Stop me
It was three in the morning, and the city still felt alive
All 4 of them were now outside that loud, buzzing atmosphere.
Smart was completely confused by Jin's words
Jin and Ren leaned against the car, each lighting a cigarette, their eyes fixed on Smart and Leo standing across from them.
Leo reached out his hand, asking Ren for a cigarette since his own pack was already finished.
"You've smoked enough for today," Ren's harsh voice cut through the air.
*Leo gave a sarcastic smile and, looking Jin straight in the eyes, reached his hand toward him.
Jin stared back at him coldly and said,
"At moments like this, someone else decides for you."
"Jin, what the hell are you saying?" Leo snapped, irritated.
"I'm still not over what you did… and the fact that you came here with Smart without telling me.
So now I'll let Ren deal with you.
Honestly, I even hope he punishes you on my behalf," Jin thought.**
*Ren grabbed Leo by the hand.
"Do you know what's waiting for you later?"
Leo didn't even flinch.
"Yeah, I know. A warm shower in my apartment and a comfortable sleep for the rest of the day."
Smart heard that and smiled softly.
" "Ah, thank God I'm not in Leo's place right now."
He glanced at Leo just to tease him.
Jin noticed and thought to himself,
"Just wait… your days will come too. Maybe even worse than this…"
*Ren looked Leo in the eyes and motioned for him to come closer.
Leo stepped forward, and Ren grabbed him tightly by the waist, pulling him in.
"Then get ready for that warm shower."
"Smart, give me the car keys."
"Oh—here you go," Smart said, handing them over.**
**Ren opened the door and pushed Leo into the car with force.
"We're leaving now.
Jin, take care of Smart," he said, waving his hand at them.
"Take good care of Leo," Jin said ironically.
"Hey, since when did you two become such close friends?" Leo muttered in confusion.
"Ren, don't take it out on Leo.
It was my idea to come here," Smart said.**
*"Hmm, your idea," Jin said, staring him in the eyes.
"Well, I assume that doesn't cause any problem for you… right?" Smart replied, provoking him.
Jin felt his blood rush to his head at that answer.
It's such a problem that I'd stop you from even looking at this place from afar, let alone stepping foot here.
I'd erase this place completely—from here and from your mind, Jin thought as he kept staring at him, barely able to hold himself back.
He was counting the days until he would finally have complete control over him.**
*Damn it, I can't do anything right now.
I want so badly to grab him and pin him right here, against the car.
To show him who's in control.
Why the hell does this situation have to last so long?
I can't endure even one more day.
I want this person in front of me to be mine—right now, in this moment.
His thoughts were consuming him when he suddenly heard Smart's voice.
Jin, give me a cigarette."
"What did you say?" Jin asked, pretending he hadn't heard him clearly.*
"My head hurts a little, and I need a cigarette to relax," Smart said with a small smile.
"A cigarette? Is he trying to drive me crazy?"
Jin grabbed him, pulled him closer, and pushed him into the car.
"Come on, I'll take you home," Jin said, then stepped on the gas.**
Jin was driving, glancing at Smart from the corner of his eye, who wasn't saying a single word.
"I hope he doesn't get sick…
This is all Leo's fault. He let him drink and smoke.
Fuck
I'm furious enough to tear him apart… but Ren is already taking care of him
*"Jin," Smart called out, shifting in his seat like something was bothering him.
Jin immediately stopped the car, unbuckled his seatbelt, and leaned closer to him.
"Smart, what's wrong? Are you okay?" Jin asked, his voice filled with worry.
Smart looked him straight in the eyes.
Even though his head hurt a little — something he could easily handle —the moment he saw how worried Jin was, he started acting a bit childish on purpose.
"I'm okay… my head just hurts a lot," he said, taking a deep breath.*'
Jin quickly searched the car and found a painkiller.
He brought the pill close to Smart's lips and spoke softly, but with an authoritative tone:
"Open your mouth."
Smart opened his mouth slowly while looking him in the eyes, and his mind instantly overloaded with thoughts.
All he could think about was how sexy Jin's face looked so close to him.
**Jin grabbed the water bottle, unscrewed the cap quickly, and pressed it gently to Smart's lips.
"Hurry, you need to drink," Jin murmured.
As he watched Smart drink the water, his thoughts flooded every cell of his body.
Damn it… I want to be the water, flowing into your mouth,mingling with your throat
To spill gently over your lips, and have you press your tongue out to taste me eagerly.
"To let you savor it, leaving you longing for more."
I want to devour those beautiful eyes that captivate me entirely.
I want to caress and cherish your body as if it were the last thing I'll ever do in this life.
Fuck… why does this have to feel so unbearably torturous?
Meanwhile, Smart was lost in Jin's gaze, and for a moment his breathing faltered—he couldn't keep his mouth open.
Instead of flowing in, some of the water slipped out.
First, it traced the side of his lips, then ran down his chin, and finally followed the curve of his neck.
Smart wasn't fully aware and didn't react at all.
Jin's presence had made him lose all sense.
"He savored the beauty before him, wishing time would freeze in that very moment.
"Jin felt a tightness in his chest and nearly froze, rooted in that moment, caught by Smart's gaze."
He was still holding the bottle, but his gaze drifted away from Smart's eyes to the spot where the water was trickling down his neck.
He quickly set the bottle aside and, with his thumb, gently wiped the stream of water from Smart's neck.
He touched him so softly, so lightly, so slowly, that he could feel Smart swallow ever so slightly.
"He lifted his eyes, and when they met Smart's gaze, something stirred deep inside him.
He removed his thumb from his neck and slowly placed it on Smart's lips, caressing them gently
When Smart felt that touch on his lips, his body trembled with emotion.
His lips were already igniting from that single caress.
His feelings overwhelmed him, and he could no longer keep them under control.
His eyes were burning with desire,
as if they were speaking, silently demanding:
Kiss me, damn it… what are you waiting for?
Jin could hardly control himself anymore.
"A wave of emotions swept over him, nearly overwhelming him with desire.
It was as if an invisible hand was grasping at his soul, trying to pull it out of his body.
He could no longer keep that longing under control."
This was exactly the moment he had been waiting for.
He leaned even closer to Smart, leaving only a few centimeters between them, and whispered softly against his face:
I want to dry the water with my lips…
Smart remained silent, meeting his gaze
Stop me, please!
Otherwise, you won't feel your lips for days!" Jin continued, whispering.
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