelter.

It was warning.

"You changed it," she said.

"Yes," Yin Lie replied.

"This boundary does not decide for you."

8. The First Consequence Arrives

Pain flared suddenly in Qin Mian's chest.

Not from the Anchor.

From outside.

A pressure wave rippled through the broken space, distant but real.

Something had noticed the instability.

Not the city.

Something else.

Yin Lie turned sharply.

"…Movement," he said.

Qin Mian's heart raced.

"From where?"

He looked toward one of the sky gaps.

"From a place that assumes weakness."

9. Yin Lie Does Not Optimize the Response

Before, he would have acted instantly.

Now—

he waited half a second.

Long enough to confirm Qin Mian was standing.

Long enough to check her eyes.

"Stay close," he said.

Not a command.

A request.

She stepped beside him.

"I'm here."

10. The Third Records a New Pattern

The space stabilized just enough to allow what came next.

Not to protect them.

But to observe.

The Third accepted the new configuration:

Two unstable variables.

No dominant control.

Mutual risk acknowledged.

Viable.

For now.

End of the Chapter

Qin Mian chose pain—and kept it.

Yin Lie chose not to erase it—and accepted the weight that followed.

The calm was gone.

The safety was gone.

The certainty was gone.

What remained was something far more dangerous:

A shared decision

made without optimization,

without permission,

in a world that no longer promised

to forgive mistakes.

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