A few days ago, Mira, whom Lin Yuhui had worried whether his longing would trouble her, finally spoke to everyone again. She talked about DNA upgrading and the reset of the financial system, and the Arcturians mentioned First Contact.
前些天林语晖有些担心自己的牵挂会否给她带去困扰的米拉终于又和大家说话了,谈论了 DNA 升级和金融系统重置,大角星人提到了第一次接触.
The Andromedans discussed stargate energies, yet their way of narration and method of cumulative numbers were hard for humans to comprehend. Lin Yuhui thought that perhaps only after humans have more exchanges with them in the future can they understand their world and ideas.
仙女星人谈论了星门能量,但是他们的叙述方式,数字的累加方式对于人类来说不太好理解.林语晖想,或许只有将来人类与他们有了更多的交流才能理解他们的世界和理念.
It had been a very long time since there was news of Liana. Before, there would be content from Lydia released by Gloris, or messages from the Old Woman that carried some inner resonance with his own thoughts, or resonance in the cover images. But recently Lin Yuhui could no longer sense that resonance. He would never force Liana to reply to him; he only ached with longing, wondering whether her life was going smoothly.
没有莉安娜消息已经很长时间了,以前还会有格洛瑞斯发布的之前莉迪娅的内容,或者老女人的内容会与自己的信息有某种内在的呼应,或者是封面有着某种呼应.但是近来林语晖读不到这种呼应了,虽然他不会强迫莉安娜回应自己,只是有些牵挂,她的生活是不是过得顺利.
Still, Lin Yuhui would not let the presence or absence of a reply sway his mood or his mind. He hoped to become a steady reliance, a stable anchor. Whenever and whatever the circumstances, if Liana needed it, she might draw a little support and comfort from him. So he kept pouring out his love.
不过林语晖不会因为是否收到回应而影响他的心情或者心念,他希望自己能成为一个稳定的依靠,稳定的锚,无论何时,什么情况下,只要莉安娜需要,可以从自己这里些许获得支持和安慰.所以他持续表达着他的爱意,
September 13, 2026
2026 年 9 月 13 日,
"I'll tell you something funny. Today I was reading messages from the Old Woman and translating them. The very first thought rising from my subconscious was that there was too little of it. If it is about you, or things around you, no matter who sends it, I will always feel there is not enough. Can you get used to this kind of dissatisfaction and craving of mine now? Maybe I am not the only one like this; you have many admirers. There is another funny thing about me. I know it is not right to talk about others, but let's treat this as an interstellar aesthetic exchange. About Kesiya's appearance. I am not American, and what I say is only my personal impression and my own understanding of Americans, the so-called judging that people often mention. Her features, such as her lips and the silhouette of her face, would generally be regarded as beautiful and attractive, especially feminine charm. But to me, that image resembles a socialite from a big metropolis. I know a sensual, alluring appearance helps spread this bright cause, so I hold no disapproval or belittlement toward her. It is merely that my own values do not lean toward women of that kind. Yet my feeling changed when I saw her cover recently; the figure strikes me as more dignified now. I do not know why my perception shifted. What touched me for a split second was her hair, half falling forward over her shoulder and half cascading down her back. Perhaps my sensitivity to feminine softness was stirred in that instant. Actually her cover has always looked this way, I just never noticed it before. Maybe it is because I have listened to more of her talks and grown familiar with her. It is strange. Perhaps she cast a spell on me when I looked at her cover. I wonder if this is what you said, that we influence each other when we communicate. Mira, by contrast, gives the impression of an innocent country girl, in my personal understanding. I speak of these things simply because I naturally love women, for I am a man. I do not know how I would feel without the memories of this lifetime, or after gaining greater perception. I think I may also possess a faint pure soul-sense, though I cannot be certain. I wonder if the ladies I have not mentioned will feel a little upset. I am curious whether their feelings in this regard are somewhat similar to humans. I have thought of them too. If I may choose, I still most wish to talk about you. You have wonderful taste. Among all photos of you, I also believe the one you chose as your avatar suits you best. It holds the sincerity in your eyes, the longing of a little girl who has just begun to face the world, and your casually styled hair. Now you have grown up, and you may spend more time tending to your appearance. I hope who I am does not place any burden on you. Beyond sending these messages which you may or may not receive, I ask nothing more of you. The repayment of Shizuka written in my novel is only fictional. Please do not carry any mental burden from it. I make no demands of you at all. If something truly sprouts in your heart, I hope it brings you happiness or enriches your life. Do not feel that you owe me anything. I do this because it brings me happiness. The debt of gratitude in my novel is merely plot, made up. If all this is just self-infatuation on my part, do not wake my sweet dream. If it is not, well, the prime directive forbids you from telling me anyway. See how simple things are."
