After leaving Mala's room, Abhijit was still sitting in that room and was thinking about his rude behavior towards Mala and blaming himself. Then Abhijit said to himself
I don't know why it's all my fault. Whenever I go to her, I can't control my mind and my emotions. I always get out of control and act like a madman in front of her.
Everyone can call this kind of behavior crazy, but I will say that it's my love for her, that's why she keeps coming to me. But why have I fallen in love with her so much, that too in such a short time? What is the reason behind it? I want to know that and to understand this, first of all, I have to go to her many more times. Then I will gradually understand love. Then maybe you will know the reason why I love her so much and why I can't live without her.
After thinking these words carefully in his mind, Abhijit explained to himself and said, "Now what has happened is done. Now I have to apologize to Mala to fix my mistake." I have to tell him how ashamed I am for my bad behavior
After making a decision, Abhijit leaves the room and then searches the entire house for where Mara is? After looking around for a while, when Abhijit reached the kitchen, he saw Mala helping with the cooking. Seeing this, Abhijit smiled a little, but instead of going in front of Mala, he hid behind the wall, slightly sticking his head out of the wall, and stood there for a while, watching Mala from a distance.
Meanwhile, Mara was still busy in the kitchen with her work because she had to cook food for everyone in the house because she also had to know whether Avinash would finish his work from the police station in the afternoon. If Brother came home, then I would have to have food ready for him. And if he didn't come home all day and stayed at the police station and kept doing his own work, then I would have to pack the food and go to the police station to give it to him. Keeping this in mind, Mala was working and preparing food for everyone.
A lot of time passed and Mala had already prepared food for everyone, so she asked the servants to do the remaining small work and was about to come out of the kitchen to call everyone to the dining table. When Mala looked ahead, Mala saw someone behind the wall. There is
Understanding this, Mala quickly ran towards it and on the other hand, Abhijit, who realized that Mala had seen her, quickly tried to escape from there but Mala quickly ran out and caught Abhijit and then called Abhijit from behind and said, what are you doing here in the kitchen? You should be resting in the room now, instead of resting, what were you watching behind the kitchen wall?
Mala asked the direct questions so clearly that after hearing them, she had nothing left to say to Abhijit and she had no time to make any excuses, so Abhijit now did not understand what to answer because she could tell uncle directly, I was watching you behind the wall
Abhijit stood calmly and tried to make some other excuse and then finally Abhijit told Mala that actually I came to the kitchen to get something but I saw you working so I stood outside there without disturbing you and nothing else. Even after hearing this, Abhijit did not trust Abhijit at all because The man's behavior has already seen our mala for a few days, so it is impossible to believe his words so quickly. If it was the previous story, then maybe it would have been believed, but the way he treated me today and after listening to his words, I understand that he has feelings for me.
And after seeing him standing here at our work secretly like this, I understand that he has come here to see me and maybe wants to say something, but I will need some time to explain my mind and how can I answer him without understanding how I feel about him. I cannot directly tell anyone that I am thinking about his proposal.
Then what will happen if I cannot keep my word in the future and do not stay with him for the rest of my life? I am very afraid to tell him anything because I do not want him to wait for me for the rest of his life and then not get me in the end and his heart will be completely broken, and that is why I have decided that until I decide, I will not stay with him for the rest of my life as a wife or will I leave this life once everything is settled and is it true that I am What feelings are in my mind for Abhijit?
Or what I am feeling is only respect and admiration for him since he is always standing by our side
Is what I am feeling a frame or something else?
As soon as I get the answer to this question, I will answer Abhijit's question but now I don't have any answer to his question so it is better to stay away from him. After thinking about this, Mala once again said to Abhijit, look, it is better if you always keep some distance between you and me and talk because if you come so close to me every time then I will feel uncomfortable !!!!!!!?
Mara was talking to her like this and hearing her words made Abhijit feel even more pained but Abhijit thought in his mind that maybe he is still angry with me so he is talking to me like this. After thinking about this, Abhijit once again said to our Mala, I amo sorry Mala I touched you beyond my rights so I apologize and I promise you today that I will try to stay away from you until you allow me to touch you but can I ask you a question!?
After listening to Abhijit, Mala did not say anything, only listening to his questions, Mala told Abhijit, okay, you can ask me anything you want, I will answer all your questions, but you understand that you will talk from a distance all this time.
Abhijit felt bad after hearing Mala's proposal because Abhijit loves Mala very much and since he realized how much he love Mala, that why Abhijit has been trying to hold himself and try to control his own emotion but sometimes he can control himself and comes close to Mala and tries to express his love, and this has created such a big problem between them now, and Abhijit is trying so hard to solve this problem, but to no avail.
Because our Mala is not giving Abhijit that chance, she is repeatedly rejecting him, due to which Abhijit's heart is getting hurt again and again, but even then, Abhijit has not left Mala and will never be able to go, our Abhijit loves Mala so much.
But for now, Abhijit is not trying to prove his love in front of Mala, rather Mala asked this, look I know when I suddenly told you about my feelings like this you didn't answer me but if you are treating me like strangers like this is it right if you tell me clearly whether you like me or not this problem will be solved and that's what I asked you to stand here today to tell me
Because you should know this I will fail for you and then I will tell you many more things in the middle of it Mala said look you have said what you have to say and I have heard what I have to hear and I can't answer whether I like you or not I can't give you the answer for now because I myself don't know what is going on in my mind so if you want to know the answer to your question then you have to wait
Because I don't want to rush this matter after hearing these words of Mala Abhijit felt even more sad inside and said inside his mind wait this is what I can't do, because once I get better then someone from the military will come and take me away then who will you tell your answer to while I am here I won't stay because if I leave this city once, you might not find me for the rest of your life.
And I can't tell you these words even if I want to. After thinking so much, Abhijit said to his uncle for the last time, okay, I have told you what I had to say. Now, do as you wish. I am leaving. After saying this, Abhijit went to his room. On the other hand, Mala, seeing Abhijit's behavior, couldn't understand why Abhijit was suddenly behaving like this .
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