Sylus dairy:
Sylus dairy:
I didn't marry liya she is married now by the way i attended her wedding today. I missed you today too y/n, I saw an old couple on a train they remind me of us back then when we were young and childish deeply in love, I wish if i would have acted right you were alive, I can't forgive myself y/n I can never face mirror y/n. When ever I look into mirror I see my red eyes you loved them i dispite them more than anything i never saw your eyes full of love when they need love and warmth.
Never forgive me y/n please let me be in grief and guilt of yours let me stay close to you.
I....i.. wish I could have hugged you for the last time, for the last time I could have saw you. I shouldn't have cursed you i cursed myself. I hate myself please never forgive me y/n.
Please....