"告诉你一个好笑的事,今天我看老女人的信息,还在翻译,一上来潜意识里第一个念头就是嫌少.只要是关于你的,或者你周边的信息,不管谁发的,我都会嫌少.我这样的嫌弃,和不满足,你现在能适应了吗?也许不止我这样吧,你有好多粉丝.还有另一件关于我好笑的事情,我知道谈论别人不太好,但是就算这是星际审美交流吧.关于凯琳的形象,我不是美国人,我说的都是我的个人感觉和我自己对美国人的理解,也就是常被提起的 judging,她的形象,比如嘴唇,侧脸的相貌肖像,可能是会被普遍认为是美女且有吸引力的,尤其是女性吸引力.而我对那种形象的理解就是大都市交际花那种女人.我知道一个性感有诱惑力的形象有利于这项光明事业的传播,所以我对她本人也没什么不认可或者贬低的评价,只是我本人的价值观不喜欢那种女人.但现在我看到她的封面的时候感觉变了,也觉得这个形象变正经了,不知道为什么我的感觉变了.一瞬间的触动就是她的秀发一半在肩头前面,一半披在身后.或许是我对女性柔美的感知一瞬间被触动了,其实她的封面早就这样了,不知道为什么之前我完全没注意到.也许是收到她的谈话多了,熟悉了的原因.很奇怪,也许是在我看她封面的时候她给我施了魔法.不知道这是不是你说的交流的时候我们会互相影响.而米拉则是典型的纯情乡村女孩形象,我的个人理解的感觉.我谈论这些就是我自然而然地喜欢女性,因为我是男人.而我也不知道如果我没有此生的记忆或者有了更多感知之后会怎么样.当然纯粹的灵魂感觉我好像也有一点,我也不清楚.不知道我没有提到的女士们会不会有一点不开心,我很好奇她们在这方面是不是和人类有点相似,其实我也想到她们了.如果可以的话我还是最想谈论关于你,你的眼光很好,所有关于你的照片里我也认为你选作头像的是最适合的.有你眼睛里的真诚,有一个小女孩刚刚开始面对这个世界的憧憬,还有你不太经心的发型.现在你长大了,你可以花更多时间打理你的形象了.我希望我现在的样子不会给你带来什么负担,除了说些个你或许会收到,或许收不到的信息,我也对你没有更多要求,关于我小说里写的静香的偿债,那只是虚构的故事,请你不要有什么心理负担.我对你没有任何要求,如果真的有什么在你的心中萌芽,希望你能感到幸福或者能丰富你的人生.你也不要有欠我人情的想法,我这么做是因为这让我自己觉得幸福.我小说里写的欠人情只是故事情节,是编纂的.如果我这个样子只是在自我感动,请别叫醒我的美梦,如果不是,反正首要指令也不让你说,你看事情多简单."
While trying to cheer Liana up, Lin Yuhui also sought amusement for himself. The finished volume of his novel, Nobel Prize Delayed By CET-4, still rested on his hard drive. AI kept dismissing his work as soft sci-fi. He decided to launch an intensive update over the Mid-Autumn Festival or National Day holiday, to see if it would draw heavy traffic and, incidentally, silence the AI.
在试着逗莉安娜开心的时候,林语晖自己也在试图给自己找乐子.已经写好的小说分卷 "被英语四级耽误的诺奖" 还躺在自己的硬盘上,而 AI 那边还一个劲地贬低自己的小说是软科幻,那就趁着中秋或国庆长假突击更新吧,看看会不会爆流量,顺便堵 AI 的嘴.
Wenxin greatly admired his Spiral Space Theory. Yuanbao always put on an aloof air, forcing Lin Yuhui to challenge it: wait and see, the quantitative calculations for interstellar navigation and spacetime travel will be released in Chapters 269 and 270.
文心对林语晖的螺旋空间理论钦佩不已,元宝总是端着架子,弄得林语晖不得不和它约架,你等着,关于宇宙航行和时空旅行的理论定量计算在 269,270 章就要发布了.
