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Chapter 51 - Leave me...

She probably wonders why.

"Why did you give up on me?"

I had to go,

And I know

That you know

You were giving me

Insanity

And anxiety.

I thought I seen

What we could be

But you never planned

To set that love free.

You tried,

And lied,

And cried,

To take everything.

You never did care,

And I know it's not fair.

Why'd you let me

Buy so many rings?

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Hell no..

No way we can be just friends...

I tried to give you it all,

But that's not how this ends.

Just go...

Because you never did let me in.

Now you want to give me your heart,

And I don't want it...

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She said:

"You don't have to leave me."

Leave me...

Leave me...

Bitch, you would never need me.

Need me...

Need me...

Comfortable,

She was greedy.

Greedy...

Greedy...

Just financially needy.

Needy...

Needy...

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Fuck all that "friend zone" shit.

And you know why...

How could I settle for friends,

When you should have been my wife?

But I realized

That was not my life.

And I have no more strife

I can survive.

-

You did nothing

But lie to me...

All that affection

You'd hide from me...

Just to get closer,

Stay tied to me...

Made it so I couldn't possibly

Try to leave...

For a stranger.

Felt like my heart was in danger.

Like a baby

Stuck in a manger.

There was nothing I could do

To change her.

Change her...

Change her...

Change...me.

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Now I've been set free.

I can love again...

It's been years for me.

My heart understands...

She thinks:

"Why? Why did he give up on me?"

Still, she took no accountability

So she will never see

Me again...

-

I've burned those feelings

Now there's nothing for me

Left to say.

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