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Chapter 8 - Ch 8: The purpose of guilt

Across town, Janet sat in silence, staring out her hotel window. She had tried going back home, just once—but the cold echo of her son's empty room and the untouched bed which was once hers was unbearable.

She was living in the aftermath of her freedom. But freedom without purpose felt like a prison.

She tried calling Ben. It went unanswered. She tried texting him but she never sent it.

Jacob, too, was unraveling. At work, he avoided Irish, though every fiber in him ached for more. His colleagues began noticing his short temper, the shadows under his eyes, the way his tie was never quite straight anymore.

One night, he sat alone in his car parked outside their old home, watching the lights flicker in Ben's empty room.

"I don't even know who I am anymore," he whispered.

Everyone had gotten what they wanted.

And now?

Now they didn't know what to do with it.

In another part of the city, Maria and John once believed they could keep it hidden.

Their apartment was quiet, the curtains always drawn. What started as stolen glances turned into heated nights, and soon, a routine of passion filled their every moment together. They laughed like siblings but touched like lovers. Maria had even started wearing his T-shirts around the house.

But love like that—love built on taboo—always came with a countdown.

Maria tried to justify it. She told herself that bloodlines didn't define hearts. That John was the only one who saw her clearly, beyond the broken rehab records, beyond Charles, beyond the pain. He made her feel beautiful when the world made her feel like a wreck.

But lately, John had grown distant. He still touched her at night, still whispered things that made her skin rise—but there was something vacant behind his eyes. Maria noticed.

One morning, over black coffee and silence, Maria asked: "Do you regret it?"

John didn't answer.

That night, she cried quietly beside him, her face pressed into his chest. He didn't hold her back.

It wasn't long before someone found out. A friend from Maria's old rehab clinic had seen them at a bookstore—arms linked, lips too close.

The rumor spread fast. Whispers danced through phone lines and social circles.

"You're sleeping with your own brother?" a message flashed on Maria's phone.

Then another: "That's sick. You need help."

Maria felt her throat close up. Her past was never merciful. Now, her present turned on her too.

She confronted John. "They know."

He didn't blink. "Then let them."

"But it's wrong!"

John stood. His voice was hollow. "I know."

She tried to reach for him, but he stepped back. "I don't think I can keep doing this. Not when the world sees us like monsters."

"But we're not monsters," she whispered.

"Then why do I feel like one every time I touch you?"

He left that night. No goodbye. No closure.

Maria sat on their shared bed, fingers clenched into the sheets, her body aching with absence. She wasn't just heartbroken. She was cursed. Marked. The kind of woman love never stayed with.

She turned to the mirror. Her reflection looked back—haunted and lonely.

And then she smashed it.

Because the only thing worse than being broken… was being seen.

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