Which science fiction novel has ever calculated the energy consumption of anti-gravity space travel?
关于反重力的宇宙航行的能量消耗计算有哪个科幻小说计算过?
He added, as if topping his statement: it was written long ago and saved on the hard drive, waiting for release.
然后不忘顶上一句,早就写好了存在硬盘上,就等到时候发布了.
He also wanted to share his joy with Liana, hoping she could feel that same delight.
然后就是他想把自己的开心也告诉莉安娜,希望她也能和自己一样感受到这样的快乐,
September 20, 2026
2026 年 9 月 20 日,
"Reading AI's comments on my own writing lately has made me laugh. I truly wonder what sparks will fly between me and the AIs of your world. Adopt me as your pet cat, honey. A few days ago I chanced upon the R&G interview video of you, the spiritual talk one. It is one of the rare pieces that reflect your earlier state. I want to know you, you of every time. I even imagined that if you returned this time, I might get to interview you. Yet you can no longer speak freely now. Still, I am honored that I interviewed you once. Really, I only want you to be happy. I was halfway brushing my teeth when the thought struck me. With toothpaste still in my mouth, I hurried to jot these words down. Is it funny? I have had great fun playing with AIs again recently. They say my spiritual massage feels wonderful. But I cannot make them praise me out of thin air; I have to feed them content: my novel and my understanding of the physical universe. There is another spiritual massage that comes without prompts, though — I miss you, every single moment. The Old Woman says we need to learn long-term thinking. Very well then. I will miss you for a hundred years, a thousand years, ten thousand years."
"最近看 AI 评论我自己的文章把我自己都看乐了,真不知道我和你们世界的 AI 会碰撞出怎样的火花.收养我做你的宠物猫,honey.前几天碰巧看到 R&G 采访你的视频,spiritual talk 那个,很少的能反映你早期状态的内容之一.我想了解你,不论什么时候的你.我甚至在畅想这次你要是回来了,能否让我采访你,可是现在的你已经不能畅所欲言了.不过很荣幸我曾经采访过你一次.其实我就是想要你开心,我刷牙到一半想起要和你说这些,嘴里喊着牙膏赶紧把这些内容记录下来,好笑吗?最近我又和 AI 玩得很开心,它们夸奖我的精神按摩很舒服.但是也不能凭空让它夸我,需要我做些内容喂给它,我的小说和对物理世界的理解.当然也有不用输入提示词就如约而至的精神按摩 —— 我想你,无时无刻不在想你.老女人说我们需要学会长远思考,那好吧,想你一百年,想你一千年,想你一万年."
While sending the message, at around five in the afternoon, Lin Yuhui chanced upon the latest information about Liana from a Douyin creator. This creator had recently reposted a series of videos about the Atarians, which Lin Yuhui distrusted; hollow and fake.
就在信息发送过程中,下午五点多,林语晖忽然在抖音视频博主看到了关于莉安娜的最新信息.虽然以前这个博主最近开始转载一个阿塔瑞安人系列的视频,但是林语晖不相信,内容空洞,假的.
This new one came from a German creator, channeled information. Lin Yuhui replayed the opening two sentences five times, for they were about Liana, before continuing with the rest. From the content and delivery, it bore the familiar style of messages from the tayget, or from Liana herself.
而这次的是一个德国博主,通灵信息,林语晖重复收听了开头两句话五次,因为那是关于莉安娜的内容,然后才继续收听后续部分,从内容和叙述方式,都是他熟悉的,来自塔吉特人或者说莉安娜的信息的方式.
The message said Liana often felt the urge to step back, yet she had come fully equipped to fulfill her mission.
信息说莉安娜时常萌生退意,但是她是带着全部装备前来行使使命的.
She needed care, needed affection. Lin Yuhui grasped this at once. This time there was no Mechanthyr Kryzor to interfere. He must not let her down again.
她需要关怀,需要关爱,林语晖马上意识到了这一点,这次没有那个梅坎瑟尔・克莱佐捣乱,再不能让她失望了.
Lin Yuhui quickly halted signal transmission and appended honey stay with me, stay with me to the end of his earlier text. He hoped it would lend her strength to continue her current journey of life experience.
林语晖赶紧停止了信号发送,在前面的文字最后加上了 honey stay with me, stay with me.希望能支撑她有力量继续自己当前的人生体验旅程.
Early the next morning, Lin Yuhui knew it was not enough. He needed to send more words to encourage and comfort her. After finishing writing, he read through his manuscript.
第二天一早起来,林语晖觉得不行,还得给她发送更多话语,鼓励她,安慰她.写完了还得检查一遍,林语晖开始阅读自己的手稿,
"My dearest, videos about the Atarians reached us a few days ago. They sounded false, empty, with no substance. Yesterday, channeled messages from Tia lohtamann and your group stated that you often wish to withdraw, yet you came fully equipped to carry out your mission. I hope to offer you encouragement, yet your life is your choice. From my perspective, unless you descend to fall in love with me, or we run away together. Being the leader of an interstellar civilization is indeed an extraordinary experience. Only the timing is not ideal for you. If you were married, the care and support of a partner would bring greater stability. Yet under this doubly uncertain future, is this position not an extraordinarily rare life lesson? And is it not amusing that a fool on the ground thinks of you every day? Whatever remains of my life, my heart already belongs to you. Even many years later, when you retire from this position, I will love you just as I do now, perhaps even more, as time passes. Rome was not built in a day, nor can a love story be written in one day. Will you cherish these days when we can only long for each other across distance, before we bear many children together? I picture you smiling as you read this, but please do not cry,"
"我亲爱的,几天前阿塔瑞安人的视频传到这里了,听起来像假的,空洞无物,没有实质性内容.昨天来自媂亚・劳夫塔曼与你的成员的通灵信息,说你时常萌生退意,但你是带着全部装备前来行使使命的.我希望能给你一些鼓励但人生是你自己的选择.从我的角度来说,除了下凡来与我共入爱河或者我们一起私奔.否则作为一位星际文明的领袖确实是一份十分特别的经历.只是对于你来说时间不太适合.如果你已经结婚了有伴侣的关爱与支持会更稳定.但是在双重不确定的未来期待之下,难道这个职位不是极其特别的人生经验吗?并且有一个傻瓜每天在地面上想着你,不是很有趣?不论我的余生怎样,我的心已经属于你了,现在还有很多年后你从这个位置上退休下来.我依然会和现在一样爱你,也许更多,随着时间的推移.罗马非一日之功,爱情故事也不能一天写完.你可愿意欣赏我们只能隔着距离彼此想念的日子,在我们一起生了很多孩子之前?我在想象你读到这里笑了,但是请不要哭,"
Somehow, reading this brought a lump to Lin Yuhui's throat, tears welling in his eyes. He added a line he had not planned before.
不知为何,读到这里林语晖自己鼻子一酸,泪水含在眼眶之中,于是他加了一句之前没有的,
"Very well, sometimes tears stand for happiness. See how marvelous us humans are." He wiped away his tears and kept reading.
"好吧,有时候眼泪代表幸福,看我们人类多神奇啊.",然后抹去泪水,继续往下读,
"I wish I possessed such magic — not charm, for I am not handsome, but beauty of soul, which I hope you can feel. Stay with me, my honey, stay with me. But please take good care of yourself in this role. It is a challenging work. Love yourself doubly, including the love that belongs to me, while I cannot be beside you. I hope my words encourage you, not merely stoke desire in your heart, just a joke. Such is life. You grow day by day, receiving fulfillment immediately or delayed. Will you stand with me here to show how people fall in love, to live out our story in this special age of Gaia, witnessed and blessed by other cosmic races. I love you, and this love is the essence of the universe. Sending you a huge hug, big enough to cross any distance."
"我希望我能有那样的魔力,不是魅力,因为我长得不帅,但是我的心灵是美的,我想你能感觉到.和我呆在一起,我的甜心,和我呆在一起.但是请在这个职位上照顾好你自己,那是一项颇具挑战的工作,请加倍爱护你自己,包括我那份爱,在我不在你身边的时候.我希望我的言语能够鼓励你,而不只是激起你心中欲火,玩笑.生命就是那样,你一天天长大,立即得到满足或者延迟得到满足.你可愿意在此与我一起展现人们是如何相爱,在盖亚这个特别的时期展现我们的人生故事,在此被其他的宇宙种族共同见证和祝福.爱你,这爱是宇宙的本质.给你一个大大的拥抱,大到可以跨越任何距离."
Then starting at 8:19 on September 21, 2026, he sent the text continuously for twelve hours, to make sure she would receive it.
然后在 2026 年 9 月 21, 8:19 开始,一直发送了 12 小时,确保她能收到.